Latest Posts by tothequeerphenomena - Page 2

Stay Still

More art about my oc Rain and @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s oc Pix!!!!! Pix only appears as a hand but still it’s about those two

Basically they’re in a very codependent toxic homoerotic dynamic they aren’t lovers they’re so much worse than that. Their ship name is literally PAIN.

Pix is Rain’s only “safe” link into the supernatural, and with him having several different dangerous near-death encounters with such things, he clings to Pix even harder because he believes that although they might hurt him sometimes they’ll always swoop in to protect him from the horrors - which are a lot worse than Pix’s verbal threats and coldness

But Pix is,, Not Right in the head. A bit crazy. Violence is all they’ve known and violence is all they’ll continue to do for the foreseeable. Rain never means to trigger them, but when he unknowingly does Pix comes close to just killing him from pure fear or anger. Eventually they just do it. Oh also they eat him bc ofc they do just to make it worse!!!

Rain’s ghost is bound to them and he hates them. He’s betrayed and hurt and mourning the better life he was slowly trying to build.

fuck why cant mouthwashing fans be civil and not be at eachother's throats

its embarrassing and infuriating and misses the point of the game

Mouthwashing fandom normally: Full of children (Me included) and people who do the "holier than thou" type shit

Mouthwashing fandom when you disagree with someone's ship:

i cannot tell what the tone of this is help

rain’s ghost watching pix fucking eat him

PIXEL PIX ATTACK

PIXEL PIX ATTACK

fucking dies from pixel pix attack

only if you want to fixate on it then tear your own hair out bc the fandom is full of children

mouthwashing fandom pissing me off tempted to draw fanart in spite why do you all have horrific takes that you paddy like a child over and claim moral superiority over please please touch grass you lot are thick as meat

mouthwashing fandom pissing me off tempted to draw fanart in spite why do you all have horrific takes that you paddy like a child over and claim moral superiority over please please touch grass you lot are thick as meat

hes experienced a pix attack and fucking died

PIXEL PIX ATTACK

PIXEL PIX ATTACK

fucking dies from pixel pix attack

PIXEL PIX ATTACK

PIXEL PIX ATTACK

fucking dies from pixel pix attack

hey bro

hello dearest fella

dear lord excuse me i’m operating on too much sleep at the wrong times and also a heaviness in my heart i’m not focused right now

merry late christmas guys life and uni are bumming me so hard so ive done basically no personal art for ages

but here yous go some of @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s ocs PD and pix!!! both my headcanon versions ofc this was their christmas present

more to come hopefully idk. desperate for money if anyone wants a commission in this style??

WAIT DID I TAG THE RIGHT PERSON😭 WHERES ADRIAN

merry late christmas guys life and uni are bumming me so hard so ive done basically no personal art for ages

but here yous go some of @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s ocs PD and pix!!! both my headcanon versions ofc this was their christmas present

more to come hopefully idk. desperate for money if anyone wants a commission in this style??

even more art im catching up on posting !!

its jem and asher!! pre-recovery alcoholic asher edition

will post a breakdown of their dynamic later

more art in this style !! this time @/nathanarmageddon’s oc jackson (he grows up to be evil dont take pity on him)

merry late christmas guys life and uni are bumming me so hard so ive done basically no personal art for ages

but here yous go some of @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s ocs PD and pix!!! both my headcanon versions ofc this was their christmas present

more to come hopefully idk. desperate for money if anyone wants a commission in this style??

PAIN!!!!!! drew rain and pix for artfight bc i hate and love them

they are so bad together i love it

credit to @/diseased_boy on most platforms they created pix and i am eternally grateful

added more to it guys

Hair Holds Memories

(aka Rain after he’s kicked out/runs away from home and cuts his own hair)

saw someone’s art and decided i Wanted That so i looked at one of their tutorials where they paint over the line art and tried this. it absolutely does not look like theirs but it was a fun experiment!!!

the duality of abbey gardner in her teen years

being a silly girl posting her selfies to tumblr vs absolute mental disarray fuelled teenage rage

i had a whole infodump about this on cara about abbey’s mental state and her obsession with kate bush!! @/tarantulad if anyone is interested!!

rain’s sim on his phone

well. his canon phone is an old nokia brick. eventually he gets an old samsung which is his idea of an upgrade

If Kate Bush were in Smash Bros

Hair Holds Memories

(aka Rain after he’s kicked out/runs away from home and cuts his own hair)

saw someone’s art and decided i Wanted That so i looked at one of their tutorials where they paint over the line art and tried this. it absolutely does not look like theirs but it was a fun experiment!!!

me, as I’m rubbing my t gel into my leg: hmm. what if I was cis this whole time

the transsexual angel sitting on my shoulder: who fucking cares. you’re having a good time being on t. either take t as a tranny or take it as a cis dyke. who cares!

me: thanks transsexual angel. are you allowed to reclaim those slurs btw

i posted a REEL on instagram (🤢) about abbey and her stepmum JOYYCEE (joyce belongs to @nathanarmageddon)

abbey is so miserable as a teen it all goes downhill and joyce is only trying to help her but. abbey is ANGRY at the world and at herself and at her family and she needs to stew in those feelings for a few years for processing reasons she is NOT open to help yet

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS FOR ED, DEATH AND GENERAL STRUGGLES⚠️

a lot goes off when she’s a teenager that lights the slow fuse of the firework that is her brain

she develops an ED and other unhealthy behaviours and she hides it from everyone but they still suspect somethings up with her. she goes quiet and gets moodier and stops looking after herself with baths and brushing her teeth and it’s very noticeable.

after her and hanna fall out she becomes a MESS. she’s messed something up very dear to her and hates herself even more and it’s about to be everyone’s problem!! she hates herself so much she can’t be convinced that she can change she thinks she’s just rotten forever so it doesn’t matter if she lashes out at people

she gets a girlfriend (jenny) to distract her from everything. she likes the companionship. jenny just likes her. it’s very unhealthy and they argue a lot and prod at each others insecurities until jenny finds out about hanna and realises she was a rebound and that whole bin fire BLOWS UP

abbey basically turns into a younger female version of her dad. gets her feelings out by screaming at the people she cares about because it’s familiar to her she’s picked it up from HIM. and then she doesn’t want to get better she’s not used to being vulnerable anymore

it gets better for her but that’s a separate story!!

I GOT INTO UNI!!! i’m going to make my sillies real one day and this is a step towards that god bless

(done in like 5 mins in my college’s smoke shelter^)

a doodle of abbey i did with a new ibis paint brush

abbey will have a long hard day of screaming at everyone and telling them she hates them and some very oddly personal insults and then rots in the bottom bunk of her childhood bed staring at the drawings she drew on the wooden slats of the top bunk thinking about how much she hates herself

that’s what’s happening here basically the idea is that she’s just had a row with Asher and now she’s on their childhood bunk bed missing them and regretting her actions

abbey and asher argue a lot and it’s always abbey that starts it. she blames asher for being able to get out of their horrific household while she feels like she’s forced to stay and look after their dad

(until asher drops out of uni because they become an alcoholic and for the first time ever they are NOT the favourite their dad doesn’t HAVE a favourite anymore because asher has DISAPPOINTED him and the twins have solidarity over being stuck with him being awful to them)

i could talk about the twins and their dynamic for ages but it’s hard to explain

kate bush is so beautiful people should talk about how she’s aged more bc people will post old photos of her and go “she’s so ethereal” and i agree but can we talk about how the horrifying concept of time is made manageable by looking at photos from before the dawn in 2014

like i actually don’t mind the idea of getting older and the changes that come with it when i look at her and i’m the most insecure person i know and that’s awesome

this is fucking slander i’m just slow

My boyfriend can't read

i love you breakfast man

Nobody loves me on tumbrl.com except of my boy friend

pulled an all nighter accidentally bc i just could not sleep no matter how hard i tried so pulled out the kate bush mug for a little coffee

god i love creating a new tumblr and having nish followers here’s a photo of the breakfast in bed my boyfriend brought me for my post boxing day hangover just because i can. the sandwiches had the good chicken on them and the tortillas are like cheesy roll ups but in a more triangular shape. there’s a fucking crepe. and a snowman christmas chocolate. one of the sandwiches was a fucking heart. god bless