washing machine heart by mitski is so grant about remus in atyd
post-prank marauders being awkward 😬
james potter- omar rudberg
sirius black- conan gray
remus lupin- hunter doohan
peter pettigrew- lewis capaldi
Was it casual when "was i scary?" "No, you were beautiful"
Cheers to 10yr old me that first read Harry Potter and said "I wished we had more content of the Marauders, I rlly like their characters"
(Cut to me sitting on my bed crying while ready ATYD at 3am)
Prayers to my dog, who has to sleep beside me and put up with my hyperfixation bullshit. Prayers to my dog, who has to put up with my thousandth mental breakdown because of Marauders Eras edits. Prayers to my dog, who has to put up with my constant singing of the same songs over and over again
When I first bought Harry Potter and The Philosopher's Stone at the book fair, I did not, and i repeat, i DID NOT SIGN UP TO BE OBSESSED WITH DEAD GAY WIZARDS FROM THE 70S. I DID NOT SIGN UP TO BE OBSESSED WITH HARRY JAMES POTTER'S PARENTS AND THEIR FRIENDS AND THEIR ENEMIES.
IM AT THE PART IN THE BOOK WHERE REMUS COMES OUT AND ALL THE YOUNG DUDES BY BOWIE AND MATT THE HOOPLE PLAYS AND IM SCREAMING CRYING SOBBING THROWING UP AND DYING
currently drowing in my own tears rn bc i've gotten to the chapter where one kid gets obliterated by the whomping willow in atyd and remus feels so guilty.
"We can’t lose you, Remus, not while I’m still at Hogwarts." Madam Promfrey, Chapter 23, Atyd.
Years later, she would watch Remus on his deathbed, dying next to Tonks.
I need therapy.
Currently re-reading ATYD on AO3, can't wait to have another mental breakdown