being an life series fan is so embarrassing, like "oh what did you do at the weekend?" "i rewatched two grown men's minecraft avatars fist fight to the death in a ring of cactus, then i cried because -in my head, not even in cannon, just in my head- they're madly in love" or "you're in good mood, what's got you all giggly?" *stares at them knowing full well i was just reading a 40k word unfinished college au slowburn in which blorbo number one has just accientaly spilled a pumpkin spice late all over blorbo number two*
like, you'd think i could be a fan of something normal, but no. had to be "minecraft, but everyone is acting gay and killing eachother in gay ways"