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đŠđŹđĄđąđŁđŠđđŠ :: a month away from your regular responsibilities and surrounded by hot singles sounds like heaven right now. you've been selected to join the hit reality show love island, and you better pack your bags quick because it's going to be a long, hot summer
đđđđ§đšđ„đđĄđ :: (love island!au) alhaitham, thoma, wriothesley, kaveh, childe & many many more!
đŠđ§đđ§đšđŠ :: announced! will commence from june 2024 -> ???
QUICK DISCLAIMER :: this series is literally a ripoff of love island. a love island!au if you will. yes there will be multiple endings depending on who you choose to couple up with in the end. no it is not every male genshin character ever because i am not cracked enough to do that. also if you are familiar with the trashiness of love island, then please keep that in mind with the way i write the characters. sorry if i make your fave sound like a shit person this series is gonna be so unserious ok bye
o. og five girls intro (01/06)
oo. og five guys intro (02/06)
episode one. a new summer of love starts tonight as lady furina welcomes this year's lineup of young singles to the love island villa.
episode two. the arrival of albedo and childe has ruffled a few feathers, and tighnari is jealous as childe takes a fancy to hu tao. later, the group take on their first challenge.
episode three. albedo, ganyu, hu tao, and childe go on their date, and while childe really likes hu tao, ganyu is torn between albedo and ayato. elsewhere, y/n and alhaitham get on well, while jean makes her lack of feelings for xiao clear.
đ€ tba.
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âĄ...in which alhaitham is your childhood friend.
âĄ...warnings : fluff and slight angst.
âĄ...note: i wrote this half asleep but i really wanted to write this idea <3
word count: 6.7k
The classroom was stifling, filled with the low hum of students reciting their lessons, but Alhaitham sat in the back, his head resting on his hand, eyes half-lidded in boredom. The teacher had given up on him for the day, again. Heâd finished the exercises in a fraction of the time it took everyone else, leaving the teacher visibly frustrated. "Alhaitham," she had sighed, exasperated. "If youâre not going to participate at the same pace as the class, you can go sit outside."
So there he wasâsitting on the bench outside the classroom, staring at the dust swirling in the hot afternoon air. He didnât understand why his abilities seemed to be such a burden. His grandmother always told him that being different was a gift, but it didnât feel that way when his intelligence only isolated him from everyone else.
He wondered if being "gifted" was just another way of saying you didnât belong.
Just as he was sinking further into his thoughts, the door of the neighboring classroom burst open with a sharp clang. You stomped out, your brows furrowed in frustration, clutching a worn sketchbook in your hands. The teacher had kicked you out for the third time that week, irritated by your constant drawing during lessons. You hadnât even been trying to hide it.
You glanced around, noticing the boy sitting alone on the bench, and without hesitation, made your way over and plopped down beside him, the wooden seat creaking slightly under your weight. For a moment, you just stared ahead, still fuming from the unfairness of it all.
After a moment, you turned to look at him. âWhy did you get kicked out?â
Alhaitham blinked, a bit startled by your directness. He hadnât expected you to speak to him, let alone with that bluntness. âI⊠finished the work too fast,â he said simply, unsure if that was a reason worth mentioning.
You snorted, rolling your eyes. âReally? They kicked you out for being smart?â
He shrugged. âThey said I wasnât participating properly.â
âThatâs stupid,â you muttered, crossing your arms. âI got kicked out for drawing again.â You lifted your sketchbook slightly, showing him the half-finished sketch of a bird youâd been working on when the teacher had confiscated it. âApparently, art doesnât count as learning.â
Alhaitham looked at the sketch, noting how detailed it was for someone your age. âItâs good.â
You gave him a sideways glance, surprised. Most of the other kids didnât understand your drawing, let alone compliment it. You raised an eyebrow at him. âThanks, I guess. Still doesnât stop them from kicking me out.â
For a while, neither of you spoke. You both sat there, two kids thrown out of their classrooms because being "different" was seen as wrong. You could feel the unfairness of it sitting heavy in the air between youâyour art, his intelligence. It was as if neither of you fit the mold they wanted you to.
After a while, the sound of the school bell signaled the end of the day. Children began pouring out of the classrooms, their excited voices filling the courtyard as they were met by their parents. You stood up, stretching your legs, but as you glanced toward the gate, you noticed Alhaitham was still sitting there, waiting for someone.
A group of boys stood nearby, whispering to each other and shooting glances his way. You watched as one of them called out, "Whereâs your mum, genius? Oh wait, you donât have one, right? Just your grandma."
Alhaithamâs face remained expressionless, though you could see the slight tension in his shoulders. He didnât react. He never did. But the words still stung.
Before you could think, you reached into your bag and grabbed the first thing your hand touchedâa small peach from lunch. Without hesitating, you hurled it at the group. The peach hit one of the boys square in the back, and he whirled around, startled.
"Whoâ?!" He stopped short when he saw you standing there, glaring at him. He opened his mouth as if to say something, but thought better of it and quickly walked away with the rest of his group, muttering under his breath.
You turned back to Alhaitham, who was now staring at you, wide-eyed. âWhy did you do that?â
âWhy not?â you replied with a shrug. âThey were being jerks.â
He blinked, as if trying to make sense of what had just happened. He was used to dealing with things on his ownâbeing the âgenius,â the one âborn differentâ like his parents, had always meant walking his own path. The idea that someone else would stand up for him⊠was new.
âIâll walk with you,â you said, offering your hand. âMy dadâs busy, so I usually walk home alone anyway.â
Hesitantly, Alhaitham reached out and took your hand. The warmth of your fingers wrapping around his felt strange but comforting. He couldnât quite place the feelingâit wasnât something he was used to. Yet as you started walking together, a small part of him began to feel like maybe, just maybe, being different wasnât so bad after all.
The walk to Alhaithamâs house was quiet, the sun casting long shadows across the dusty streets of Sumeru City. You kept your hand in his, feeling the slight stiffness in his grip as if he didnât quite know how to hold it, but you didnât mind. It was strange, but in a nice way, walking with someone who didnât rush to fill the silence with useless chatter.
As you neared his house, you saw it was nestled between a few others, slightly older but well-kept. The door was painted a deep green, vines climbing up the side of the building, the vibrant leaves glowing under the afternoon light. You stopped just short of the steps leading up to the front door.
âThis is your place?â you asked, glancing up at the house.
Alhaitham nodded. âYes. My grandmother lives here.â
Before either of you could say more, the door creaked open, and an older woman stepped out. She was small and frail-looking, but her eyes were sharp and bright, filled with a wisdom that seemed to stretch back through the ages. Her grey hair was pinned up neatly, and she wore simple, well-tailored clothes, the kind youâd imagine a scholar might wear. You noticed the subtle ink stains on her sleevesâshe clearly spent her time among books.
âThere you are, Alhaitham,â she said with a warm smile, her voice soft but firm. Then, her gaze flickered over to you, and her smile grew wider. âAnd who is this?â
You hesitated for a moment, suddenly feeling a little out of place, but you met her gaze. âI⊠Iâm a friend. I walked him home.â
Alhaithamâs grandmother studied you for a moment, her sharp eyes assessing but not unkind. She nodded approvingly. âThank you for looking after him.â Then she turned back to Alhaitham. âYou should introduce your friend properly, Alhaitham.â
Alhaitham blinked, as if the concept of introductions had momentarily escaped him. âThis is⊠umâŠâ
âY/N,â you filled in, smiling a little at his awkwardness.
âY/N,â he repeated, glancing at you for a second before turning back to his grandmother.
His grandmother nodded thoughtfully. âAh, Y/N. Itâs a pleasure to meet you. Any friend of Alhaithamâs is welcome here.â
The word "friend" hung in the air for a moment, and you could see the faintest flicker of surprise cross Alhaithamâs face. Perhaps the idea of having a friend was still something new for him. You remembered the way the other kids treated himâthe way they treated both of you, really. Being different in Sumeru wasnât something to be celebrated, not when it came to talents that set you apart from the ordinary.
âI didnât do much,â you said modestly, shrugging. âJust made sure no one bothered him.â
Alhaithamâs grandmother smiled knowingly. âThatâs more than enough.â
For a brief moment, you felt a warmth from her that reminded you of your own dad, who, despite being so busy, cared deeply for you. It was strange to think that the boy who seemed so alone at school had this calm, intelligent woman guiding him through life. You wondered what it was like to grow up in a family of scholars, with everyone expecting greatness from you before you even had a chance to discover it for yourself.
âWould you like to stay for some tea, Y/N?â his grandmother offered kindly.
Before you could answer, Alhaitham spoke up. âShe should probably get home. Her dad is busy, and she usually walks alone.â
You looked at him, a little surprised that he remembered. But his grandmotherâs eyes twinkled with amusement as she nodded. âOf course. Another time, perhaps. Youâre welcome anytime.â
You smiled, appreciating the gesture, but you did have to get back. âThanks, maybe another day.â
As you turned to leave, Alhaithamâs grandmotherâs voice followed you. âRemember, Y/N. Being different is a gift. Donât ever let anyone tell you otherwise.â
You glanced back at her, those words lingering in the air. They seemed to hold more weight coming from someone who clearly understood what it meant to stand apart from the worldâs expectations. You gave a small nod before heading back down the street, your heart feeling a little lighter than it had before.
Alhaitham stood by the door with his grandmother, watching you disappear into the distance. He didnât understand this feeling yet, the warmth that seemed to fill his chest whenever you were near. But as he closed the door behind him, something told him that you, too, understood what it was like to be set apart, and maybeâjust maybeâthat made all the difference.
As the years passed, you and Alhaitham became inseparable, though your bond grew in a way that remained largely unspoken. You had both found comfort in each other's presenceâtwo children who had been marked as "different," yet somehow understood that being different wasnât a burden but a quiet kind of strength.
Your days were often spent together, even when words werenât necessary. Youâd sit under the same large tree after school, you with your sketchbook and he with a book in hand, both of you immersed in your worlds but connected by the mere fact that you didnât need to explain yourselves to each other. Alhaitham would read with a quiet intensity, his mind clearly miles ahead of his peers, while you sketched your surroundingsâpeople, birds, the intricate patterns of the leaves dancing in the wind.
Despite his aloof nature, Alhaitham slowly began to appreciate your presence. You werenât like the others, the ones who either sought to belittle him or use him for his intellect. You never asked him to explain the things he knew, never prodded him with questions about why he was so smart, why he didnât fit in. You simply let him be.
Sometimes, in rare moments, he would glance up from his book to watch you sketch. You never noticed, or if you did, you never said anything. Youâd often mutter to yourself as you drew, deep in concentration, criticizing a line here or pondering aloud whether to add more shading there. And though Alhaitham never admitted it, he found your artistic process fascinating in its own right. You had a way of seeing the world in shapes, light, and shadow, the same way he saw it in logic and reason.
By the time you were both teenagers, your friendship had solidified into something unshakable, though neither of you had ever put a label on it. You had both grownâAlhaitham into the quiet, intellectual type that the Akademiya would undoubtedly be drawn to, and you into a more expressive, artistic soul whose talent had only grown more refined. Though your interests differed, your paths always seemed to align.
It was during your early teenage years that Alhaitham began to take his studies more seriously. His grandmother, always supportive of his brilliance, had begun preparing him for the Akademiya. His natural intellect and analytical prowess were already far beyond what most of the instructors at the school could teach him, and the Akademiya was the logical next step.
The day he told you about his future plans, you were sitting together in your usual spot under the tree, your sketchbook open on your lap as you worked on yet another drawing of the city skyline. Alhaitham was quieter than usual, lost in thought, and it didnât take long for you to notice.
âWhatâs on your mind, Haitham?â you asked, using the nickname youâd given him long ago. He only allowed you to call him thatâanyone else who tried would be met with a cold stare.
He closed his book and looked at you, his gaze steady. âMy grandmother wants me to enroll at the Akademiya.â
You paused mid-sketch, your pencil hovering over the page as you processed his words. Youâd known this day would come eventuallyâhe was too brilliant not to goâbut the idea of him being at the Akademiya, immersed in a world of scholars and intellects, somehow felt distant and cold. A part of you worried that it would change things between you.
âYou knew this would happen, right?â he continued, watching your reaction carefully. âIâve always planned on going.â
You nodded slowly, putting your pencil down. âYeah, I knew. Itâs just⊠the Akademiya. Itâs different. Youâll be surrounded by people who are just like you.â
He frowned slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
âSmart people,â you replied with a shrug, trying to keep your voice light, though the worry lingered at the edge of your thoughts. âPeople who are probably going to understand you in ways I never will.â
Alhaitham was silent for a moment, his gaze never leaving yours. Then, in his usual straightforward manner, he said, âThatâs not true. They might understand my knowledge, but they donât know me.â
You blinked, caught off guard by his words. Alhaitham was never one to speak about emotions or anything too personal. Yet, the weight of his statement hung in the air between you, and you realized what he meant. It wasnât just about being smart; it was about the connection the two of you sharedâsomething that went beyond words or intellect.
You smiled softly, feeling a little foolish for doubting. âI guess youâre right.â
He looked at you for a long moment before turning his attention back to his book. âBesides, the Akademiya is just another place to learn. It doesnât change anything.â
And, in typical Alhaitham fashion, that was the end of that conversation.
The day he was officially accepted into the Akademiya was a quiet one. There were no grand celebrations, no overly emotional goodbyes. His grandmother congratulated him with her usual calm pride, and you⊠you simply met him under the tree like always.
But something was different. You both knew it, even if neither of you said it out loud.
You handed him a sketch that day, one youâd been working on for a while in secret. It was a detailed drawing of the two of you sitting under the tree, books and sketchpads scattered around, just like the countless afternoons youâd spent together. It was your way of capturing the moment, freezing it in time before things inevitably changed.
Alhaitham took the sketch, his fingers brushing the edge of the paper as he studied it. âYou drew this?â
You nodded, suddenly feeling a little self-conscious. âYeah. I figured you should have something to remind you of home.â
He didnât say anything for a moment, but then he folded the sketch carefully and slipped it into the front cover of his bookâa quiet but significant gesture.
âThanks,â he said simply, but you knew, in his own way, that he meant it.
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The Akademiya was everything you had imagined it would beâprestigious, rigorous, and filled with students who were just as sharp and talented as Alhaitham. He fit in seamlessly, his intellect quickly earning him a place among the top scholars.
Yet, despite the demands of his studies, Alhaitham never drifted away from you. He still came back to Sumeru City often, and when he did, the two of you would slip right back into your old routineâsitting under the tree, you with your sketchbook and he with his books.
There were times when you visited him at the Akademiya, too. The towering buildings of the institution intimidated you at first, but you quickly found that, with Alhaitham by your side, you had nothing to fear. He introduced you to the library, showing you sections filled with texts that most people your age wouldnât have even heard of, let alone understood. You watched him interact with the other studentsâaloof, confident, and always in control.
Despite his growing reputation as a brilliant but somewhat detached scholar, you saw the parts of him that others didnât. The way his eyes would soften slightly when he spoke about his grandmother, the way heâd listen carefully when you talked about your latest artistic project, even if it wasnât something he fully understood.
And though neither of you ever said it out loud, you both knew that your bond, forged in childhood and strengthened over the years, was something rareâsomething that no amount of Akademiya knowledge or scholarly prestige could replace.
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The inevitable question of the future loomed over you. Alhaithamâs place at the Akademiya was secure, his path clear. You, on the other hand, werenât quite sure where you fit into the grand scheme of things. Your art had grown more refined, your talent undeniable, but the world didnât seem to value creativity in the same way it did intellect.
One afternoon, while sitting under the tree, you voiced your concerns aloud for the first time. âDo you ever wonder if weâre supposed to fit into certain roles?â you asked, absentmindedly sketching the edge of a leaf.
Alhaitham glanced up from his book, his brow furrowed slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
You sighed, leaning back against the tree trunk. âI mean⊠youâre destined for the Akademiya. You always have been. But me? I donât know where Iâm supposed to go.â
He was silent for a long moment, his gaze thoughtful as he considered your words. âYouâre an artist. Thatâs where you belong.â
âBut what if itâs not enough?â you asked, your voice barely above a whisper. âWhat if the world doesnât need art?â
Alhaithamâs gaze softened in a way that was rare for him, and he set his book aside. âThe world doesnât need most things. But that doesnât mean they arenât important.â
You looked at him, surprised by the quiet conviction in his words.
âIâve seen the way you look at the world,â he continued, his voice steady. âYou see things in a way that most people donât. Thatâs your gift. Just because it doesnât fit into the Akademiyaâs way of thinking doesnât mean itâs any less valuable.â
You felt a warmth spread through your chest at his words, the kind of reassurance you hadnât even known you needed.
For the first time in a long while, you didnât feel so lost. And as you looked at Alhaitham, sitting there beside you, you realized that no matter where life took you, this bond, this friendship, would remain
As the years passed, your bond with Alhaitham deepened. He wasnât the most expressive or emotional person, but you learned to read the subtle ways in which he showed that he cared. The moments you shared were often quiet, filled with comfortable silences as you both worked on your individual projectsâAlhaitham with his studies and you with your sketches, which had become more intricate and beautiful as you grew older.
He had introduced you to books that went beyond the curriculum, texts from the Akademiya that challenged your thinking, and though you weren't academically inclined, you appreciated the way Alhaitham's mind worked. In turn, youâd share your art with himâshowing him your latest sketches and projects, which ranged from detailed drawings of nature to abstract depictions of your thoughts and feelings. He didnât always understand your creative process, but he admired your skill, especially the passion behind every line and stroke. The two of you complemented each other in ways that neither of you had ever expected.
When you werenât drawing, you were often with him, exploring the libraries of Sumeru City, wandering through its bustling markets, or simply sitting by the riverbank, enjoying the quiet moments together. Alhaitham had never been one for grand gestures or declarations, but youâd caught the way his gaze lingered on you sometimesâsoft, thoughtful, as though he was memorizing every detail of your face.
By the time you were both teenagers, it was clear to everyone around you that your relationship had evolved into something more. Even if neither of you had admitted it out loud, the unspoken connection between you grew stronger with each passing day.
That connection was precisely what was on Alhaithamâs mind as he paced outside his house, hands tucked into the pockets of his jacket. He had spent weeks thinking about it, planning it, and todayâtoday was finally the day. He was going to confess his feelings to you. He had never been one for sentimentality, but after years of friendship, study sessions, and quiet moments spent together, it had become undeniable. You were important to him, in ways that transcended logic and reason.
He had rehearsed the words in his head a hundred times, though they never sounded quite right. Still, Alhaitham was determined to tell youâtoday.
But as he made his way to your house, hoping to catch you before your evening sketching session by the river, a feeling of unease settled in his chest. The atmosphere around your home seemed different, more tense. When he arrived, he found you outside, sitting on the front steps with your sketchbook resting on your knees, but there was something off about your expression. You werenât drawing, just staring at the ground, as if lost in thought.
âY/N,â he called out, and you looked up, your eyes clouded with something he couldnât quite place.
âHey, Alhaitham.â Your voice was soft, and he immediately knew something was wrong.
He approached slowly, sitting down beside you on the steps, waiting for you to speak. You had always been the more expressive one, able to put emotions into words while he struggled with them, so he waited.
âMy dadâs leaving for Liyue,â you said quietly after a long pause.
Alhaithamâs brow furrowed. âFor how long?â
âTwo weeks. Business trip.â You bit your lip, your fingers tightening around the edges of your sketchbook. âIâm going with him.â
He blinked, taken aback. He hadnât expected that. âYouâre going with him?â
âYeah,â you sighed, staring down at your sketchbook. âHe asked me to come along. Said itâd be a good experience for me. Iâm leaving today.â
Alhaitham felt a jolt of surprise. You were leaving today? He had been so focused on confessing his feelings that he hadnât anticipated the possibility of you not being around.
The news hit him harder than he expected. He had wanted to tell you everything, wanted to finally put his feelings into words, but now⊠it didnât feel like the right time. How could he confess now, only for you to leave? And what if something changed while you were away?
For the first time in his life, Alhaitham hesitated.
âWell⊠I suppose I can tell you when you come back,â he said quietly, the words slipping out before he could stop them.
You turned to him, frowning. âTell me what?â
He paused for a moment, meeting your gaze, but then shook his head, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. âItâs nothing. It can wait. Iâll tell you when you return.â
You stared at him for a moment longer, as if trying to figure out what he wasnât saying, but eventually, you nodded. âAlright⊠Iâll hold you to that.â
There was a strange weight between you now, something unsaid that lingered in the air. You both stood up, and for a brief moment, you hesitated before stepping closer to him. You werenât the kind to hug often, but in that moment, it felt right. You wrapped your arms around him, holding him tightly.
âIâll miss you,â you said quietly, your voice muffled against his chest.
Alhaitham froze for a second, caught off guard by the hug, but then his arms slowly came around you, holding you in return. The warmth of your embrace filled the emptiness he hadnât realized heâd been carrying.
âIâll miss you too,â he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
When you pulled away, you gave him a small smile, though it didnât quite reach your eyes. You grabbed your bag from the steps and slung it over your shoulder, then turned toward the path that led to the main road, where your father was waiting with the carriage.
âIâll see you in two weeks, Alhaitham,â you called out, waving as you started walking away.
He stood there, watching you go, the words he hadnât said still lodged in his throat. He would wait until you came back, he told himself. He could wait. Two weeks wasnât so long. Youâd return, and then heâd tell you everything.
But as he watched you disappear down the road, a strange feeling gnawed at the back of his mindâa nagging sense that something wasnât quite right. What he didnât know, what neither of you knew, was that your trip to Liyue would be far longer than either of you had anticipated.
When you left Sumeru all those years ago, Alhaitham didnât think much of the two-week trip. He expected you to return soon, and he had held onto the hope of confessing his feelings as soon as you were back. But when days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months, the reality of your absence began to weigh on him.
Youâd left your art behind, your sketchbook sitting on the desk where you used to draw, pages half-filled with ideas and fragments of your mind. Alhaitham found himself flipping through it occasionally, his fingers brushing over the pages. He was never one to dwell on emotions or let them consume him, but the emptiness left by your sudden departure was hard to ignore. He missed the way youâd ramble about your latest ideas, missed watching you sketch with that focused look in your eyes.
At first, he buried himself in his studies. He was, after all, a logical personâsomeone who sought knowledge above all else. He excelled in every subject, his intellect sharp and precise, gaining recognition at the Akademiya for his dedication and brilliance. By the time he was twenty Alhaitham was already on the path to becoming one of the most esteemed scholars in Sumeru. He shouldâve felt fulfilled by his successâhis life was progressing exactly as he had planned.
But there was always that lingering emptiness. He couldnât shake the feeling that something important was missing.
Even as the years passed, the absence of your presence in his life was a constant. He heard little of your whereabouts, and whenever he saw your old sketchbook on the shelf, he was reminded of the quiet moments you used to share. He often wondered what had happened to you. Why had you stayed away so long? What had kept you from coming back?
Ten years later, at twenty-seven, Alhaitham had become a well-respected scribe. He had moved out of his childhood home and had his own home whom he shared with Kaveh, who wasâunfortunately for Alhaithamâan incredibly vocal and emotional roommate. They often found themselves at the local cafĂ©, Kaveh talking about the latest architectural projects or complaining about his own work, while Alhaitham kept his nose buried in a book, barely paying attention to Kavehâs ramblings.
Alhaithamâs mind barely registered Kavehâs endless chatter as he focused on his book. He wasnât one to let distractions pull him away, but the familiar sound of the Travelerâs voice reached his ears. His brows furrowed in mild curiosity, and his gaze flickered toward the cafĂ©âs entrance.
The Traveler stood there, Paimon floating beside them, talking animatedly. But his eyes werenât drawn to them. Instead, they were pulled to the figure standing beside the Travelerâa woman dressed in elegant Liyuean attire, her silhouette framed by the cafĂ©'s warm light. At first, he didnât recognize her, his mind struggling to place the image with his memories.
But then, like a flash of clarity, it hit him.
It was you.
Alhaitham froze, his heart skipping a beat as he stared at you. You had changed so much over the years, your teenage softness replaced by the refined elegance of a grown woman. Your Liyuean clothesâa long, flowing dress in shades of deep red and gold with intricate patternsâhugged your form with a grace that seemed to suit you perfectly. A simple but delicate hairpin glinted in your hair, securing it neatly behind your head. The outfit made you look almost regal, exuding the kind of maturity that hadnât been there the last time heâd seen you.
You turned slightly, laughing at something the Traveler said, and in that moment, your eyes met his.
For a second, time seemed to stop. The cafĂ©âs noise, Kavehâs voice, everything faded into the background as your gaze locked onto his. Your smile faltered, and the laughter that had just been on your lips disappeared as your eyes widened in shock.
You hadnât expected to see him. Not here, not so soon. It felt like all the air had been sucked out of the room as you tried to process the reality of seeing Alhaitham again after all these years.
For a moment, you were the teenager you had been, standing in front of him all over again. Memories of Sumeru, of your days spent sketching beside him, of the time you had shared, all came rushing back with a force that left you breathless. You hadnât realized how much you had missed himâuntil now.
He had changed, too. The boy you once knew had grown into a man. He was taller, broader, his physique more defined, and there was an air of quiet strength about him that hadnât been there before. His grey-green eyes, always sharp and thoughtful, were now piercing as they looked at you, a mix of shock and disbelief swimming in them.
Paimon was the first to break the silence, her eyes lighting up in recognition. âOh, Alhaitham!â she called, waving at him enthusiastically. âItâs you!â
The Traveler followed Paimonâs lead, giving a small wave. âAlhaitham, itâs been a while.â
But you were still frozen, your lips parting as if to say something, but no words came out. Slowly, you made your way over to his table, your legs moving almost on autopilot. The closer you got, the more real it felt, and the butterflies in your stomach twisted into a knot.
You stopped just in front of him, staring at him for a long moment before a smileâa hesitant, almost disbelieving smileâbegan to form on your lips.
âAlhaithamâŠâ you said, your voice soft, as if testing the name. âI canât believe itâs really you.â
He blinked, still processing your presence, before his features shifted into something unreadable. âYouâre back,â he finally said, his tone calm, though there was a slight tension in his voice.
âIâm back,â you confirmed, though the words felt heavy, as if there was so much more behind them. Your gaze swept over him again, taking in the changes, before you let out a soft chuckle. âYouâve⊠gotten bigger. Stronger. I guess you could protect me now, huh?â
The teasing tone in your voice brought a flicker of something in his eyesâamusement, maybe. But it was fleeting.
âI suppose so,â he replied, though his eyes never left yours, searching for something. The quiet between you felt charged, as if the years apart had left too many things unspoken.
You shifted slightly, trying to ground yourself in the moment, your hand brushing the fabric of your Liyuean dress. âI never thought Iâd see you again, at least not so soon.â
âNeither did I,â he admitted, his voice quiet. âWhat happened? Why didnât you come back?â
Your smile faltered, the weight of your answer settling over you. You let out a small sigh, lowering your gaze for a moment before meeting his eyes again. âItâs⊠a long story,â you said softly. âMy dad got stuck in Liyue. He⊠ran into some debt, and things got complicated. We ended up staying there much longer than we expected.â
Alhaithamâs brows knitted together in concern, but he remained silent, waiting for you to continue.
âI had to help him,â you went on, your voice a little steadier now. âIt wasnât easy. I had to put everything on hold. And before I knew it, years had passed. I ended up studying law in Liyue to help him deal with everything.â
He blinked, surprised. âYouâre a lawyer?â
You nodded, though there was a sadness in your eyes that he didnât miss. âYeah, I am. It wasnât what I had planned, but⊠it seemed like the right thing to do at the time.â
Alhaitham was silent for a moment, processing this new information. You, the girl who had once poured her soul into art, had become a lawyer. It was hard to reconcile the image of you sitting beside him, sketching, with the idea of you in a courtroom or an office, dealing with the complexities of law.
âWhat about your art?â he asked, his voice gentler now.
You smiled, but it was tinged with that same sadness. âI still draw⊠but not as much. Sometimes, when you grow up, life pulls you in directions you never expected. And before you know it, the things you love⊠they become hobbies rather than careers.â
Alhaithamâs heart ached at your words, though he didnât show it. He had always admired your passion for art, the way you poured yourself into every sketch, every line. To hear that you had let go of that dream, even partially, left him with a sense of loss he hadnât anticipated.
But before he could say anything, you smiled at him, brighter this time, as if trying to lighten the mood. âBut enough about that. Itâs good to see you again, Alhaitham. You really have grown into someone⊠incredible.â
He didnât reply right away, his eyes still lingering on you, on the woman you had become. Ten years had passed, but the connection between you felt as strong as ever, even if it had been buried under time and distance.
And as he sat there, staring at you, Alhaitham realized something that made his heart clench. You had returned, yesâbut the years had changed you both in ways neither of you could have predicted.
The moment stretched between you, filled with the weight of ten years of absence. Alhaithamâs usual calm, controlled demeanor was chipped away, revealing something raw beneath the surface. He had prepared himself for this reunion countless times in his mind, but the reality of seeing you again left him unsettled.
âI didnât think youâd ever come back,â he finally said, his voice low and steady, though his eyes betrayed the emotion he tried to suppress. âNot after so long.â
You felt the heaviness in his words and it tugged at your heart. The boy you once knew, the one who had always been so composed, was struggling to contain the hurt he had buried deep inside. And it was all because of youâbecause you had left without ever explaining why. The guilt weighed heavily on you now, knowing that he had been waiting, never knowing when or if youâd return.
âI didnât plan to stay away,â you admitted softly. âEverything just⊠spiraled out of control. One thing led to another, and before I knew it, ten years had passed. I wanted to come back sooner, but I couldnât.â
Alhaitham leaned back in his chair, his arms crossed as if to shield himself from the feelings he didnât want to confront. âI get it. Life happens.â
The casual response stung more than you expected. You could sense the disappointment in his words, the unspoken frustration. He was holding back, as he always did, unwilling to let his emotions show fully. But you could feel them, just beneath the surface.
âAlhaitham, Iâm sorry,â you said, your voice soft but sincere. âI never wanted to hurt you.â
His gaze softened for a moment, but then his usual calm expression returned. He sighed, running a hand through his hair, looking away as if gathering his thoughts. âI waited,â he admitted quietly, his words almost too soft to hear. âI was going to tell you how I felt before you left, but I thought Iâd wait until you came back.â
You froze, the breath catching in your throat. He had wanted to tell you⊠back then? Before you left?
âTell me?â you echoed, unsure if you had heard him correctly.
His eyes met yours, and for the first time, you saw the vulnerability he had kept hidden all these years. âHow I felt about you,â he said, more firmly this time. âI was going to tell you that I liked you⊠more than just a friend.â
Your heart clenched. In all those years, you had never known that he had felt the same way. You had thought about him often, wondered what could have been, but you never allowed yourself to dwell on it too long. It was easier to believe that the past was just thatâthe past.
âI⊠I didnât know,â you whispered, your voice barely audible. âI had no idea.â
He shrugged, trying to play it off, but there was a sadness in his eyes that couldnât be ignored. âIt doesnât matter now, does it? Ten years have passed.â
âBut it does matter,â you replied quickly, your emotions bubbling to the surface. âI cared about you, too. I thought about you every day after I left. I always wondered what couldâve been if I hadnât gone.â
The admission hung in the air between you, both of you silently processing what the other had said. The café seemed to fade into the background, leaving just the two of you, confronting the feelings you had both buried for so long.
âYou never said anything,â Alhaitham muttered, his eyes dropping to the table. âI thought you were happy in Liyue, that you had moved on.â
You shook your head, tears threatening to blur your vision. âI never moved on, Alhaitham. I just⊠I had no choice. I had to help my dad. It wasnât about moving on or forgetting you. It was about surviving.â
His gaze lifted to meet yours again, searching your face for the truth in your words. And he found itâthe pain, the longing, the regret. It was all there, as raw and real as his own.
Silence settled over you once more, but it was different now. It wasnât the awkward, tension-filled silence from before. It was something deeper, something filled with the weight of all the things left unsaid over the years.
Finally, Alhaitham spoke, his voice gentler than before. âSo⊠what now? Youâre here, after all this time. What happens next?â
You smiled, though it was a little sad. âI donât know. Iâm still figuring things out. My dadâs debt is taken care of now, but life⊠itâs complicated. I came back to Sumeru because it felt like the right thing to do, but I donât know what the future holds.â
He nodded slowly, understanding. âAnd the art?â
You chuckled softly, though there was a touch of bitterness in it. âI wish I could say Iâve been painting every day, but the truth is⊠I havenât. Life got in the way. Being a lawyer takes up most of my time.â
âI see,â he said, but there was a sadness in his eyes, as though he mourned the lost artist in you.
You reached across the table, your fingers brushing his hand gently. âBut I havenât given up on it. Not completely. Itâs still a part of me. Maybe⊠maybe Iâll find my way back to it one day.â
He looked down at where your hand rested on his, a small flicker of hope lighting in his eyes. âYou should,â he said softly. âIt was always something that made you⊠you.â
You smiled at that, a genuine smile this time. âMaybe I will.â
For a moment, you just sat there, hands touching, the weight of the past finally beginning to lift. There was still so much to talk about, so much to work through, but in that moment, it didnât feel impossible. You had found each other again, after all the years and the distance. That was something.
And maybe, just maybe, it was the start of something new.
The silence between you and Alhaitham felt different nowâlighter, yet still heavy with unspoken emotions. The cafĂ© bustled around you, but it was as though the two of you were in your own bubble, suspended in time. Your hand remained on his, and for the first time in years, you felt a sense of calm.
Kaveh, who had been quietly observing from across the table, cleared his throat loudly, pulling both you and Alhaitham out of the moment. âSo⊠not to interrupt or anything, but Iâm dying to knowâwhatâs the plan now?â His tone was teasing, but there was a genuine curiosity in his eyes.
You pulled your hand back slowly, suddenly aware of how much time had passed. "I don't really have a plan," you admitted with a small shrug. "Iâm still trying to figure things out."
Alhaitham's gaze remained fixed on you, studying your face like a puzzle he was trying to solve. "You donât have to decide everything now," he said quietly. "Youâve just come back."
His voice was calm, but there was something in his toneâa quiet plea, almostâas if he wanted to hold on to the moment a little longer, to not let you slip away again.
You nodded, grateful for his understanding. âI suppose I donât.â
Kaveh leaned forward, a mischievous grin on his face. âWell, while you figure out your life plan, why not start by catching up over dinner? Itâs been ten years, and Iâm sure Alhaitham has plenty to tell you.â
Alhaitham shot him a look, but you couldnât help but smile at Kavehâs suggestion. âThat sounds nice,â you said, glancing at Alhaitham. âDinner. Itâll give us time to⊠catch up.â
Alhaithamâs lips quirked into a small smile, one of those rare ones that always caught you off guard. âIâd like that.â
The moment felt delicate, as though you were both trying to navigate the shifting ground beneath you, but for the first time in years, you felt like you were on solid footing with him. The years of separation and uncertainty hadnât erased what you once had; if anything, they had made it more precious.
Kaveh stood up suddenly, clapping his hands together. âAlright then! Dinner it is! Iâll leave you two to⊠sort out the details.â He winked at you before turning to Alhaitham. âDonât screw this up, genius.â
Alhaitham gave him a deadpan look as Kaveh sauntered out of the café, leaving the two of you alone again.
You turned back to Alhaitham, feeling a nervous flutter in your stomach. âSo⊠dinner?â
He leaned back in his chair, his gaze never leaving yours. âDinner,â he confirmed. âBut Iâd like to take a walk first. Itâs been so long, and Iâd like to hear more about what youâve been up to.â
You smiled softly, nodding. âIâd like that too.â
As the two of you left the cafĂ©, stepping out into the cool evening air, you felt a sense of nostalgia wash over you. The streets of Sumeru were different now, yet familiar. You glanced at Alhaitham, who walked beside you, his expression thoughtful as he took in the city. You wondered if he was thinking about the past tooâabout the two teenagers who once roamed these same streets together.
âI never expected to see you so soon,â you admitted as you walked, your voice breaking the comfortable silence. âI thought⊠well, I didnât think it would happen like this.â
Alhaitham glanced at you, his gaze softening. âNeither did I. But Iâm glad it did.â
You looked away for a moment, collecting your thoughts. "When I left, I wasnât sure whenâor ifâIâd be back. I thought about Sumeru a lot⊠about you. But life had other plans."
âI understand,â he said quietly. âThings change. People change.â
You nodded. âYeah⊠but itâs strange. Coming back now, it feels like so much has changed, but at the same time⊠it feels like nothing has.â
Alhaitham slowed his pace, turning to face you fully. âYouâve changed,â he said, his voice steady but filled with something deeper. âYouâve grown, and I can see it in everything about you. But youâre still⊠you.â
You felt a lump rise in your throat at his words. There was a warmth in the way he looked at you, as though he saw through all the years and the distance, straight to the person you had always been.
âAnd youâre still you,â you replied, smiling through the emotions threatening to spill over. âStill calm, still steady. StillâŠâ You hesitated, searching for the right word. âStill Alhaitham.â
He smiledâa real one this time, small but genuine. âStill Alhaitham,â he echoed.
The two of you continued walking in silence for a while, the weight of everything left unsaid hanging between you. You knew there was more to talk about, more to reveal, but for now, just being together again was enough.
Eventually, you reached the edge of the city, where the streets gave way to open fields bathed in the golden light of the setting sun. Alhaitham stopped, turning to you with a question in his eyes.
âWhy didnât you tell me?â he asked softly, the vulnerability back in his voice. âWhen you left⊠why didnât you tell me what was going on?â
You bit your lip, the memories rushing back. âI didnât want to burden you,â you admitted. âEverything with my dad⊠it was so sudden. And I knew that if I told you, it would only make it harder to leave.â
He looked at you, his gaze intense. âYou couldâve trusted me.â
âI know,â you whispered. âI shouldâve. But I was scared. I didnât want to pull you into my mess.â
Alhaithamâs expression softened, and he stepped closer, his hand reaching out to gently touch your arm. âYou were never a burden,â he said quietly. âAnd you never will be.â
You felt your heart swell at his words, the guilt and regret that had weighed on you for years slowly starting to lift. âIâm sorry,â you said, your voice barely above a whisper. âFor everything.â
He shook his head, his thumb brushing your arm in a comforting gesture. âThereâs nothing to apologize for. You did what you had to do.â
For a moment, you just stood there, the two of you bathed in the fading light, the weight of the past slowly being replaced by the promise of something new.
Finally, you broke the silence, your voice filled with hope. âSo⊠where do we go from here?â
Alhaitham smiled, that rare, beautiful smile that you had missed so much. âWherever you want,â he said softly. âWeâve got time.â
As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting the sky in shades of orange and pink, an electric tension settled between you and Alhaitham. The fading warmth of the day mirrored the warmth building in your chest, a heat that seemed to grow with every second you spent standing there, inches apart. His hand, still resting lightly on your arm, was the only point of contact, but it felt like so much more.
You looked up at him, your eyes meeting his, and for a moment, you couldnât breathe. There was something unspoken in his gaze, something deep and intense that you hadnât seen before. The weight of the years apart, the missed chances, the unspoken wordsâit all hung in the air between you, begging to be resolved.
Your lips parted as you tried to speak, but no words came. Instead, the pull between you grew stronger, undeniable. Alhaithamâs eyes flicked down to your lips for just a second, and your heart skipped a beat. The soft breeze carried the scent of the fields around you, but all you could focus on was himâthe way his hand lingered on your arm, the warmth radiating from his body, and the tension in the air thick enough to cut through.
Neither of you moved at first, as if both of you were afraid that taking that final step might break the fragile moment. But then, without thinking, you closed the distance between you. It was subtle at firstâa shift of your body, a tilt of your head. And then his hand slid up your arm, gently cupping the side of your face, thumb brushing lightly against your cheek.
Your heart pounded in your chest as he leaned in, his breath warm against your skin. Time seemed to slow, and every nerve in your body was focused on this moment, on him. You werenât sure who moved first, but suddenly his lips were on yours, soft yet firm, hesitant yet sure.
The kiss was slow, almost tentative, as if testing the waters after so much time apart. But the moment his lips touched yours, everything seemed to fall into place. It felt like coming home after years of wandering, like everything that had been missing for so long was suddenly found.
You responded without hesitation, your hand coming up to rest against his chest, feeling the steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath your palm. His other hand found its way to the small of your back, pulling you closer, deepening the kiss. It was gentle, but there was an underlying urgencyâan unspoken promise that neither of you wanted to waste any more time.
When you finally pulled apart, both of you were breathless, foreheads resting against each other as you caught your breath. His thumb still caressed your cheek, and you felt like the world had narrowed to just the two of you.
Alhaithamâs eyes searched yours, his voice soft when he finally spoke. âIâve waited for this,â he whispered, his breath warm against your lips. âFor so long.â
You smiled, your hand still resting against his chest. âMe too,â you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. âI never stopped thinking about you.â
His lips quirked into a small smile, his thumb brushing your bottom lip before leaning in for another kiss, this one deeper, more assured. You melted into him, your arms wrapping around his neck as his hand tightened around your waist, pulling you flush against him.
It wasnât just a kissâit was years of longing, of missed moments, of everything that had been left unsaid. And in that moment, nothing else mattered but the two of you.
When you finally broke apart again, both of you were breathing heavily, but neither of you moved to step away. Alhaitham rested his forehead against yours, eyes closed, and for the first time in years, you felt whole.
âYouâre not leaving again,â he murmured, his voice low and filled with determination.
You smiled, leaning into him. âIâm not going anywhere,â you whispered back.
And in that moment, under the fading light of the evening sky, it felt like everything had finally come full circle.
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