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lexinesworld23

1 year ago

Made new designs for my gacha OCs✨

Characters used:

Lexine💗 (My oc and not me irl)

Erika🖤🦅

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So what do you think? Which one is better in the first pic?

Let's Talk About My Watcher from the Creators Life Series AU

TW/CW: talk/implications of suicide and self-harm

I've been thinking about my Watcher's lore a lot and I posted this on my Instagram story while I was thinking about it:

Let's Talk About My Watcher From The Creators Life Series AU

Now, I'm not going to spoil much about my Watcher's lore, but I will talk a bit more about this post I made on my story because I love my Watcher's lore so much, you have no idea.

My Watcher's name is L, short for their full name. However, they don't use their full name because it's too femme in their opinion, hence the shortening to just a single letter. They play an important role in the Creators Life Series AU, which I'm working on with my friend Luna. We talked about the Watchers and we decided to make ourselves the Watchers, but have them still be separate entities from ourselves, hence the reason why we look different compared to them.

Now, originally, I didn't want my Watcher to have wings. However, I realized that it wouldn't make sense if all of the other Watchers did have wings, such as our AU's version of Grian, who is a Watcher. So, I took some time to figure out what L's reasons for becoming a Watcher are.

As mentioned, their whole family died in a deadly snowstorm, with them being the only survivor. So, since this was such an impactful event for them, I thought that it would make sense for them to have survivor's guilt, which Wikipedia defines as this:

So, obviously, something as tragic as being the only survivor in a deadly snowstorm will mess with your mind. L ran away from the scene where their family's bodies lay, only to collapse due to the cold and be discovered by 2 Watchers, named Edward and Eleanor, who take them in and basically raise them. Edward and Eleanor haven't been introduced in videos yet, but Luna and I have been making stuff with them behind the scenes.

Now, as you may have seen in my Life Series AU edit dump, L removed their wings, mainly because of said survivor's guilt and many other reasons that will not be revealed here. As such, they could've bled out and died if not for Eleanor and Edward finding them in the state they were in. This unintentionally ended up being a suicide attempt, even if they never meant it to be. Even after being given the task of running the Life Games, they still think about what they had done and how they wished that they ended up dying that day instead of being saved.

That's pretty much it, let me know what you guys think about this if you want! I'm very normal about my AU (that's a lie, I am not)