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currently trying to record a song, except I'm not sure how I want the transition from prechorus to chorus to be like and I'm shit at recording. It kinda just stops and starts again and despite being like a human metronome whenever I record my timing is off af. Gotta try something new, maybe I'll learn how to program drums this week. Let's hope the motivation and inspiration are still there🤷🏼‍♀️

It continues. (I like writing songs) Posted 30th October, 2024.

Intro!

Haii! I’m Girlboyflux, i am between the age of 13-18, and id like that to be how old people on my acct are! So adults DNI!! I make music, art, animations, short stories, etc! I’m studying to become a radiologist, and my plan #2 is to become a singer! I love talking to people so feel free to DM me! Love you guys!

Such beauty😭❤️‍🔥 just unmatched! 😮‍💨

harper's bazaar (2025)

Miorak

BEHOLD! THE SONG I MADE FOR MARTRA’S CULTURE! It’s sang in Martrakoji, but someday I’ll made it in English too. Someday.

The translation is below, but lemme tell you a bit about this song! It was sang before wars, so the warriors would be encouraged. It means hope for Martrans, or at least, it meant, before Kenyan turning into Maivtre.

Now, people sing it in silence, only the first part, as a kind of revolt. If one sings it whole, they’re openly declaring they’re against Maivtre, and it often cause them to die. You get it? Their supposed goddess is now their enemy. It’s just how bad things are going on.

Translation:

Longing for a time

That’s no longer here.

At seeing life goes by, you’ll see,

You are no more free.

Ohhhh

The fear never is letting go

You forgot? You are old? It still along.

Soon we’ll notice what’s going to show

Cowardice or bravery to fight

The battle may even scare you,

But don’t let it take over you.

Keep deep in your heart

There are lives to take care in your hands.

Oh the battle will come

Oh what will be done

Oh they gotta fight

To the citadel come back

Oh my—oh my holy goodness GRACIOUS GOD IT IS WORKING OH MY GOODNESS GOD BLESS SYNTHV I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU GOD BLESS YOU WHOEVER CREATED IT I LOVE YOU

Now I can make people sing in MARTRAKOJI!!!!!!!!!!!!! The song Miorak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAA

I had made this song with instruments in Musescore, but it didn’t have lyrics, so now I’ll make the lyrics in SynthV and the instruments in Musescore, and LONG LIVE CULTURAL HYMNS!

I’ll make the English version later and post both versions, also with its meaning! It might take long cuz I’m busy, but IT WILL GET READY CUZ THIS SONG IS MY PRIDE.

Music

As I can’t post my incomplete narratives here, I’ll post random photos I took ✨

This is my keyboard in my room. Thanks dad and God for giving me it :)))

Btw, I have 4 songs I wrote a time ago. Should I show them here?

ATTENTION ALL SONGWRITERS AND MUSICIANS!

I am in a group that is creating a series of songs for a not well known game but most if not all of us aren't familiar with/ don't know how to create the actual music. Most of the songs just have a title, but there is one song we have created with lyrics just no music. If you know how to write music and are willing to help, inbox me or leave a comment

Here's the song with completed lyrics if you're interested:)

This Kid by Levi Robinheart [lyrics]

‘nd someday I’ll fall asleep, ‘nd I’ll wake up flyin’ ‘nd maybe you will get to see what I look like these days, I don’t get too far on prayin’ on a shootin’ star that I might be ‘nd maybe I won’t dream when I fall asleep, ‘nd I won’t think of the kid I oughta be layin’ on the floor you get closer to the end it’s sure ‘nd I don’t forget how I made you feel wrong, how I gave you all that grief, and how I made you leave take my blood ‘nd take my brains, you know what to do, I just need a little bit o’ space you said “it’s alright”, is it though? ‘cause the heart don’t lie ‘nd mine gets a little bit cold

I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore

You’ve got a silver necklace ‘nd I wanna know, do you see me or do you see the hair on my bones? How do I show ‘nd make up for the kid in the club who didn’t know they was better off alone Each day I eat my weight in self-hate, ‘nd each night I curse myself to sleep ‘Nd if we ever meet, I hope you see that I wanna die with my heart empty

I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore

I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore I don’t wanna be this kid anymore

No, no more

Faceplant Child by Levi Robinheart [lyrics]

It’s over I know God won’t forgive me I don’t want to apologize even though I do I gave I gave and then I gave it up It’s not worth the looks ‘n the dirty grins I’m first And you said “don’t forget who you are, boy” but I’m not gonna save you I don’t even know how it feels I don’t even know how I feel

[PRE-CHORUS: Don’t. say. that you’re proud of me I ain’t about to  come. back. cause this house is already burnin’ drop. that. gun. I am not your broken bone I just don’t want to be there when you pull the trigger

Not. One. more time, even your heaven knows it I’m. done. and you can’t wrap your arms around the Black. Sun. Dear Krypton has left my heart and nothing could be further for now ]

I’m grievin’ hunched along the table I’m sick from the touch of your big hands I’m not your friend I’m cruel there’s no way of givin it to you I know you loved the U.S.A. better than me “Oh, you got some nerve” I know and I’ll take it with me It’s my fault just say it, it’s my fault and I’ve got no love Well I got no, I got no love and I

I half wished I would crash my car on the way back, it woulda just pushed it farther, the pain and the stress in a long dress but you wouldn’t give it a rest on the cryptid in my chest And I been thinkin’ ‘bout the way that you compliment I don’t consent, you never said what you meant but that’s fine ‘cause I’m out the line with the blood on my knuckles goin’ down the pipeline

(It’s been uplifting, to say the least, that our sources have become final We regret to inform you that there is no waking hour, we are alone here I don’t know what I would do if I was dead)

Oh, but [PRE-CHORUS]

Oh, here I am, I’m a Faceplant Child! I’m Grendel crawlin’ for the ghosts in the wild I’m the Adam’s apple who’s fallen from the line of Cain and I’m dermurin’ Burnham and I’m murderin’ time with your signet on the left and the door on the right and I’ll kick up who I am when I’m runnin’ as fast as I can

(You said “don’t forget who you are” You said “don’t forget who you are”) But I’m not who you are (You said “don’t forget who you are”) But I’m not who, I’m not who you are (You said “don’t forget who you are”) I’m not who you are I’m not who you are

(I half wished I would crash my car on the way back, it woulda just pushed it farther, the pain and the stress in a long dress but you wouldn’t give it a rest on the cryptid in my chest And I been thinkin’ ‘bout the way that you compliment I don’t consent, you never said what you meant but that’s fine ‘cause I’m out the line with the blood on my knuckles goin’ down the pipeline I half wished I would crash my car on the way back, it woulda just pushed it farther, the pain and the stress in a long dress but you wouldn’t give it a rest on the cryptid in my chest And I been thinkin’ ‘bout the way that you compliment I don’t consent, you never said what you meant but that’s fine ‘cause I’m out the line with the blood on my knuckles goin’ down the pipeline)

A New Place by Levi Robinheart [lyrics]

I’ll vacuum the carpet once we arrange all our figurines Funny the way that a thing catches dust without moving A push and a pull there It’s like someone put salt on the floor Really feels like the present or is that just how you came through the door?

[CHORUS: They’ve got a couple of trips to make before the end of the day They’ll be surprised to wake up and find that yesterday wasn’t a dream ]

But was it a stop sign climbin the stairs with the tables ‘n chairs? It’s just that my fingers were harmed but at least I get you in my arms Imagine the walls filled and we swim away through the living space We’ll hook up the thick screen I’m hopin the gang finds the new place easily

[CHORUS]

come on, I got some windows for ya

Walkin the list And they’ve got a couple of trips to make before the end of the day They’ll be surprised to wake up and find that yesterday wasn’t a dream Fresh out the past and color the pieces last They’re pushin up the canopy first Their brains’ll be hot Their bodies, dry But by the end they’re gonna see where it leads

I got the sheets There’s nobody left here to thank but us We’re gatherin dust I’m glad that we’re stuck in a new place

Imy -- birthday.file by Levi Robinheart [lyrics]

I only know how to write one song and that’s “I Miss You” I’ve missed you more than I’ve ever loved myself in my whole life I know it’s not alright but I had a birthday just like that 1975 song but this time you were really there and I was gawkin at your hair and we talked until I had to leave my bed

I been scrollin through my cells tryin to teach myself how to think right but sometimes my consciousness goes away ‘cause I wish I was a loner in seaside I just wanna spend all of my money on a car and just live around It’s not ideal, but at least I’ll be really alone and I’ll fall asleep just lookin at the stars and subconsciously wishin I was missin my arms

[CHORUS: I’m dancin in the bed of my truck like we did that one time (that one time) Workin like a drug lookin for some love for another time (oh another time) I know you’re really gone but my brain is sayin otherwise Don’t even know what I would do if you walked into the room What’d I expect? I guess I’ll go to bed one more time (on my own time) ]

I keep lookin for you out in the forest except I know I won’t find you I know it’s probably embarrassing to know That I’m still dreamin about you and I don’t tell my friends about it cause I’m scared of what they’re gonna say Should I just keep lyin and hopin that I don’t have any dreams? I’m full o’ doubt, words really can’t amount but I can’t keep livin in the same old house

Sometimes I wish that I was an artist instead of honest with you ‘Nd sometimes I wish that there was a change in what I wanted to tell you Oh, and have you got a girlfriend now? (have you got a girlfriend now?) cause I swear that’s all they ever used to talk about and you (talk about) shouldn’t feel guilty for anything I do cause I’m not that sane anymore

[CHORUS]

I’m startin to regret that I ever told you anything Cause it takes away the dream of me, and cause it’s all true ‘Nd thought all year you’ve been the only one I’ve thought to exist I can’t stop from thinkin like a narcissist Just tell me if you’re done, I wouldn’t blame you one Cause I only ever hope for myself

I’m dancin in the bed of my truck like we did that one time Workin like a drug lookin for some love for another time I know you’re really gone but my brain is sayin otherwise Don’t even know what I would do if you walked into the room What’d I expect? I guess I’ll go to bed one more time (on my own time)

Sunflow’rs Again by Levi Robinheart [lyrics]

I woke up the Fosters They called out a curse I'm tired of weekdays My tongue's getting worse I like when it rains here I can't go outside I hope you still like me I'm scared in my mind

All the weather's out And every day feels like today Got no promises Attention is scrolling away Feel the rhythm hold me down I look outside and see

My friends are in safety They still make me laugh My surface is shaking He looks like a calf I hate when I sleep in I like when I sleep I don't wanna wait for you But at least I'll get to speak with you

Eyelids heavy now I only hear the things that you say Can't remember it But I can see the light in your face Feel the river hold me down I look outside and see There's sunflow'rs again There's sunflow'rs again

Not sure what I'm thinking It's harder to say Don't know what I'm feeling But you feel okay You're holding me forward I'll do what I can If I could move faster I'd stay where I am

Hold these doors There's more of 'em when you look away You're myself At least that's what I want you to say I feel you pull me down I look to you and see There's sunflow'rs again There's sunflow'rs again

I'll put you away for the moment Can't sleep away what you've given me now I know I'll cry in the mornin' Keep wonderin' if you were even there I'll put you away for the moment Can't sleep away what you've given me now I know I'll cry in the mornin' Keep wonderin' how you were even there 'Til the flowers Come back

In My Basement by Levi Robinheart [lyrics]

Purple was the day we met Whoever she is I don’t know who she is She’s everybody and I think that means That I’m goin to Hell I’m already in Hell What the hell She’s got a brain She knows it, too It makes sense If it don’t end happy, you know

(Stop Me!)

[CHORUS: It’s never goin away I’m stuck with you in my basement in my basement You and your stoning eyes All the words unsaid Do you think I coulda made it? Too soft, too rough And you always seem to say enough Oh god, enough You better tie me down Cause it’ll happen again in my basement in my basement ]

I found him through an open door Whoever he is I don’t care who he is He’s all I think about, I don’t feel smart He’s so cool with himself Why couldn’t I meet him? He’s got his friends, I got mine, too Sure it’s alright If I don’t make him happy, you know

(Stop Me!)

[CHORUS]

Oh, take a simple way to say the things you know Oh, such a simple way to say the things you don’t want to know

I see their eyes a golden lens Whoever they is I think I know who they is They’s all I want, my life is a joke They says “that isn’t true I like believin in you” They gives me heat, they goes back home Sure it’s fine If I still gotta let them go

(Stop Me!)

[CHORUS]

(in my basement in my basement in my basement in my basement in my basement in my basement in my basement in my basement)

HSD! - Official Lyrics

by Levi Robinheart

[V1]: Don’t knock it til you’ve tried it There’s only so much left I’d rather waste away than be a part of an effortless death You’ll break but now you’ve made it Do your taxes look as real as this? It don’t matter if you’re okay Just as long as your money and your country is safe I know you I know all about you and all of your pain I feel just like you Take my hand, my eyes are startin to ache (--o ache) (--o ache)

[V2]: Stop the screamin that’s in my ear Punish me until I’m okay You can’t get anythin good round here Come and say that shit to my face What an embarrassing episode! At least you’ve still got a mind It’s all the same babe you’ll be gone in a week but I can’t say the same for your kind Stop the screamin Say what do you think does my house look okay? Stop believin I’m not a man, I’m the mayor today (today) (today)

[V3]: I bought my life in a Walmart You sold your soul to the feds Look at what you’ve accomplished in so little time Why aren’t you scared by this? You spend your afternoons throwin fists with the news but you ate another cricket and you’ll be home soon Sit and stare at your friends look for pity again No! I am the only character to say it depends (it depends, it depends) And the people agree I see you think you’re crazy and it’s scarin me Standin on a mine know you’re watchin me Now there’s nothin I can do about it! nothin nothin nothin nothin

Skeleton Forest - Official Lyrics

by Levi Robinheart

[VS1]: Rose chips are fallin' on a plate full of coffee grounds The sky is falling on our heads, but we're too busy with these clouds If I could just fall asleep on this bench right next to you If I could spend all my life in this aging month But our parents are callin'

[PC1]: I guess you're right I don't really think it matters either I've been taking empty pills all week But you paint my brain some pretty colors

[VS2]: Your eyes are too bright to hide, so don't apologize 'Cause I would rather waste my time with you inside this moment, petrified And by the way, I tried, and I'm sorry it took me so long There's something past the wall of mist that stands between us and the next few months

[PC1]

[CH1]: So let's rake these leaves and jump on in Let's dip our feet into the crick There's nothing like death to bring you to life So fill my bucket up with wonder Cut me open wide

[BR1]: I'll stand next to the road and You'll tell me where we'll go Tell me where to go My sock has a hole But I'm hopin' you can wrap me up and Feel the static beneath our feet Nustle up under the ghost-filled tree Slip into the blanket comfortably

[BR2]: We can pick up rocks and mud to build a pile of bones to hold us up Maybe someday they'll make a fortress filled with pictured buttercups But 'til then, let's run and play And we can dance between the skeletons Let's stop talking, a four-armed garden makes our bed (And the sky is fallin' on our heads) 

[PC2]: I guess you're right I don't really think it matters either I've been taking empty pills all week But you paint my brain so pretty 

[CH2]: So let's rake these leaves and jump on in Let's dip our feet into the crick There's nothing like death to bring you to life So cut me open, cut me open wide

[CH2]

(Cut me open wide)

*thoughtful whistling*

"It's ridiculous to say, 'I don't care what anyone says about me,' because that's not possible. But you can decide whose opinions matter more and whose opinions you put more weight on"

- Taylor Swift -

I wanna hold you when I am not supposed to.....

Selena Gomez

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Music Shoutout: Bernhoft

Bernhoft or Bern/hoft, sometimes also known by his full name Jarle Bernhoft, is a singer and musician from Norway. He's pretty well-known in his home country and part of Europe, but trust me when I say he really should be worldwide famous. With unique musical sensibilities that is drenched in soul and funk, he's the grooviest white man you'll ever meet and you know it.

If you listen to his recorded songs and albums and think, "Eeeeeh, this guy is pretty good, I guess," wait until you see his live performances. With the help of loop machine, he plays all the instruments himself and magically always sound like he has a full band with him. (Basically, for the Orphan Black crowd, he's virtually the Tatiana Maslany of music ;) ) Honestly, it'd be a gimmick if he weren't so good at it, but he somehow makes it all seem so naturally easy.

He already had 3 irresistible solo albums: Ceramik City Chronicles, Solidarity Breaks (buy), and most recently Islander (buy). Each of them had somewhat different vibes, but equally good. Being a well-rounded musician that he is, of course, the "gimmick" isn't all that he is. If you're interested, he also published live performances that he did with orchestral companion (with album Walk With Me (buy)), and also with actual band (in the double CD, 1:Man 2:Band). All of that showed that yes, there is nothing that he could not do. Oh, and he was also nominated for the Grammy Awards for his album Islander, so there’s that.

So, check him out already!

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I was today years old when I realized the song beat it by Michael Jackson goes "no one wants to be defeated" and not "no one wants to beat it, beat it" 😑🤦🏾‍♀️

over high garden walls, this sweet echo falls, as a soldier boy whispers goodbye.

Raymond B. Egan

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Thank you to all of you beautiful and divine individuals out there who are participating in life with me. It’s a pleasure to be creating this world alongside you.