Laravel

Aceflux - Blog Posts

3 weeks ago

Has anyone considered that garu just might be ace flux and/or demisexual? I feel like that would explain a lot, and I would like to discuss this.


Tags
7 months ago

For Ace week I will be posting about as many Asexual identities under the umbrella! I did Ansexual but now lets do some more!

(I'm Ansexual and Aegosexual, I personally think it's gross- but whatever floats your boat I guess....)

First the Asexual Flag! An Asexual or commonly Ace is someone who feels little to no sexual attraction.

For Ace Week I Will Be Posting About As Many Asexual Identities Under The Umbrella! I Did Ansexual But

Next Aceflux! Acelux is a sexual orientation on the asexual spectrum. It is defined as someone whose sexual orientation fluctuates but generally stays on the asexual spectrum. An aceflux individual may feel very strongly asexual one day and less asexual another day, they might feel demisexual or greysexual at times. Some aceflux individuals may feel like they are allosexual at times. (Yes I copy and pasted it, :p) There Are three flags, all three apply and if you choose or realize you might be this then you can choose whichever!

For Ace Week I Will Be Posting About As Many Asexual Identities Under The Umbrella! I Did Ansexual But
For Ace Week I Will Be Posting About As Many Asexual Identities Under The Umbrella! I Did Ansexual But
For Ace Week I Will Be Posting About As Many Asexual Identities Under The Umbrella! I Did Ansexual But

Nowwwwww onto Aegosexual. Aegosexual, also known as autochorissexual, is a term used to describe individuals on the asexual spectrum who feel disconnected from the subject of arousal. Although they may partake in such actions having to do with it. You can search up and learn more from other sources on the internet as well!

For Ace Week I Will Be Posting About As Many Asexual Identities Under The Umbrella! I Did Ansexual But

Next up is Autosexual, people are more attracted to themselves than to others. I'm giving basic descriptions on them and you can continue further research! Here's those flags!

For Ace Week I Will Be Posting About As Many Asexual Identities Under The Umbrella! I Did Ansexual But
For Ace Week I Will Be Posting About As Many Asexual Identities Under The Umbrella! I Did Ansexual But

Onto Cupiosexual. Cupiosexual are people who have a desire for sexual activity but do not experience sexual attraction

For Ace Week I Will Be Posting About As Many Asexual Identities Under The Umbrella! I Did Ansexual But

Swinging towards Demisexual, Demisexuals are  Individuals who only experience sexual attraction after forming a strong emotional connection.

For Ace Week I Will Be Posting About As Many Asexual Identities Under The Umbrella! I Did Ansexual But

That's all for now!

@leafiles

@panromanticturtle


Tags
4 months ago
Woe, My OC Be Upon Ye

Woe, my OC be upon ye

Basically all you need to know is that Billy Boo travels around with four of her friends in a medieval-style fantasy world where the people are humanoid cats. If I ever figure the plot out I want to turn it into a webcomic called Caravan!

Most of the main characters are based on real cats, so here’s irl Billy Boo!

Woe, My OC Be Upon Ye

She’s my old neighbor’s cat and has an extra finger :D


Tags
1 year ago

Aesexuality and aromantics

Hi! I’m aceflux, or somewhere along the aesexual spectrum. I’m also demiromantic. I’ve had no prior trauma that I remember that has caused this, but these lack of feelings occurred. I don’t know why. Does anybody have an explanation for this?


Tags
1 year ago

Thinking of how badly I want this person.

One day we accidentally have the same idea:

After some hours of editing, I put aside the keyboard and look at the clock; 2:30pm. My partner will be back soon, after his shift at the company is done. The last weeks have been tiring for them.

I have time to spare. I walk to the florist, buy their favorite. I walk back and step back in. I notice their shoes by the door and their figure busy in the kitchen, a bouquet of tiger lillies in a vase.

I gasp, they turn. We stare, and laugh. “Jinx!”

We hand each other our bouquets and I kiss them. For some reason, I think their favorite flowers are yellow tulips.

They go well with the tiger lillies, paired up in that vase together. Perhaps they were the flowers we had in our very humble private wedding.

Asexuality: complications

The hardest part about being in the acearo spectrum, is not the alienation or isolation feeling from the rest of people that feel attraction ‘normally’ and the experiences ‘everyone’ relates to. For me, the hardest part is the dating.

Because I actually want a relationship, I want the love and the romance! It’s not that I don’t, I just want it in a different way from what is expected of me, and I haven’t felt anything for anyone in about 6 years! It’s so incredibly frustrating, to hope for that love and know that the chances of me finding another asexual person who I actually feel attracted to and feels the same for me in such a tiny ass country, are minuscule. Or even just any person of any sexuality who is okay with me being asexual and won’t pressure me or feel bad about it or rejected or try to force me or ‘convince’ me into something.

I want the late night cuddles, laying in bed and watching moves together while we share popcorn, I want to hold hands when we’re out outside, go for a hug whenever we want or need to; I want us to turn the lights off and just hug each other in bed while we talk about silly things and giggle, I want to cheer them up when they’re sad and be supported in turn when I’m feeling down; I want to listen to them just talking and be able to smile and just stare dreamily as they do and say ‘I love you’, I want someone who can bear with my rants and the excitement in my eyes when I’ve just read or watched something great and look at me with love and not annoyance or boredom when I do.

I want to hold that someone in my arms tightly all the time, caress their hair, hold their hands, kiss their face when I think they look cute; I want to fluster them and make them stutter, I want us to just be able to walk into the room for a hug whenever, and just leave naturally; I want to hold their hand when we go skating and gently wipe their mouth if they’re eating messily; I want to make them laugh until they’re crying and laugh when they tell a joke; I want to defend them when they’re being put down by someone, I want them to hold my hand and be there to stop me from losing control when my family is treating me like shit, I want us to be there for each other in all ways that we can be.

I want us to kiss if we want to, never feel pressured to, I want us to wake up in bed together in the mornings, legs tangled and feet cold while we get up and make breakfast; I want us to bake cookies together and then get takeout when we’ve forgotten to cook dinner; I want to come home to a dinner in the fridge and someone waiting for me in the couch so we can go to sleep together; I want them to sit on the shower and just let me wash their hair gently; I want to write them little love letters and litter them around the house so they can find them while they clean, I want them to give me flowers when I’ve accomplished something or just because they wanted to; I want us to sleepover and just be close in a non-sexual intimate way; I want to lay my head on your chest and listen to your heartbeat to fall asleep and hold you tight in my arms, just to make sure you’ll be there when I wake up.

But finding love like that is just too hard in these times, and statistically, ny chances are really fucking small. I might have better luck with online dating or if I live in another, bigger country for a while, but that doesn’t make me feel better.

Sometimes the fear of never finding that someone for me just brings me such despair I lay down to cry on my pillow.

Asexuality: Complications

Tags
8 months ago
I Learned About The Terms "Berrisexual" And "Pomogender" And I'm Trying To Figure Out My Identity Again,

I learned about the terms "Berrisexual" and "Pomogender" and I'm trying to figure out my identity again, help...


Tags
2 years ago

⚠️Please Use Tone-Indicators⚠️

{~~~♡~◇~♡~~~}

Ask questions about me, my headcanons, etc. all you want just read my DNI.

I love when you ask me questions about me or my special interests (i.e. Tokyo Ghoul and The Avengers)

Don't purposely dis-respect me or my followers, if you do expect to be blocked or never responded to! If you are one of said people in my dislikes politely fucking block me. Please dont judge me and I won't judge you <3

This is an introduction to myself, this will most likely be updated often

Name(s):

~

Esmeray/Esy, Ramzi/Rams/Remy, Leviathan/Levi, Messiah/Messy/Mess, Azail, Abiko, Atlas, Cass/Caz/Kaz/etc, Kanik, Echo, Dusk, Blitz, Bee, Fallow, Dakota, Yoru, Yoake, Dusty, Karsyn, Moss, Tundra, Void, Salem, Vex, Akumu, Yami, Makkuro, Aka, and Prinxe/Prince

Salem - Peace

Ramzi - Quiet

Messiah - Savior (biblically anyway; I'm not Christian, I'm an Atheistic Satanist)

Azail - The Angel of Death

Makkuro - Darkness (or Pitch Black)

Akumu - Demon (I think)

Esmeray - Dark Moon

Abiko - Peaceful

Fallow - Leader

Yoru - Dark

Yoake - Dawn

Nickname(s):

Bub

Prinxe

My Sweet Creature

Black Reaper

Grim Reaper

My Beloved

Words:

Masculine

Androgynous

Monster-esc

Void-related/Void-esc

Nouns:

Handsome

Pretty

Cute

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Your Majesty

Prinxe

Comrade

Mr.

Mx.

[No Prefix]

Sir

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Person

Buddy

Man

Dude

Bro

Pal

Creature

Friend

Beloved

Commitment-Buddy

Boyfriend

Partner

Darling

Girlfriend (jokes only)

Mist Creature

Enbyfriend

Husband

Datefriend

Age: 15

DoB: **/**/2008

Wished DoB: 31/10/2007

Zodiac Sign: ♑ Capricorn

Wished Zodiac Sign: ♏ Scorpio

Ethnicity: 🇩🇪🇷🇺🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

Sex/Assigned at Birth: a**ab

Gender(s); Gender Collecter <3

Agender-

Gendervoid-

Genderflux-

Voidere- A nonhuman gender that feels like there’s only a void, or black hole, where a person should be. It feels as though it cannot be explained in human terms. The user may feel like a personified shadow, black hole, void, or liminal space. It might also feel distant, distorted, and hard to define. Often connected to darkness, voids, shadow people, and black holes. Coined with void-related alterhumans in mind.

Sleepygender-

Softgender-

Leuboy- Info

Aerogender- it changes based on the setting or atmosphere one's in. This can refer to things like temperature, weather, time of day, time of year, elevation, etc. It can also refer to a more metaphorical atmosphere, such as one's level of comfort, emotions, or who they're around

Centigender-

Genderbee- is a xenogender that fels free, peaceful, and protected, but also painful. It may be considered a subset to buggender. It may also be a kingender, but does not have to be.

Mothic gender- a gender related to moths

Soft-Stormgender- While it is similar to other genders related to the rain, storms, etc., it is differentiated from them by encompassing all of the main ideas surrounding storms and cold weather, while also incorporating the emotional aesthetic and nostalgic feeling of being safe, warm, and indoors during a storm.

Neutrois- Neutrois Definition

Novarian- Novarian Definition

Pronouns:

Most Liked to least Liked, per/ section

Miscellaneous-

It/It/Its'/It's/Itself

:]/:]/:]s'/:]'s/:]self

:[/:[/:[s'/:['s/:[self

They/Them/Their/Theirs/Themself

Goat-

bleat/bleat/bleats/bleats/bleatself

baa/baa/baas/baas/baaself

buck/buck/bucks/bucks/buckself

ram/ram/rams/rams/ramself

sheep/sheep/sheeps/sheeps/sheepself

horn/horn/horns/horns/hornself

goat/goat/goats/goats/goatself

wool/wool/wools/wools/woolself

Feline & Canine-

feral/feral/ferals/ferals/feralself

kit/kit/kits/kits/kitself

purr/purr/purrs/purrs/purrself

claw/claw/claws/claws/clawself

paw/paw/paws/paws/pawself

mew/meow/mews/meows/mewself (meowself)

cub/cub/cubs/cubs/cubself

snarl/snarl/snarls/snarls/snarlself

fluff/fluff/fluffs/fluffs/fluffself

fur/fur/furs/furs/furself

bark/bark/barks/barks/barkself

wolf/wolf/wolfs/wolfs/wolfself

lycan/lycan/lycans/lycans/lycanself

Other Animals/Creatures-

creature/creature/creatures/creatures/creatureself

monster/monster/monsters/monsters/monsterself

moth/moth/moths/moths/mothself

ghoul/ghoul/ghouls/ghouls/ghoulself

bat/bat/bats/bats/batself

fox/fox/foxs/foxs/foxself

bug/bug/bugs/bugs/bugself

feather/feather/feathers/feathers/featherself

wing/wing/wings/wings/wingself

ghost/ghost/ghosts/ghosts/ghostself

Minecraft-

voi/void/void/voids/voidself

chao/chaos/chaos/chaos/chaoself

static/static/statics/statics/staticself

virus/virus/virus/virus/viruself

[redacted]/[redacted]/[redacted]/[redacted]s/[redacted]self

glitch/glitch/glitches/glitches/glitchself

3rr0r/3rr0r/3rr0rs/3rr0rs/3rr0rself

corrupt/corrupt/corrupts/corrupts/corruptself

*vroop*/*vwoop*/*vroops*/*vwoops*/*vwoopself*

ender/ender/enders/enders/enderself

end/end/ends/ends/endself

shulk/shulk/shulks/shulks/shulkself

disc/disc/discs/discs/discself

fire/fire/fires/fires/fireself

death/death/deaths/deaths/deathself

slime/slime/slimes/slimes/slimeself

snow/snow/snows/snows/snowself

honk/honk/honks/honks/honkself

cloud/could/clouds/clouds/cloudself

txt/txt/txts/txts/txtself

Night/Night/Nights/Nights/Nightself

Lucid/Lucid/Lucids/Lucids/Lucidself

Night/Terror/Nighterrors/Nightterrors/Nighterrorself

Night/Mare/Nightmares/Nightmares/Nightmareself

Deity/Deity/Deitys/Deitys/Deityself

Gore & Night-

blood/blood/bloods/bloods/bloodself

💉/💉/💉s/💉s/💉self

freak/freak/freaks/freaks/freakself

gore/gore/gores/gores/goreself

⚠️/⚠️/⚠️s/⚠️s/⚠️self

☢️/☢️/☢️s/☢️s/☢️self

🌕/🌖/🌗/🌘/🌑self

💤/💤/💤s/💤s/💤self

corpse/corpse/corpses/corpses/corpself

Radio/Radium/Radios/Radioactives/Radioactiveself

Abyss/Abyss/Abyssal/Abyssals/Abyssalself

deca/decay/decays/decays/decayself

Pill/Pill/Pills/Pills/Pillself

Poison/Poison/Poisons/Poisons/Poisonself

Bite/Bite/Bites/Bites/Biteself

Bru/Bruise/Bruises/Bruises/Bruiseself

Choke/Choke/Chokes/Chokes/Chokeself

vamp/vamp/vamps/vamps/vampself

Shade/Shade/Shades/Shades/Shadeself

Warm/Warm/Warms/Warms/Warmself

spooky/spook/spookys/spooks/spookyself (spookself)

Moon/Moon/Moons/Moons/Moonself

I continue to add pronouns here that I'm experimenting and/or feel comfortable with! You can also ask me how to use any of my pronouns!!~

Likes:

Small mammals, reptiles, centipedes, bugs, animals, and mythology

Dislikes:

Speaking, people who hate on other because of something they can't control, spiders and roaches, showing my face, and talking about personal stuff (unless venting)

⚠️if you kin spiders and/or roaches you are entirely fine⚠️

Links to My Other Accounts!

(You may ask for specific one)

Wattpad

Other Tumblr

Ao3

Pinterest

DeviantArt

Pronouns.page

Twitch

Tiktok

Sexual Attraction(s):

Link: Asexual Labels Explained Using Cereal

Quoisexual- You have no idea if you like a cereal because you want to eat it, or if you just think the box art is pretty. Does liking the box art count as wanting to eat it? Do you just like the mascot? Does liking the mascot count as wanting to eat the cereal? After reading everything I’ve written, you are still confused. You bang your head against the pantry in frustration.

Aceflux- None of the cereal looks good, so you close the pantry. A few days later, you decide to open the pantry again. Now, some of those brands look appetizing. You check the pantry again the next day. None of the cereal looks good anymore.

Aegosexual- Eating cereal sounds fun in theory but not in practice. You certainly have no interest in eating cereal yourself. You’d rather fantasize about other people eating cereal, thankyouverymuch. 

Romantic Attraction(s):

Link:

Aromanticflux-

Omniromantic- describes someone who is romantically attracted to all genders and can or does have a preference (in my case; women, rose-boys/feminine men, and enbys/non-men & non-women)

Cupioromantic- describes a person who desires a romantic relationship but doesn't experience romantic attraction to others

Reciproromantic- describes someone who does not experience romantic attraction to someone until they know that the person is attracted to them

Platonic Attraction(s):

Link:

Aplatonic

Platonicflux

Sensual Attraction(s):

Link:

Asenspike

Special Interest(s):

Tokyo Ghoul

Marvel (Avengers)

The Jurassic Movies

The Octonauts (yes it might be a kids show but I absolutely love it)

Monster High

DSMP/OSMP

Percy Jackson

SCP Foundation

Astesthic(s):

Dark Academia

Chaos Academia

Gothic Victorian

Fantasy

Voidpunk

What I Want to Be Perceived As:

[There will *eventually* be a master-post link here]

Theriotypes (Therian):

/ques = questioning

/con = confirmed

/gene = generally speaking

Alexander Archipelago Wolf /con

Norwegian Forest Cat /con

Turkish Angora /con

Bengal /ques

Serval /ques

Centipede /con /gene

Moth /ques

Goat /con /gene

Cow /ques

Sheep /ques

Kintypes (Otherkin):

Snow/Ice Dragon /con

Shadow/Darkness Dragon /con

Bastardized Wendigo/Skullbeast /con

Divinebeast /con /gene

Feral Ghoul /con

TG Ghoul (Tokyo Ghoul) /con

Monster /con /gene

PJO Original Character /con

Original Characters /con

Kaneki Ken /con /gene


Tags
1 year ago

Two things that weirdly parallel each-other for me Horror and sex, some day the subject makes me feel ill other days I’m neutral sometimes I’m fascinated by it.

Strange


Tags

THE AMOUNT OF JOY I GOT UPON SEEING THE AEGOSEXUAL FLAG AND A FELLOW AEGOSEXUAL PERSON!! /POS

HAPPY ASEXUAL AWARENESS WEEK EVERYBODY!

Shoutout To All The Milfs And Milf Lovers On The Asexual Spectrum!

Shoutout to all the milfs and milf lovers on the asexual spectrum!

~Your favorite aegosexual milf connoisseur


Tags
11 months ago

lil’ bitty thoughts

Do y’all wanna see Shroomie? Yes, she’s an OC/if I was a Vtuber.

Crud.

The shenanigans I’d get up to as a Vtuber would be LEGENDARY. Like… while on a Genshin stream? Hello? My brain is already monologuing 24/7 about THE FricKiNG SUmERu sTORY QUEST- “I am a ftp Vtuber! Also known as an adult human with adult money who’d rather spend said money on plushies.” “KAVETHAM? MORE LIKE THE FORKING ROOMIES TO LOVERS TROPE-“ “I re-downloaded Tumblr, guys. I am no longer a memelord. I AM THE MEMEGOD.”

Does Vtubing actually make money? ‘Cause I’d totally be a Vtuber. Who also produces music and cosplays.

Anyhoo… I’m the neurodivergent introvert friend. Kinda like Danny Phantom Exe. But a chick. And asexual. /ASEXUAL DOESN’T MEAN WE DON’T OCCASIONALLY GET HORNY./

Do we really care about Yuzuya? Yes, yes we do. His song RUN WILD is amazing. GOD just sounds like he was still horny from making an audio and wrote a song about sadomasochism. Forkin' heck.

S2 E9 OF HELLUVA BOSS IS OUTTTTTTT. AND I’M STILL BAFFLED THAT CRISTINA VEE IS VEROSIKA’S VA. Like, wtf, Ladybug/Bennet/Xingqiu/Tiny Rody Soul. But still. AND STOLAS WITH THE ROCK BALLAD?! AÁÀÃĀaąÆàAAAAAAAAAĂaaaaäağggggġhhħhhhhhhh. I am dead, please attend my funeral and bring me a Asmodeus plushie.


Tags
Loading...
End of content
No more pages to load
Explore Tumblr Blog
Search Through Tumblr Tags