"I Love You" No You Don't, Your Calling Me A Liar. A Love Without Trust Is Like A Ocean Without Salt...

Each time I try to get up, your memory comes back & throws me back down to this pit of missing you. When does this heartbreak end?

-My Hearts Thoughts

I don’t know if anyone could make me feel like this way again. You’re the first person who can make me feel so happy that it flutters the inside of me. You’re the first person that looks so interested when I talked about anything. You’re the first person who made me realize that somehow I’m important in this world. You’re the first person who make me think like my dreams are very easy to reach. Aside from my family, you’re also my anchor. You’re the kind of person who is refreshing and fun to be with. I like the warmth in your smile. With you, it’s simply fun. Simply sitting beside you, talking about everything and nothing, makes me feel so happy. The kind of happiness I can’t contain. Just simply thinking about you is enough to make me feel giddy, too. You’re the first person to make me feel like I have more to offer the world than what I can do. In every smile you flashed at me, I got more inspired in every thing I do. You’re the first person whom I’ve shared my dreams without feeling awkward. You always share ideas with me. And you’ve always challenged me, pushed me to think in a different way. We have the ability to shut the world out when we’re together. Whenever you reach out and hold my hand, I find myself not caring about anything around us. To me, it’s just you and I. All I could think about is the way our fingers were intertwined, like it’s meant to be like that. I’m also struck by the feeling of familiarity when our skin/fingers touched. I’m so happy whenever I get to see you, you are the only one whom I’ve felt this pleasant and peaceful feeling in my chest. Each time you smiled at me, I get this good-kind-of-weird feeling that something warm touched my heart. I feel that what we have is a rare, once-in-a-lifetime. Being with you makes my life worthwhile. 

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Hope builds slowly..

"When does the hurt end?" I think as I see his blue hat, I remember feeling blessed with his memory when he gave it.

Now it's a reminder of all that I've lost, all that he lost and doesn't care about.

But one day I search for a hat to wear and see I have more than just that one,

There's memories attached to the bucket hat, the banana hat and the one from the place I used to work.

Today I choose banana hat and remember my sisters laugh when she saw it. We were just starting out in the world, but we were building it slowly.

I put it own and it reminds me I'm more than others fingerprints.

I am my own, and I will find many more happy sunrises with other people.

It happens slowly, but if you just keep going it ends, I promise.

Do you ever,,, drink tea,, and the honey just like SHINES and you feel like you're drinking literal sunlight??? Like it's a little warm and a bit sweet and it almost tastes like you're a little cat laying by the window with the sunshine warming you gently ...

Does anyone know what I mean ..?

Sometimes I think ‘when was the last time you kissed & felt alive' I always think of you. I haven’t felt alive since we kissed last, & it breaks me so much

My Hearts Thoughts

“Sometimes people don’t want to hear the truth because they don’t want their illusions destroyed.”

— Friedrich Nietzsche  (via play)

You know that quote? The one that says you know its over when your more in love with the memories than with the person standing in front of you? That quote bugged me a lot when we were together. It was over quickly but I held on for you. It’s been months since I left because it hurt me too much, and yet, I continue to hold on

My Hearts Thoughts

Love is about holding each other up, I can't even stand on my own. Get away from me.

- My Hearts Thoughts