You have to take actions they say but how to move when I am paralyzed by the speed of time which sometimes moves too fast and sometimes don’t move at all
"Distance is pain"
you said
So I told you
that someday
we would be together
and "someday" would bring
the brightest stars
and the deepest talks
A little infinity
in our little amount
of time
Between promises and lies I found myself lost in your labyrinth of words
respect is not love and not a quality to fall for it’s a simple thing an act of human decency so don’t fool yourself by thinking they are the one only because they are human and know how to act like one
You promised me
You would always be there
You are a liar
But I am one too
Because I promised you
The same
today I love you
tomorrow I hate you
next week we are forgotten
today you love me
tomorrow you miss me
next week we are forgotten
I am sorry but I am not going to make it Instead, I will float in the sea of unconsciousness and slowly drown to the sound of your voice I am sorry but I am not able to be yet I will rather remain as an ungrown flower and hide in the shadows hide from the sun hide from the rain only to avoid growing up and to stay a child I am sorry but I am not ready to fall this early because if I fall for you you are not able to catch me and I can't fly yet I am sorry but I am not ready to leave my nest yet I am not ready to fly not ready to grow not ready to be the human you try to see in me
So tell me
how can you
love someone
and don't care at all?
Allow yourself to heal Your life is not dedicated to suffering and pain You are allowed to feel delighted You are allowed to love to be loved to be loved by yourself
And you are still
the only person
who can keep me together
when I am about to fall apart.
don't let me go
if I try to leave
hold on, hold on
or I am gonna fall
just by proving you
I could fly on my own
without your wings
saving me from my
heavy stubbornness
about thoughts, time, losing and finding, feeling and living, falling and healing and of course bittersweet love♡
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