"I've Loved You So Much, Too Bad I Still Do. If I Didn't, We'd Be Friends."

Brain: Don't fall for him

Heart: *falls*

Heart: Whoops

Me: DAMNIT

- My Hearts Thoughts

"I'm so scared of losing you I'm already missing you"

My Heart's Thoughts

I have so many good moments, so many memories I make with my people.

It won't be this specific way forever, but it's this way now, and I'm so lucky for it.

I ended up having a really interesting conversation with some people at the bus stop today. They were getting out of some sort of ‘clean and sober’ meeting and had starting saying how they were so bored because they didn’t have anything to do, and had to stay at home because all their old friends would pull them back. So I said something like, ‘So this is the time to do all the stuff your parents told you they didn’t have money/time for!’ “Whatcha mean?” “You know, like when you were five and you REALLY wanted to have that toy or do that thing and you were like, ‘Please mom please I gotta have this I gotta go do this’ and they went ‘Hell no you think I’m paying for that do you want to goddamn EAT?’ “ And this light went on in their eyes. The lady is going to go check thrift stores for an Easybake Oven and I told her about Wilton cake decorating classes. The dude is going to Griffith Park and ride horses, because, ‘I always wanted to be a cowboy, and you can’t drink when you’re on a horse ‘cause you’ll fucking die!’ Fuck it. This is what being an adult is. Sure it’s bills and work and relationships, but damn it, it’s also time to do the things you LIKE. I signed up for a free class/lecture on Water Gardens. I’m going. It’s time.

rb to have a super gay 2023

Soulmates are not your ~other half~, that’s just nonsense. You are a whole person already, not half a person. A soulmate isn’t even inherently romantic. A soulmate is just the other sock in a matched set. You’re still a whole, complete sock on your own, you are perfectly functional paired with any other sock, it’s just that it’s even better when you match. A soulmate is literally just the person who makes your soul go “!!! Same hat!!!” and wave excitedly.

"Today my mother asked me "What's wrong with you!? What are you, possessed by a demon!?" Because I've been absent and careless lately. I simply stood there silently, thinking, "No, I'm just tired. Tired of your voice, and your lies." Then, as she turned around it occurred to me that maybe she was right, that I was possessed by a demon, her."

My Heart's Thoughts

You were my sunlight. I now live in a forever darkness. Yet, my love for you still burns as much as the sun. I'll always be yours, even if you're not mine.

- My Hearts Thoughts

Let us find the dam snack bar,“ Zoe said. "We should eat while we can."Grover cracked a smile. "The dam snack bar?"Zoe blinked. "Yes. What is funny?”“Nothing,” Grover said, trying to keep a straight face. “I could use some dam french fries."Even Thalia smiled at that. "And I need to use the dam restroom.”…I started cracking up, and Thalia and Grover joined in, while Zoe just looked at me. “I do not understand.”“I want to use the dam water fountain,” Grover said.“And…” Thalia tried to catch her breath. “I want to buy a dam t-shirt.

Rick Riordan (via lifeofquotations)

aweeeeeeee

We could have been a year today, if you had done your part. Don’t tell me it was both of us. You didn’t make me feel loved. I loved you the way the ocean loves the sand, for it always returns to the sand, despite there being beauty far out where only the ocean can reach.

My Hearts Thoughts