You Moved On...I'm Stuck

10 pieces of advice to give yourself at the age of 20

At the age of 11, you learned that perfection does not always mean a flat tummy and a thigh gap. Go on and eat that second piece of cookie that you crave so much.

At the age of 12, you learned that just because you call her “mom” and him as “dad,” it doesn’t mean they inherently know how to be that. Also, suicide poison is not the cure for everything, it’s not a cure at all.

At the age of 13, you learned the difference between giving up and taking a rest. You might have given it your all but not make it. Remember to disregard everything that comes after but.

At the age of 14, you learned that standing up for everyone else does not mean that all of them will stand up for you when you need someone. Not one of them would be the first one to defend you, that spot is reserved for your name.

At the age of 15, you learned that people rarely mean what they say even if as a writer, you deem each and every word important. Learn to know the voices that speak sincerity and the voices that are just trying to get into your pants.

At the age of 16, you learned that letting go of people that only brings toxicity in your life is never a crime. Thinking about your own peace of mind does not make you selfish. Neither does placing yourself above that last number on your priority list.

At the age of 17, you learned that giving yourself to everyone willing could only lead to one thing: your own’s deterioration. Dear, you are more precious than someone who can’t even look into your eyes in the morning.

At the age of 18, you learned that loving and accepting yourself are two different things. Placing yourself in situations you are well aware of your self distraction is never loving yourself.

At the age of 19, you learned that lovers are not the only ones that can break your heart. People stay and go for a reason. Remember to treasure the rightful ones that life allowed to stay.

You’re 20 now and life has never been what you expected and planned it to be and that’s possibly the greatest thing that can happen into your life. You’re a writer but life writes with you, know when to let it leave significant marks and know when your own pen should be the one doing so.

written by bleakfantasies,  writing prompt #62: list 10 pieces of advice you’d give yourself

(via wnq-writers)

"Oh boy,

Your the mountain I can’t go around, cut through or climb."

My Hearts Thoughts

You were all I wanted/want. I yell and scream about how happy I am being single, but then when I close my eyes it’s your arms I have to imagine around me to fall asleep and even then I wake up cold. The problem was never that you weren’t good enough, it was how we were managing that relationship, but I love you, I love your rambling at 3 in the morning. I love that look in your eyes when your sure about something. I love that tilt of your head when you want a hug. I just love everything you are, and I miss it.

Stardizzydreamer

"Even after all this time passing,

I still love you so.

That's all. I can't think of anything else."

My Hearts Thoughts

Look I have zero excuses for this, but the idea popped into my head and now it's in your head, sorry

“Sometimes people don’t want to hear the truth because they don’t want their illusions destroyed.”

— Friedrich Nietzsche  (via play)

"You were the light in my eyes. The sweet, warm fire that made me glow. It was all for you, every shallow breath, every lonely sob, every happy hug and every gentle kiss. All the stinging pain and honey love we had; it was yours, all yours."

- My Hearts Thoughts

"One day,

I'll find me a person who loves me, kisses me soft and makes me feel safe. But most importantly, they'll really love me. But not yet. And that sucks. Bad."

- My Hearts Thoughts

Do you ever,,, drink tea,, and the honey just like SHINES and you feel like you're drinking literal sunlight??? Like it's a little warm and a bit sweet and it almost tastes like you're a little cat laying by the window with the sunshine warming you gently ...

Does anyone know what I mean ..?