I MISS THIS - Blog Posts
who remember this day
I always said the same thing
when asked about relationships
and the reason why I was never in one.
I said it so much it felt a bit rehearsed
but it was true.
I did not need anyone to be happy,
I did not need anyone to come
and step into my world
only to mess it up.
And for so long I kept that up
I let no one in for anything else
but a simple friendship because I knew
that if they left it would be okay
but you came one day and overtime
became that one person;
The one that I never wanted to let go of,
because things with you were great
you came
and became part of my happiness.
Now I am finding it hard to let you go
but I know I will be okay
because I have rehearsed a new line
and it goes a bit like this,
“I learned what love was and I will be okay”
because although I still leave your space
in our bed open as if you would lay there again
I know you won’t and maybe,
just maybe things were meant to be that way
because
I learned what love was
And for that I will forever thank you.
M.S.I
I Miss the Way You Made Me Feel.
i miss the feeling of your lips on mine
how delicately you kissed me
always making sure i was okay in between each one
i miss your breath on my skin
the goosebumps you caused
with something as simple as air
i miss how your hands felt on my body
tracing my outline
with the slightest of touch
never going too far
i miss how safe i felt when you held me
and the way you’d gently kiss my head
your arms holding me just tight enough
i miss your gentle eyes
how beautiful they were
i miss your smile
and how perfectly it sat on your face
especially the times when you would smile in between each kiss
i miss the way you looked at me
like i was the most beautiful being you’d ever seen
i miss how you’d point out each of my insecurities and tell me how much you loved them
telling me i was worth something
i miss how special you made me feel
and i miss so much more about what you did
but what’s most important is
i don’t miss you.