Sometimes I feel like I'm not being authentic in how I present myself online.
Like I'll try to look at my profile from a different perspective and it never seems like the real me fr fr.
I be thinking "Wow, I seem so friendly and upbeat! If only that were the truth haha!"
Cuz in my mind, I'm not that friendly and open. I'm the total opposite. Reserved, closed off, and very low energy.
But then I think hey wait a minute, I can be pretty friendly and upbeat-- when I feel like it.
My social battery gets drained fast and it takes a long ass time to recharge. I am NOT a consistently social person. I need many breaks and some time to myself, yk?
I'm no social butterfly, I'm more like an asocial moth.