I Posted A REEL On Instagram (š¤¢) About Abbey And Her Stepmum JOYYCEE (joyce Belongs To @nathanarmageddon)
i posted a REEL on instagram (š¤¢) about abbey and her stepmum JOYYCEE (joyce belongs to @nathanarmageddon)
abbey is so miserable as a teen it all goes downhill and joyce is only trying to help her but. abbey is ANGRY at the world and at herself and at her family and she needs to stew in those feelings for a few years for processing reasons she is NOT open to help yet
ā ļøTRIGGER WARNING FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS FOR ED, DEATH AND GENERAL STRUGGLESā ļø
a lot goes off when sheās a teenager that lights the slow fuse of the firework that is her brain
she develops an ED and other unhealthy behaviours and she hides it from everyone but they still suspect somethings up with her. she goes quiet and gets moodier and stops looking after herself with baths and brushing her teeth and itās very noticeable.
after her and hanna fall out she becomes a MESS. sheās messed something up very dear to her and hates herself even more and itās about to be everyoneās problem!! she hates herself so much she canāt be convinced that she can change she thinks sheās just rotten forever so it doesnāt matter if she lashes out at people
she gets a girlfriend (jenny) to distract her from everything. she likes the companionship. jenny just likes her. itās very unhealthy and they argue a lot and prod at each others insecurities until jenny finds out about hanna and realises she was a rebound and that whole bin fire BLOWS UP
abbey basically turns into a younger female version of her dad. gets her feelings out by screaming at the people she cares about because itās familiar to her sheās picked it up from HIM. and then she doesnāt want to get better sheās not used to being vulnerable anymore
it gets better for her but thatās a separate story!!
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itās the boy (his name is rain)
ABOUT ME
aka me rambling about myself to set up this blog (will edit with more stuff later)
hi!! im hattie !!
she/he pronouns (they is allowed but im not neutral im both!!! and sometimes people assume when they use they/them for me)
kate bush is my jesus
cannot stand how capital letters look and this us my blog so i will not be using them
i know kate bush from THE HORRIBLE HISTORIES WUTHERING HEIGHTS MARY I PARODY and from when i was like 9 and my teacher made me read wuthering heights when he absolutely shouldnāt have and then he rewarded me with the wuthering heights music video
tags:
#nate art for @/nathanarmageddon
#adripal art for @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition
#reblog to filter my reblogs
#hattieshutup for misc posts
#hattie announcement for any important stuff
oc tags:
#abbey hope gardner
#asher faith wilson
#rain sheppard
#jennifer rosemary fawcett
(All listed in the tags of this post idk how to link them)
Side blog for art plans: @hattiesplans
DNI
donāt be daft use context clues on whether you need to be quiet or not š«¶
the duality of abbey gardner in her teen years
being a silly girl posting her selfies to tumblr vs absolute mental disarray fuelled teenage rage
i had a whole infodump about this on cara about abbeyās mental state and her obsession with kate bush!! @/tarantulad if anyone is interested!!
I canāt post anything right now bc all my stuff is for uni work and I do NOT want to source my TUMBLR BLOG as my work so I donāt get done for plagiarism but. Just know Iām cooking right now.
kate bush is so beautiful people should talk about how sheās aged more bc people will post old photos of her and go āsheās so etherealā and i agree but can we talk about how the horrifying concept of time is made manageable by looking at photos from before the dawn in 2014
like i actually donāt mind the idea of getting older and the changes that come with it when i look at her and iām the most insecure person i know and thatās awesome
INFORGOT TO REBLOG THIS EARLIER AHCJSJFJEJ
ive been drawing characters saying stuff my friends have said so take @tothequeerphenomena's oc saying something @medictf2incarnation said once
Me after trying to decipher all my notes today after logging back out for a bit
hes experienced a pix attack and fucking died
PIXEL PIX ATTACK
PIXEL PIX ATTACK
fucking dies from pixel pix attack
something something go white boy go
im not immune to vampire x vampire hunter propaganda
Please look at his little face he doesnt deserve any more suffering (do it)
How often do you rain
-SG
I often rain a lot heās my little doll that I play with and put in increasingly weird and wacky and sometimes upsetting scenarios
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18 | here to ramble about my ocs as if theyāre a fandom iām in and people are interested amen
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