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CHAOTIC RED!!!

Thank you Louie, you’re a wonderful person. Thank you for giving me this chance.

Chaotic Red...?

chaotic Red!

Yeeeey good job love you pretty 🥹💞

You guys are insane, a month ago it were 5k???? thank youu🥺🥺🖤

What would you say to people who are disappointed that they have been sorted into Hufflepuff? (x)

Ah yes, another disney princess that has my gay scrEAMiNG

best thing you could have ever said to me. like my dad always says. the only way to treat a cold is with contempt. I present: the only way to treat Sad Boi hours is with disdain

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a love letter to the chronically ill

I know it’s hard. It’s hard to watch your friends and family experience life as you were meant to. It’s hard to have to give up your passions because your body can no longer handle them. It’s hard to mourn a future you never had the opportunity to live. It’s hard to not be able to trust the one thing you’re stuck with, your own body. We are told to ‘look for the good’ or ‘find the positives’. I hate to say it but there are very few. Instead I look for the beauty. I look for the beauty in new device stickers with butterflies in them, in colourful fluffy socks for the handles of my crutches. I look for beauty in the quiet drips of transfusions and the gentle hum of life around the hospital. I look for beauty on the lanyards of my nurses and the laughter of others on my ward. The lives we live can suck, we aren’t dying but we aren’t given the chance to live. But, beauty exists all around us, if only we give ourselves a moment to truly look for it.

love,

a fellow spoonie who is very proud of you <3

hey love,

if you’re reading this, maybe your chest feels heavy again. maybe the old voices are getting louder.

so take a breath. come back to this:

you are not responsible for everyone’s healing.

you are not a failure when someone else is hurting.

you are not the reason your world cracked, you were just a child trying to hold it together with your bare hands.

it is safe now to let go.

you don’t have to earn your worth by saving others.

you don’t have to prove anything to deserve peace.

you are already doing the brave work by pausing, by feeling, by speaking kindly to yourself.

and i promise you, even if you forget these truths tomorrow, they will find their way back to you.

because they live inside you now.

you are not the pain you absorbed.

you are the love that stayed.

i’m proud of you.

i’m with you.

always.

— love, me

In case no one has told you today; I’m proud of you. You’re trying your best and that’s admirable. Your best always looks different from day to day. Maybe you got out of bed and brushed your hair one day, maybe you finished an essay another. I don’t know you, but I feel you. I’m happy that you’re here and I’m proud of you. Keep strong, my loves :)