Idv Puppeteer - Blog Posts
No idea what to do for his eye so I kinda scribbled😭
PART 3 || Matty patty and Lily are completed
Every time I run out of things to draw the Matthias Monster in my head whispers to me. He tells me to draw Matthias.
Joker is forced to dress up as Sergei for a skit and Matthias is here for moral support ig (don’t ask why he’s at the circus I haven’t gotten to that part in my AU yet)
HAPPY EARLY VALENTINES DAY 💝
Stupid Weepythias doodles I’ll probably clean up later (I still don’t know how to draw hands so don’t look too hard)
"This is my brother Matthias and the puppet i made of him that drove him to comit arson and end up in an insane asylum :3"
Matthias, what was your first reaction to Louis? Did you immediately dislike him?
I think I just didn't figure out my feelings about him until after I realized the French language barely suited my mouth; I studied daily and nightly under various tutelage - including my Father's, but it was always.. inadequate.
Everyone was happy... Except for me. I.. struggled to make friends even when I'd lived in Prague, and what few friends I had made - I suddenly had to say goodbye to.
... Sometimes I find myself wondering if I would have been more fond of him if we'd never moved to Paris. If I could have been just as happy as this imposter.
Or if this really was the walking, talking nightmare by my parent's design - a reminder of my imperfections, or simply wishful thinking on their part.
I think it was the day I found a poster of him that I finally realized how I felt.
How I genuinely felt.
