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Sounds like I need to get on prog
Since starting progesterone, I swear it’s like someone rewired my entire emotional circuitry.
At first, it was just about friends—people who were kind, supportive, and just… safe. But now? It’s deeper. It’s like this pull. I need to see them again. I need to know they’re okay. Do they miss me? Do they feel the same pull?
Suddenly, I’m craving touch and closeness in ways I never expected. Like, why do I want to hug everyone and just… stay there? My brain keeps slipping into autopilot, and I catch myself staring at someone thinking, “God, they’re so cute and hot and perfect and I just want to—” And then I have to slam on the brakes before I blurt something out and make things awkward.
But honestly? I kind of love it. It’s messy and intense, but it’s so alive. Before transitioning, I was… numb. I didn't know how to care because I never really needed to. I kept people at arm’s length. Messages annoyed me. Socializing felt like a chore.
Now? I love it. I get excited when someone i know messages me. I’ll stare at my phone waiting for that “hello” from my favorite people. It fills me with emotions in ways I didn’t know I was starving for. It feels like proof—proof that someone thought of me. Me, specifically.
I just wish people messaged first more often. Because if I reach out to you, it means something. It means I care, maybe even more than I should admit out loud.
100% feel you friend. I’ve had days where I need to shower in the dark and listen to music all day, and I’ve had days which are better. I’ve been on HRT for 3 months now and it’s def getting better, but I’m sure both of us will get where we want to be in our life before it’s over ❤️ 🫂
Ugh, dysphoria. Sometimes it’s better to just not look.
Reminder to not forget your HRT today, whether it’s T or E or some mysterious other liquid I’ve not heard of. We’re all in this together and we’ll make it through, we’ve been here since day one and we aren’t going away now ❤️
Uuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhgh I hate allergies. My throat is on fire, my nose is runny and I’m soooo tired, fuck allergies dude.
They butchered my boy yet somehow he is more beautiful then ever.
ROBO KY NATION WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK
HAPPY TRANSGENDER DAY OF VISIBILITY!!!! 🏳️⚧️ 🏳️⚧️ 🎉
They should let me ground customers.
“I don’t like your attitude ma’am, please sit in the timeout corner.”
I’ve been on HRT for 2 weeks now and I just noticed that my nipples feel a bit sore when I pinch them…🥹
finally
@a-witches-riddle hiii we don’t know each other too well but your posts have genuinely helped me feel more comfortable on Tumblr as a shy new trans girl and I just wanted to thank you for that :3
i hope im a positive influence on somebody’s life
I’ve done it, a witches riddle just reblogged a post of mine. I’ve peaked as a Tumblr user.
Fuck it, I’m done waiting, I’m not gonna let anyone else control MY destiny. MY BODY MY CHOICE. I’m doing DIY HRT.
I am now a proud mother of a wet floor sign
Maybe I should play Mass Effect…
If I said I would sell my left and then my firstborn for this statue?
I get it, haven’t come out to my family yet but I still live with them. Sometimes it feels like it would be so much easier to just run away and never contact anyone again. Do it all on my own, surely that’s easier right? (It’s not)
does anyone else ever get the urge to abandon everything and restart? like i want to ghost everyone and leave in the night. i feel this sense of dread, this like pit in my stomach where i want to leave everything before it leaves me, things have bean good for too long and now i need to leave before its too late, i feel scared right now
It’s official, I shall KILL the Apple CEO. I just was typing something and I said “I think my name is” and it auto suggested my deadname. 😭
Project Zomboid! Approaching 500 hours now! I looove dressing up as a girl in PZ lol. Tbh though that’s only my most player game on Steam, I’m sure I put more time into to Apex on my PS4 when I was younger.
I LOVE WOMEN!!!!!
IF YOU LOVE FAT WOMEN HIT THAT MF REBLOG
You can't call me out like this 0///0
that boy who was constantly afraid of being impolite is now a tgirl who can’t stop saying thank you as you fuck her.
Holy shit I just discovered Femtanyl, this is so good!!!
Absolutely loving Girl Hell 1999, this is peak music for me rn.
I’m so stressed from school work right now :<
I think there’s only two things that could help me
A one year vacation to the endless void, with snacks and games
Or the obvious…
Being aggressively railed by a women while my mind goes blank from non-stop pleasure :3
I got some fake boobs to slip into my bra and holy shit, this is incredible. This gives me the faith to keep going, I actually feel amazing with these on.
You're so real for that. I 100% agree lmao, what I would give to sit in a transfem's lap 🥺
Art by Anthony Machuca ✨️
Oopsie it’s 4:20AM, guess I’ll just have to have another day as an eepy girl oh noooo
Omg why will womens clothes do anything to NOT HAVE POCKETS I just want some cute FUNCTIONAL clothes :<
Thinking right now: We need a game is every genre for the LGBTQ+ community. Currently (To my knowledge) we have: Celeste - Platformer ULTRAKILL - FPS Fallout New Vegas - RPG Guilty Gear -STRIVE- - 2D Fighting Game Hollow Knight - Metroidvania
What other games and genres can we gaymers conquer??
WAOW...where do I find this place???
YOU! I was awake too late last night! It must been your doing! I didn’t wake up to my alarm today! 😤
I am the one who keeps the all the girls awake past their bedtime to talk to me >:3
Did this before my egg cracked...definitely didn't mean anything lol