God
God
I feel so goddamn lonely
And lost
And tired
I guess it's good that I'm not in a relationship bc it would be shitty for the other person
But i wish i had a really close friend
Idk, somehow relationships always seem like putting a lot on the other person and i just don't want to burden them
Good god i feel like this permanent feeling of this huge burden will kill me
Even though nothing really hard is happening anymore
And I really miss my ex even though i don't feel like i could make myself rely on him bc of feeling guilty for burdening
My mind is a mess
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I am very tired.
I don't feel like I have friends.
I have people I talk to, we hang out. But I don't LIKE them. I don't like them the way I want to. Am I dumb? Am i doing stupid shit? Is this how it's supposed to be? Is this the extent to which other people like their friends?
Is what I want even possible?
I hope good things happen in 2025. I wish I would find a friend. I wish interesting things would happen.
I wish. For that. Which is unrealistic and dumb. Wow. I'm not going to say what it is.
A friend. Please. God, please. It's like I didn't ever try. It's not my fault I don't like them. I shouldn't take up someone's time if I don't like them.
What should I do?
Right now I realized yet again that I don't really know whom could I write about being nervous or anything. I don't really communicate with people from my university group. And noone else can understand what is going on. I don't want to make people worried or also nervous about things I am worried about.
So I saw people talk about grey star jacket that Ed's wearing on the picture with Jackie.
And when I watched analysis of the trailer I noticed that Buttons is wearing the same jacket (and i didn't see anyone talking about it). So it might be a uniform or they were wearing the same thing at different points of time.
Also we saw Stede wearing a red cravat. And some people assumed it was Ed's cloth (maybe I'm wrong and I just thought that for a moment).
But I noticed that during the fight scene the guy who was punched by Stede is wearing a similar cravat.
Oh my goodness
hey remember when taika posted this
I feel really unhappy.
I am so tired
Can someone explain how this app fucking works?
I am SICK AND TIRED OF SEEING POSTS ABOUT STRANGER THINGS
What can I do to stop it? I can't skip them
Why the fuck did tumblr decide that i want to see anything about this show
God have mercy on my poor mind
I see myself having a family eventually. Not now though. I can't spend a lot of time with people, it's tiring. I am so peaceful right now during quarantine.
This makes me wonder if I will ever feel sourceful (if you can say it like these) to have someone for a long time in my life. Especially children. Will I ever feel like I won't be completely out of energy after just some time?
