TW subtle depressive thoughts
dear jihye,
why did you leave? we were supposed to stick together.
jina
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dear jihye,
you may ask me why am i writing this letter? because you never answer your fucking phone. next time you drop off the face of the earth, send a forwarding address and maybe a working phone number so we’re not all worrying our asses off thinking you’re dead in a ditch somewhere. jesus, jihye.
jina
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dear jihye,
writing letters in the 21st century? what are we starved romanticists? please pick up your phone and text me back.
sincerely, jina
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dear jihye,
it actually pains me to pick up a pen and write this. we are living and breathing in a world with the most efficient technological advances and you’re seriously making me break out archaic methods in order to talk to you.
i hate this, you better answer.
miss you.
sincerely, jina
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dear jihye,
it’s been 210 days since i’ve last seen or heard from you. yes, i’m keeping count. i miss you, dearly, and this house is a mess, as always. but i feel like it’d be less of a mess if you were here. or maybe even messier, who knows, really.
junsu is still the same dickhead, jimin 언니 is awol as always, jieun 언니 is off being mom’s little trophy daughter and jungmi 언니 is making headlines with her new column in playwitch, who knew writing for perverts could be so lucrative? i’m kidding, at least it was better than her sex toy advice. if you get playwitch where you are, make sure you pick up this month’s copy! i’m lowkey tempted to post it onto my story.
have you seen my stories lately?
love always, your sister, jina
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dear jihye,
how are you? where are you now? is it los angeles or new york? or even paris? the post cards you send to junsu always look so much more inviting than the ones you send me. i don’t burn them, you know. i want to but .... just knowing you’re safe somewhere kind of comforts me.
please send me more, please let me know you’re safe.
love always, your sister, jina
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dear jihye,
update: i slapped jieun 언니 at the party today. i don’t regret it but everyone is telling me i should apologize because i was the one in the wrong. but 언니, if you heard what she was saying .... i swear you’d go crazy too ... they’re all a bunch of ignorant greedmongers that it’s just nauseating to listen to and i snapped, okay? ugh, i don’t want to apologize but ...
i fucked up didn’t i?
tell me what to do, jina
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dear jihye,
it’s getting cold here in seoul. i wish i was somewhere tropical like boracay or bali. tell me where you are so we can go together ❤︎
love always, your sister, jina
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dear jihye,
i need advice: what’s it feel like to fall in love?
love always, your sister, jina
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dear jihye,
i just wanted to let you know i won the running for the fourth year class representative. it was a landslide, can you believe it?
are you proud of me?
love always, your sister, jina
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dear jihye,
update: love sucks. it sucks, it sucks, it sucks.
love always, your sister, jina
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dear jihye,
언니, something happened. please contact me asap.
it’s urgent, jina
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dear jihye,
the new season of produce started and why is it always the untalented ones that are the cutest? is it something about not being able to sing a tune that just becomes my siren song? is that dramatic or gross?
maybe it’s because i know i’d carry the weight in the relationship either way, hm.
love always, your sister, jina
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dear jihye,
i wish you took me with you, i’m slowly seeing the colors of my life fade to black and i don’t know who to tell. i feel like you’d understand, but you’re not here.
you’re never here.
write back, please.
love always, your sister, jina
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dear jihye,
you know how gretchen weiners said why didn’t everyone just stab caesar? well that’s my Mood today or everyday. missing you again today, have you gotten my last letter, by the way?
love always, your sister, jina
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dear jihye,
i’m not fine, and it’s starting to get harder to pretend i am. i feel so much uncontrollable anger swell up within me and i can’t stop it when i let it out. i can see the people around me grow to hate me more and more and i can’t do anything to stop that. maybe i’m careless, too nonchalant, maybe i can do something but what would be the use?
they’re so used to me being this way, maybe it’s better off that i’m hated.
what do you think, 언니?
sincerely, jina
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dear jihye,
it’s been a year, when are you coming back?
let me know, jina
arin **•✩•*˚ the fifth season (ssfwl) stages
u alrdy kno we need all of the txts sis 💖
● a morning text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 06:43 › good morning 언니💕💕💕⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 06:43 › i hope you get some sleep⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 06:40 › i’m sorry me and junsu kept you up all night⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 06:55 › i made sure to leave you some food on the table to eat and some advil just in case⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 07:00 › have a good day 언니💕
● a angry text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 18:23 › @mmjunsu IS SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT 언니 🤬😡😤😠⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 18:23 › he just came and fucking blamed me for his pink uniform⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 18:23 › i’d never rat you out unnie so you’re safe⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 18:23 › BUT WHAT THE FUCK JUNSU IS SUCH AN ASSHOLE⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 18:23 › 🤬🤬🤬⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 18:23 › he’s such a little bitch ⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 18:23 › I HATE HIM
● a drunk text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:01 › 언니 언니 언니 언니 언니 언니⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:01 › itsj soooooooooooooooooooh muc h fun !!! drikknling⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:01 › I FEEEEEEEL SO FREKJIKY⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:01 › fuckk kwak ji daazm⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:01 › fuckk @mmjihye⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:01 › 1000000% fuckkkkfa em bijches⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:01 › ps dnon t blame @mmchoa
● a vague text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:00 › why does nothing ever go right
● a worried text ━━━ ・
⁺ 📞 › ( 28 ) OUTGOING CALL › 짱미 언니💕. › VOICEMAIL.
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⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 05:05 › i know you’re working on a very important case but you didn’t come home last night⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 05:06 › PLEASE CALL ME 언니⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 05:06 › 언니, please don’t be dead in a ditch somewhere, come home
● a text not meant for you ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 22:00 › @mmdaeil is such a loser⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 22:01 › I’M GOING TO MAKE HIM PAY FOR BREAKING UP WITH 언니⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 22:05 › how?⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 22:06 › well obviously i’m going to mass text his phone with death threats until he a ) leaves the country b ) changes his number c ) dies d ) makes a public apology because how dare he break up with THE kwak jungmi
● a sassy text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 03:02 › 언니, it’s 3 in the morning⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 03:03 › i know you don’t sleep at night⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 03:02 › but some of us need sleep to function as proper humans in this lifetime
● a long-winded confession text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:49 › ever since jihye 언니 left i always had a feeling you’d leave me too and i wouldn’t blame you⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:51 › i know it’s so hard to deal with me i fucking know⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:53 › you put up with so much and me and junsu don’t make it easier⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:54 › so thank you so much, 언니, for still being here⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:55 › i love you so much and i really don’t know what i’d do if you were to ever leave⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:55 › everything seems to fall apart when i do things but you always make it all better you do so much and all i do is create messes for you to clean up⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:57 › can you come to my room i don’t want to sleep alone tonight⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:59 › i can’t stop crying 언니 they won’t stop⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:59 › you’re my favorite person in the whole world 언니
● a misguided advice text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 13:08 › i say kick him in the balls, not like he’ll be needing them in the future
● a desperate text ━━━ ・
⁺ 📞 › ( 10 ) OUTGOING CALL › 짱미 언니💕. › VOICEMAIL.
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⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 09:59 › 언니 !!! 언니 !!! 언니 !!!!!⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 10:00 › please tell me you’re still home⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 10:03 › help me, everyone said they weren’t going to vote for me for class rep⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 10:05 › i can’t lose this too 언니
● a congratulatory text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 21:59 › congratulations 언니 🥳⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 22:01 › i know it’s no witch weekly spread⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 03:02 › but a playboy exert is nothing to be ashamed of
● a text that should have never been sent ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 짱미 언니💕. › 00:01 › everyone hates me, you hate me a little, too 헐
⁺ 𝐖𝐈𝐙𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐌 @jina5 .
jina calls her instagram a glorified photobook of ‘candids’, exclusively utilizing the ‘candid’ aesthetic whereas most, if not all, the pictures are more ‘posed’ rather than in the moment or actually candid. she rarely takes or posts selfies, and almost always either has someone taking the picture for her or is behind the camera, herself. half the pics are taken with a film camera while the other half are by her phone, using a ‘film’ filter to give it that aesthetic. apparently the only perk (that she happily exploits) of having a maesoba-loved mother is that her follower count is a lot higher than it realistically should be.
𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄. it’s the youth full of untied shoelaces, pinky promises and blushes alongside pleasant grins. nine is a time to be remembered and jina makes sure to savor it as best as she can. years ahead of her, and she’s sure this year will be the most memorable yet. she can just feel it in her bones.
it’s also finely-chopped bangs cut just above the brow, hair that tickles her jaw and wondrous eyes that stare at the clock across from the hall as she awaits jiyi’s arrival. shes giddy nerves and overly-presumptuous at the front door. today was the day. jina doesn’t have many friends, but that’s okay because she has jiyi and jina wouldn’t trade the other girl for anyone in the world ( except maybe her sisters but that’s a different story, they were blood ) and while jiyi wasn’t blood nor one of her five other siblings, jina thought she came pretty close.
when she’s not busy snaking on the treats their ahjumma had left behind in the den, jina is back to pacing in front of the door. just as anxious, just as excited as she was before. the minute hand is loud in the empty hallway and jina can’t help but watch time move just as slow as she counted down the seconds until the older girl’s arrival.
just when she hears the bell, she’s all squeals and childish mumbles as she’s racing for the last two steps towards the door before any of her sisters, or worse, junsu comes in to interrupt them. stubby fingers and tipped toes are fumbling with the lock on the door, pushing it open slightly to peek ( because their ahjumma had always told her that it wasn’t safe to open the door for strangers, she should always look at the screen and check to see the arrival of the persons, safety first! ) but she throws caution and once confirmation is had: jina is throwing the door wide, threshold out in the open as she welcomes her friend with open arms.
launching her small little body to collide with the other’s in a joyous embrace, arms immediately going round tiny shoulders as she jumps in place. “jiyi, you’re here!” she’s here! she’s really here! her heart soars and a part of her wants to take this happiness and bottle it up. a contagious feeling that makes even her fingertips sparkle in glee. “come inside, come inside! ahjumma made some snacks for us!” she says, hands unhook themselves from the other’s shoulders to search for a hand unto her own; tugging the other through and letting the door lock behind them.
“i’m so happy you’re here, we can play now!”
WHERE’D YOU GO ; @mmjina past: 2009
jiyi is ten, and she has the world balanced neatly in her hands.
she’s all grown up – final year of grade school, and finally allowed to go over to her best friend’s house without their house elf following, all by herself. she’s prepared for every possible situation, in her magically enlarged bag: an umbrella ( in case it rains ), her phone ( to call her mum ), a jacket ( though she’s sure jina’s house won’t be cold ), four different sets of toys ( one of which is a whole kitchen play set in case they decide to play restaurant ), two gifts ( one for jina, obviously, and the other one for little junsu ) and all the snacks she could fit into the rest of the space available ( enough for a week long camping trip, probably ).
and her dress is pretty, too, just in case jina’s older sisters or her mum are in. they usually aren’t ( she’s never even seen jina’s mum, but she’s probably pretty like jina! ), but just in case, she wants to make a good impression on her first solo visit to jina’s house. so she’d picked her nicest dress in gossamer blue, with delicately hand stitched cherry blossoms and her prettiest head band that she knows will match jina’s favourite one. hopefully, jina’s mum will like her enough to invite her again, and she can have another playdate with jina, maybe even as soon as tomorrow! that thought gives her an extra bounce in her step, and she reaches jina’s doorstep right on time.
jiyi’s just tall enough to reach the doorbell on her tiptoes, and she presses the bell once before scuttling quickly to the front of the gate so jina will be able to see her. she bounces up and down on her heels, waiting for her best friend to answer the door.
she can’t wait!
jumping on the all texts train 🚂
● a morning text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 06:45 › hi, are we friends again?
● a angry text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 19:00 › I’M SO FUCKING PISSED⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 19:10 › HOW DARE THEY LOOK AT YOU LIKE THAT⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 19:11 › i know we’re on a time-out but still how dare they what the actual fuck⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 19:13 › ㅗㅗ
● a drunk text ━━━ ・
⁺ 📞 › ( 5 ) OUTGOING CALL › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › VOICEMAIL.
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⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 00:02 › yUN PICK UP⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 00:03 › TIME OUtF OVER OVEr OVER⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 00:05 › pls pichfk me uP im gonna baFr
● a vague text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › am i hard to love?
● a worried text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 00:00 › it’s been 5 months when are you going to talk to me⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 00:03 › i said i was sorry, yun⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 00:04 › i didn’t mean to break your guitar⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 00:06 › i was just mad you weren’t paying attention to me⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 00:10 › please don’t ignore me
● a text not meant for you but it’s actually for you ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 23:01 › why don’t you love me?
● a sassy text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 17:00 › stupify the bitch and get over it
● a long-winded confession text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:10 › do you ever just want to leave me too, yun?⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:10 › be honest⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:11 › don’t spare my feelings⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:12 › i just want to know⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:12 › is your friendship with me a burden?⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:13 › i know i can be a little much, and possessive, and overwhelming, and frustrating, and annoying, and can’t control my anger⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:13 › but …. you’re welcome to leave whenever you want⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:13 › i won’t hate you⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:13 › okay i might but …. if it sucks that much to be friends with me, you can leave too⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:18 › everyone else leaves⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:19 › it’d only be right if you followed suit⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:30 › if i were you i’d leave me too⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:40 › that’s the right choice⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 24:50 › you’re too good for me, yun
・ ・ ・
⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 01:00 › let’s take a time out
・ ・ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 10:07 › so was i right?
● a misguided advice text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 18:28 › you could just hit them over the head with your guitar⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 18:30 › i’ll buy you a new one
● a desperate text ━━━ ・
⁺ 📞 › ( 10 ) OUTGOING CALL › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › VOICEMAIL.
・ ・ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 19:50 › yun, please answer⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 19:54 › i know we’re in time out but i’m just really worried⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 19:55 › no one has heard from you in days⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 19:59 › are you okay?
● a congratulatory text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 10:09 › congrats⁺ 💬 › JUST윤🖤. › 10:10 › i guess someone finally found a groupie they can’t shake
● a text that should have never been sent ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫TIME OUT! DON’T ANSWER 🚫. › 24:00 › i love you but i guess i’m not good enough for your love, huh?
⎣ 곽𝐉𝐈𝐍𝐀 ⎤ ━━━━ yes & no xylo / queen loren gray / bad things meiko / you should see my in a crown billie eilish / kill of the night gin wigmore / primadonna marina & the diamonds / control halsey / bad guy billie eilish / all the king’s horses karmina / breathe fluerie / deep end ruelle / hurts like hell fluerie / someone to stay vancouver sleep clinic / sorry halsey / the truth untold bts / i can’t make you love me dave thomas jr / house of cards bts / all good girls go to hell billie ellish ━━ ・ 𝑆𝑂, 𝖳𝖱𝖤𝖠𝖳 𝖬𝖤 𝖫𝖨𝖪𝖤 𝖠 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐍 .
some Angsty texts pls... n maybe a 2009 one :^)
● a angry text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 21:59 › YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU WON JIYI⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 22:00 › ALL YOU DO IS FUCKING TAKE AND NEVER LEAVE ANYTHING FOR THE REST OF US⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 22:02 › i hope you choke on your princess reputation⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 22:03 › it’s as fake as you, barbie doll
● a drunk text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:52 › do yon ever tnkink abou t huw we wer bxsts frienaas⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:54 › i fucsnking dont you ‘ er a waste of time and Spaxce⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:55 › 존못
a vague text
⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 23:59 › did you even give a shit about me?
● a text not meant for you ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:01 › you mean so much to me⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:01 › i love you
● a sassy text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 15:27 › wow can you be any more plastic?⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 15:29 › mother nature just called, she wants you to know you’re fucking up the environment
● a long-winded confession text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:10 › how the fuck can you walk around like you didn’t just fucking throw me away like trash⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:10 › i hate your fucking guts⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:10 › it’s not fucking fair that you thought our friendship was expendable but everyone else was somehow above me?⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:10 › the first person i thought was my best friend and she fucking does that shit⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:10 › really fucks with a nine year old’s mind⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:10 › that’s just who you are tho, right?⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:10 › you fucking use people jiyi⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:10 › you think i’m a fucking manipulative bitch?⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 00:10 › well look in the fucking mirror princess, you’re not as shiny as you think
● a misguided advice text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 19:12 › why don’t you just go obliviate yourself?
● a desperate text ━━━ ・ CIRCA. 2009
⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 12:13 › hey jiyi, 어머니 said you can come over today!⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 12:15 › what time do you want to come over?⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 12:50 › jiyi?⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 13:01 › hellooooo ~ jiyi ~⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 13:30 › jiyi?
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⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 16:01 › jiyi?
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⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 15:35 › jiyi please tell me what i did wrong⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 15:36 › i don’t understand⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 15:40 › please tell me so i can fix it⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 15:41 › we can still be friends please tell me what i can do⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 15:43 › i thought we were best friends!⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 15:45 › is my mom really that bad of a person?⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 15:46 › please talk to me⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 15:48 › you’re my best friend⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 15:53 › do you not care about me?⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 15:54 › is there something wrong with me?
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⁺ 💬 › 💕💕지이. › 18:58 › do you not like me anymore?
● a congratulatory text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 02:15 › congratu-fucking-lations on being the shittiest person with no opinion whatsoever 10 years later
● a text that should have never been sent ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 🚫JIYI쓰레기🚫. › 23:04 › can’t you ever think for yourself, jiyi?
hi guys !! i’m ume (21+, pst!) and this is another one of kwak jidam’s unfortunate children !!! ( i’m kidding but rly not their whole family is a lit revolt and we LOVE it ) aka kwak jina, she’s the second to last child! there’s more info under the cut as well as plots but pls like and i’ll definitely jump into your dms for some quick one on one 🤪🤪🤪
again, kwak jina : mambo numba 5 kwak 5 canon for ref!
another one of kwak jidam’s kids ( probably among the ones who resent her the most)
don’t get her wrong she Loves her family ( but they can overwhelm her )
safe to say that her childhood wasn’t Great bc of her mom is an understatement
she lost a LOT of friends bc of her mom aka a lot of kids’ parents would tell their kids to not play with her which led to a lot of sad conversations of “sorry jina, we can’t play anymore bc my mom said your mom is a bad person” and as a kid you just think bad person = Evil aka jina slowly becoming to resent her mom more and more bc of her ‘Evil’ ways
she kind of has it twisted in her head that her mom is selfish and greedy but she also doesn’t quite Get her mother or her reasoning behind doing what she does ( nor does she really care at this point )
she never really grows out of that same resentment but it’s more like she just ignores her mom and goes out of her way to Disassociate herself from anything that has to do with kwak jidam
aka the reincarnation of kwak jina !!! aka straight O’s in all her exams ; definitely part of the top 5% of her class because what is kwak jina without her sparkling grade point average !!
an over-achieving sob who’s a tad catty but y’know what if people are talking about her grades or the cute boy she’s dating or her pretty smile the less they’re talking about her Ruined family
her attitude isn’t all that great tbh she’s a bit blunt and not at all Grade A Friendly when it comes to first encounters but first impressions are always blown away by her smile !!!
but when a bish opens her mouth it’s like Lmfao, who you ???
she’s really self-conscious and it shows a good 66% of the time, she’s always making sure she’s not catching herself slipping bc girl always has to be Pretty, Perfect, Poised !!
aka her trying her hardest to Not be like her mom
( but lbr she’s probably more like her mom than she realizes but like Hell will she ever admit or see to that reasoning )
personally she’s 0 to 100 on the hostility scale if you say her name and her mom’s name in the same sentence
she wishes she was the hbic but she’s so much of a try hard that she’s just a Bitch
but like an ogre, jina has layers and at her core i promise she’s as sweet as cotton candy
but lbr she probably reserves that spot for her siblings and like 2.5 others
HC: like the rest of her siblings she’s got divination down to a Pat but girlie hates her mom so she Purposely failed divination class once ( bc thats all her pride would allow her ) as a sign of protest
also some yosul info:
fourth year , cheong ryeong , kwak family legacy ( ew lmfao )
electives: dada, wizarding literature, care of magical creatures
PLOTS
old childhood friends who’ve since became estranged because of familial influence aka among the throng who slapped a “i’m sorry jina, my parents said your mom is icky so i can’t play with you anymore” and yeeted outta there
thick as thieves friends ( bc we all know jina doesn’t have a lot of them ) but pls give this Gross girl a friend who’ll stay w her through thick and thin she’s sick of ppl leaving her
ppl she can actually break down in front of bc she feels stress keeping up w everyone’s expectations of who she is and how her family is and she’s kind of SIck of pretending to be this Perfect Person but she keeps it up bc it’s better than hearing the nasty things about her
self-preservation at its finest
so someone who just breaks it down to her that she doesn’t need to be this person ( while she won’t listen,, u know Effort Counts )
exes? girl has trust issues that’s for sure and that has definitely leaked into her love life making most if not all her rls not work out bc she fears they’re going to leave her or find something about her that they suddenly don’t like so she’s really out here beating them to the punch
ok but an ex who she was so reluctant to break up with but she Did it anyways because she’s hard to please but she’s lowkey still in love with them but she’s too Stubborn to fuckin!! admit!! she !! was !! wrong !!
ok but pls give me someone jina punched bc she was angry and she misplaced her anger onto you by accident !1!! has she apologize d ??? oof we dunno 👀
ok but also someone who fucks around w jina bc they know this complex of hers and just has fun with playing w her heart ( yes Destroy Her !!! )
fwb !! cute fluffy rls ( for the 2.5 ppl who were able to peel her layers ) !!
people she tutors bc jina w that sparkling gpa doesn’t mind doing God’s work and helping the unfortunate
omg pls give me pureblood family turmoil aka if your pureblood family hates jina’s mom lMFAO RIP INTO JINA even tho jina would be like dude you don’t like my mom? Lmfao Same! but that would be funny
an extension to the last bullet = ppl who view jina as an extension of her mom and her reputation ( jina would grow to hate you but lbr we think you deserve it a little if you do this )
if you’re on the varisty quidditch team ,,, you’ve probably seen her with her brother junsu checking out the Talent 👀aka You, you’re the talent
insert: you said something and jina just RiPPED into you and to this day you’re like wtf? u crazy fsadjkasda*sfhdsjf
HER FAMILY PLS COME !!11! CONTROL JINA !!1! bitch needs to chill but she can’t find her fucks
tbh we’re down for anything and everything !!1! we’re just Hyped to be here !!!
shit this got long im Sorry fam
You are lashing out because you’re too sensitive. Yes, I was narrow-minded for a short while. Get over it.
text me up real good pls n thx 😘
● a morning text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 06:10 › do you think you’ll need plastic surgery for last night?⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 06:13 › you know if your face wasn’t so close to my hand, it wouldn’t have hurt.⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 06:15 › i’m not apologizing, i’m just acknowledging i was wrong.
● a angry text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 16:43 › i’m not mad⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 16:45 › you’re just getting on my last nerve with all this pro-kwak ji dam bullshit
● a drunk text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 23:59 › 언니 …….⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 00:01 › arne’t yon scared of turniNg into kwak ji dam?
● a vague text
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 23:59 › you make me sick
● a worried text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:00 › hey?⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:10 › no one has heard from you⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:11 › please, at least call jungmi 언니 or junsu !⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:13 › i don’t know what you’re so sad about we all know kwak ji dam is like this⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:14 › i get you love her but she’s an asshole⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:16 › where are you?⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 20:17 › we’re all worried, 언니
● a text not meant for you ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:03 › you should have heard the sound it made when i slapped her face! it literally stopped the whole party⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:04 › why would i regret it? it was absolutely AMAZING⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:06 › you should have seen the look on her face⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:07 › it was priceless⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:10 › …
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⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 21:22 › … i’m still not apologizing.
● a sassy text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 17:48 › wow, thanks kwak ji dam 2.0, you say that as if i didn’t already know that!
● a long-winded confession text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › you know when i was little i used to think that you were purposely trying to steal all of kwak ji dam’s attention and it wasn’t fair at all⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › i hated you a lot for it⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › i still think that but i don’t hate you⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › well, not as much, anyways⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › you’re still annoying af trying to be like her, you know that right?⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › i love you but if you keep acting like this ….
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⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 05:57 › are you really going to side with her for the rest of your life?
● a misguided advice text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 10:48 › why don’t you just crawl inside her ass? you’re already halfway in there!
● a desperate text ━━━ ・
⁺ 📞 › ( 15 ) OUTGOING CALL › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › VOICEMAIL.
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⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 23:35 › PLEASE ANSWER THE PHONE JIEUN 언니⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 23:36 › i know we don’t see eye to eye but … you really scared me, 언니
● a congratulatory text ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 22:09 › congrats, you’re one step closer to being kwak ji dam’s bitch
● a text that should have never been sent ━━━ ・
⁺ 💬 › 곽지담 🍑키스 🚫. › 14:18 › what do you want? a reward for being kwak ji dam’s Perfect daughter?