I Am Competitive In A Non Game Way, I Can Make Anything A Competition. But Nobody Knows We Are Competing,

I woke up and was tired and not fully awake, I unlocked my phone and texted, “love you”. Words I had dreaded telling anyone, I realize my subconscious had something to tell me I needed to know. I loved him, and I meant it. Because had I not been so sleepy, I would have not told him. And now I tell him when I am awake.

Sometimes I wake up and be like, “I’m gonna be nice today to people.” And then I see someone and I forget instantly that I was supposed to be nice, all plans out the window, I insult them.

I want to wake up and speak French, or Dutch…or really just another language. Learning and memorizing words take too long. I just want to have the knowledge pre-saved.

My attention span is s

Teachers always use the examples of “nobody wants to hear you tell every little detail of how your day was from the time you woke up, to the time you went to sleep.” Teachers are wrong. I do. Tell me. Or at least let me tell you, EVERY detail. Because I’m curious.

What if vampires had allergies to certain blood types? Imagine this:

Vamp: “Hey sir, excuse me, what’s your blood type? It’s for a science experiment.”

Victim: “uh..B- what scien-“

Vampire: *CHOMP*

Or or or.

Vamp: “what’s your blood type? Science experiment.”

Person: “A+, may I ask the experiment?”

Vamp: *Leaves defeated and didn’t answer*

why are you so faggalicous???

sincerely, Lilith the algebraic

Men. Women. Great.

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I cant tell if I am incapable of picturing things or just being silly, because I can see my dreams when I (rarely) do have them. And sometimes when I am about to go to sleep but not sleeping yet can imagine a scenario and visually see that if I try, but then again I can’t picture things when people tell me to think of something, like “picture an apple.” I close my eyes and see nothing but pitch black. I also want to know if people can like really close their eyes and see an apple? Like- I want to know how someone pictures things so swiftly and what not.

Can we talk about Brent Weeks Night Angel Trilogy book? Haven’t finished it yet, but he manages to traumatize every single being In the book so perfectly, like even if they are background characters, and oh let’s not forget Doll Girl, and her first words. Gut wrenching, heart melting, poor thing, I rant about this book to friends like I don’t even know what’s going on, because I don’t. Most books I find are predictable but not this series. Not to mention I bought the book after this for after I finished it because I don’t understand how you keep it this good. And yet it hadn’t even gone downhill or let me down once. Doll girl forever though.