safiresyrup

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i forgot my redwood

dream up north

obscene, silhouette trees

Gazing downward carefully

how can I escape just enough

that I won’t be able to recognize anything

lying on the floor, toxic fumes inhaled, doors closed

how'd you get here, what's the matter

you know the atom bomb’s around the corner

ah, I was just checking the cars

and that everything belonged

so nice, so calm

spent time walking

watching

memories drive by

What runs once used to be slow

the bad things used to feel good

i sit in wonder

You look at me like you Remember You know my name But you don’t I fear nothing’s Going to top That feeling I know I can only Hope

I know the pain of a memory is annoying

Although its true

You dont come through

Something good

there's a slope that i'd die on, after i fell hard,

voice of honey silk that wraps you in

I tried to get up, I couldn't have stopped,

but now I'm stranger than I ever was

i wanted to go out

And be rebuked

heaven or hell,

whichever one’s got you

why should I jail myself

for something that you’ve done

what do the heart of hearts

say about girls who die unsung

sweet

but evil

history

you’re the fable

that people need

Lists Hanging on the wall Were of no use now Because I found a way out

I found a way out

we were a firecracker Nobody dared to watch What dies fast Never is enough

for the past three days there was

no beat or no pulse

even in the ringing of bells, no melody buzzes

wet droplets of rain accumulate on the window pane

willful stillness, a shot of the past that nobody could claim

like flaming fruit

like water and shells

like justice jailed

into jam

smeared all over on a loaf

take all of your time,

your heavy heartstrings,

and go

just take me, then

take me, then

Don’t ask me when

And all I wanted,

Was the dime of a dozen

Fully brazen, fire in the making

Truly, all I wanted was

Something awaiting

me

wither. candle

descend into madness, now,

nothings going to change, but who wants to stay the same

flame, I'll feel your glow,

but you're insane

touch me, little flame

maybe I'll know

no, you don't understand me

no, you're not even trying

so leave what promises you sought

behind

there's nothing left there

to justify

I studied you in busy parks

I studied all your seasons

I loved you even in the dark,

I loved you for no reason

I give you something you can't hold

I give you my dear mind

and even if you never know, I'll love you for all time.

Why don’t we just set off? nothing we do will be enough.

if you ever were the real deal

Then I would have known it by now 

Your nightmare, it will haunt

Never seemed like me, never indeed 

one lifeless dream, one breath ceased, empty

I'd never known

anything to be as effervescent as this light

Now, screaming at the black walls

This is all I want and all I was taught

Wonderful things bursting at the seams

I wonder if anyone actually watches me

little scenes and pieces of the

audio visual cool girl

scatter into the screen

with hues of purple light blinding her machines

paths and documents and crowds and rejections

brilliantly laid out, a world of nonfiction

will she ever surmount to the crazy idle teen

but I know most times it never hurts for her to try, however alone she might be

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my songs are going to come true

and one by one, each one of you, too,

Try to relinquish my thoughts, but what would that do?

a songstress with something on her mind,

and nothing to fall on top of behind,

trying to patch things that never were, or never was

doesn't matter if it never takes off

because all of this will always be enough.

journey out

Into a new place

play it nice, learn psychology

Feel like what you used to be

someone restless and exotic

try unique styles

try to untie my life

Jog around the circle of a fountain

pretend like you aren’t watching

who am I absolving

where should I go from here

i discovered you

With a psychedelic twang and orange glaze

luxury gold spraying through the years

discovered you like you were never really real

and learned the great ensembles of the past

A grand and tragic rampant pursuit of passion

-s’s.

Air Row

Arrow for precision

strike once into a fool so blue

wind chimes break all the silence left in you

you're dangling now, barely even breathing now,

no life left to fight for, but you notice the clouds

start to shine, and angels single you out

air rushing inside you, wind, cold and white

Is it a dream, or might I finally know now?

now I just might.

Dissolve

But I'd want

you to know

I'd happily

dissolve

I don't have

much more to do,

I'll tell you

that, yes,

I'll happily dissolve

-s's.

Let me see what happens

I dried like fruit under the sun

my high hopes, they created themselves

an ugly subtle reflection of you

I tried to wait out see where it'd move

if it doesn't, then I'm stuck

in unfettered visions.

-s's.

Leap

all I did was leap and miss

I'm this,

retroactive, pining for a sliver of him

golden embroidered

hummingbird pin

-s's.

Pride

While the wind carries the harsh fumes

to my mind, a stubborn message

and stubborn pride, I have

nobody to talk to about

all of this

it's nothing more, a hit or miss

starve my eyes before they cry

year after year they were in a war

delicate dark and black, give me no time to look back

-s's.

Now you’re fast asleep Now you’ve found some relief Listen more Now you’ve forgotten more than how much you knew You’re gone

you,

you’ve gone up

-s’s.

something in soft wind

something in lockets

women in frost

fleeing the country

A little bit lost

it felt

-s’s.