Gay Awakening - Blog Posts

Have I ever mentioned Kakashi was my gay awakening?

all i need rn

need a b1mbo friend group where we'd have sleepovers and talk about fashion and cute things and how pretty we are but also kiss and makeout and get each other all wet and worked up, yknow just being cute silly mindless toys together

who tryna get me like i get you 😞

found an old post from like 5 years ago saying 'I know I'm straight but wouldn't say no to a gay experience' and girl do I have some news for you LMAO

#gayawakening

I love this spicy meatball ❤️

in conclusion : i have a crush

REVISITED LESBIAN MASTERDOC

I wanna share with y'all my version of the lesbian masterdoc. we know the og is a bit problematic, but it helped me sm, so I revisited it. if you don't have a lot of points you aren't necessarily a lesbian. notice that a lot of points also have cons (maybe you're bi and you prefer women, you have orientation OCD, you're aroace, that's your taste in men, you are emotionally unavailable, etc). so here we go...

you believe women are objectively pretty and men are objectively ugly

you believe love is just friendship with kisses

you see having sex with men as a burden

if you're a virgin, you wanna have your first time with a man in a long time

using religion as an excuse (subconsciously) to have sex after marriage

in your sexual fantasies the man is not very detailed/the more there are details the more you're bored or disinterested/you're the observer of the scene and you focus on the woman

you constantly doubt you're into men, but you don't do that with women

you find interesting men that you can't have (taken/married men, gay men, aroace men, fictional men, celebrities, much older men, men who clearly don't give a shit about you)

you prefer having long-distance relationships with men

in series and movies you focus on female characters and don't care about the male ones

having sex with men as a form of self-harm subconsciously

you prefer feminine men

when you think you have a crush on a guy, your fantasies are never actually romantic (ex. you imagine yourselves simply hanging out and enjoying each other's company, with no kisses or stuff like that)

you think you're not attracted to men cuz you still have to find the one

you have very high standards with men, but not with women

you run away as soon as the boy likes you back

finding absurd other girls lose their minds over men

not getting what's so special about certain men (ex. Leonardo DiCaprio)

you have never noticed him, but when other girls start to like him you start to crush on him, too

crushing on the guy that is liked by the girl you're super close with

believing that being attracted to men means simply finding them "nice"

choosing a boy as a crush just because someone asked you if you liked somebody or they pressured you

wishing you were a lesbian

believing you can't be a lesbian because you would've already known

believing you gotta have sex with your man just to show him you care for him, not because you enjoy it

basing your attraction for men on their personality only

finding boring future with a man

being scared of being a lesbian and asking yourself if you're one at the same time

having an intense friendship with a woman, especially if she's sapphic

always imagining yourself with a man in the future, knowing you'd rather be with a woman

thinking you'd be 100% with a woman in a world with no homophobia

changing a lot of labels, but never considering the lesbian one. you'd rather go directly for aroace

believing you're into men, but you don't care about making male friends or you have never found them interesting, not even in a platonic way

when a straight fantasy isn't making you horny, you change the story many and many times to try to turn you on on purpose to prove your heterosexuality/bisexuality

you go out with any man that likes you

you want men to want you, but when it works it makes you feel uncomfortable

getting into a straight relationship just for material convenience or to feel cool or not to let the world think you could be sapphic

wishing your boyfriend wasn't that into romantic stuff and sex

you get over men very fast

wishing for a relationship, not really for a boyfriend

wanting sex with men for validation

you need to be drunk or high to have hetero sex

wanting straight sex only if you're subdued

wanting to kiss a girl friend "to know how to kiss boys"

touching a girl by mistake and feeling weird after it (it could be simply an arm touch)

feeling awkward in a changing room

"if she were a boy, I'd be with her"/"if I were a boy, I'd be with her"

"if I were him, I'd never treat her like that"

being obsessed with queer culture as an "ally"

"everyone is a little bit gay"

everyone thinks you are

wanting to kiss a female friend as a sign of "big friendship"

some girls kiss each other to turn men on, so you take subconsciously this opportunity to kiss one because you actually desire to

kissing girls when you're drunk/high

you constantly find ways not to believe you're a lesbian

you find more sensible gay men's attraction than straight girl's attraction to men

not having "enough time for men and relationships"

if your friend uses other pronouns too, you use them a lot, more than the feminine ones to subconsciously bypass your attraction

treating bad out of nowhere the girl you were so attached to

every time you find a man funny you automatically think you're into him

you try to like men to feel more feminine (for trans girls)

joking many times about not being attracted to men or their genitals

btw if you're sure you don't like men in a sexual way, but you still don't know if you like them emotionally I recommend to research on limerence. that's how I realised I was a lesbian<3

I hope all of this helps you girlies. you're always valid♡

Queen chrysalis

Just wanted to come on here and say Jennifer Tilly was my gay awakening as a child watching bride of Chucky.

Don’t tell me I’m the only one

Obey me characters "gay" awakening but i involve my ships because you cant tell me no >:(

Ships - Dialuci, Mammon x Rinne x Niki (cross ship me and my friend love) Simlevi, MephisRaph, Solosatan, Barbeel

Note - This is them discovering they have attraction to the same gender, which is why "gay" is in quotation because they arent all like... Fully gay if that makes sense "they’re not gay aligned but have the realization of liking the same gender" <- my friend @booskiroo putting it into words for me

Lucifer - Diavolo

While yes, Michael played some part in his awakening it was mainly meeting Diavolo for the first time. When he laid eyes on him he almost fainted on the spot, and what was the thing that broke Lucifer? His chest. While yes hes seen mens chest before (Micheal and other angels) Diavolos chest just hit different. Literally. It took him days to recover from his first gay panic (he still hasn't recovered despite dating him for years)

Mammon - Rinne & Niki

Mammon was summoned by Rinne for good luck on his casino run. When he first saw him he just thought "damn what does this human want". Then after a while they bonded and he met Niki and thought "damn... Theyre both cute" then just accepted the fact he found them both cute, didnt dwell on it just accepted it (what do you expect from the avatar of greed of course hes gonna take what he can get)

Levi - Anime/Manga men & Simeon

At first Levi would absolutely squeal about anime men thinking that he just thought they were cool. Until he met Simeon for the first time, thats when the floodgates opened and he realized he also liked men. He tells simeon that it was mainly anime men and manga men but Simeon remembers clear as day the blushy face that Levi had when he first saw him but he wouldnt tell his boyfriend who was already embarrassed talking about this.

Satan - Men in cat videos & slightly Solomon

When Levi told Satan about cat videos he was having the best time. He was going at it for a while and when he took a sip of tea is when a muscular guy came onto the camera holding some cats. He immediately spit out his tea (like father like son) he just paused and looked at the guy for a good second and thought. "Damn hes hot and he likes cats??" He had moved on from that then he met Solomon, they had argued back and forth and that woke something in Satan he didnt care to admit that he foind attractive. Solomon now teases him about the fact he found Solomon fighting him hot.

Asmo - Who the hell knows

Nobody really knows, hell not even he knows his own awakening. He just knows that whenever anyone flirted with him of any gender, he flirted back. It started out more as a returning the favor then it just became him. But nobody knows his gay awakening and nobody ever will, because its hard to pinpoint

Beel - Barbatos

Barbatos but Mainly Barbatos's cooking. While yes he admits that Barbatos is a good looking demon hes not one for Just looks. He mainly wants to know if they can cook for him, and damn can Barbatos cook. When he tasted his food for the first time he was hooked, and since theyve gotten together Beel will always whisper "i love you" while Barbatos is cooking him food. Because of course "the way to beels heart is through his stomach"

Belphie - Humans

Lilith and him would go to different bars in the human world, and the amount of men that would go up to him was no joke. He loved it too, some men he would even go up to and talk to. Sure it wasnt much of an awakening but he knew he found men attractive after this.

Diavolo - He didnt

Diavolo never thought about it, nore was he really held to that standard. His own father checked out demons of all genders so he just thought it was normal. So when he met Lucifer it came so naturally to him. When he heard Lucifer had a process to liking men he was shocked. But he likes sleeping with Lucifer so he didnt say anything.

Barbatos - Beel

While Barbatos isnt one for romantic, sexual, or physical attraction he can admit when someone is good looking. While he did see Beel as good looking at first glance, he immediately took a double take. A strong, silent, shy type and he loves food? Oh did Barbatos immediately fall in love. And Barbatos understood why Lucifer loved to be held by Diavolo at night. If Barbatos even dared to get up while Beel was cuddling he would hear a grumble and feel Beels grip tighten. Made Barbatos realize even more that he definitely has a type and its the man that he absolutely adores.

Simeon - Romance novels & Levi

Before he started writing TSL he would occasionally read a romantic book whenever he had freetime. And the descriptions of the male characters always made him blush. He thought that would be it and moved on, until he saw Levis demon form, and similar to levi Simeon also immediately blushed upon seeing Levi but he was able to hide it better then his boyfriend.

Solomon - Satan

While originally he did hookup with Asmo every now and then to "test the waters" what really made him realize was when he saw Satan for the first time face stuck in a book. Laying on the couch while he was drinking tea also. He ran into the wall because he was staring at Satan so intensely and he was quickly made fun of for running full force into the door by Satan. He couldnt wait to get him back at all the teasing.

Mephistopheles - Diavolo/Similar to Diavolo

Similarly to Diavolo, he was never held to that standard. But when they started hanging out again (due to Diavolos stress of taking over devildom and having to handle everything alone for the first time) Mephistopheles was very taken a back from how attractive Diavolo became.

Raphael - Mephistopheles

He could admit when men were attractive, but when he came to RAD he knew he was straight. But that quickly changed when he saw Mephistopheles. When they hung out he wished Mephistopheles was a woman so he could ask him out. That changed when he got drunk and kisses him but thats a a story for another time.

Thirteen - Women

Just women in general. No specific woman, no specific date, just saw some women one day and went "yeah id date that" and moved on.

I didnt put to much thought into this, I just wanted to do this for shits and giggles.

Hearing people's gay awakenings is crazy to me cause a lot of people have a character that made them start to figure it out. I found out I was queer though Gacha Life YouTube videos. The things a drarry glmv could do to a bitch.

It feels weird that 5 years ago around this time I was first finding out I am queer. 2020 was crazy.

the deluxe album cover PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

#sabrinacarpenter#whydidthelordforgether#gayawaking#pleasepleaseplease

yes, yes they should, someone make fan of this rn please.

they should give raj a shirt that says “I went to camp Wawanakwa and all I got was a gay awakening”

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