When I was 17 made a pact to get married at 30 to this man as a silly little joke of a suicidal teenager but he brings it up every couple years and a few years ago I started undercutting him by making a pact for 29 and 28 to two different people. Anyway I turn 28 next month
Having a 30 minute lunch break that isn’t actually a break at all for my entire professional career has led to very strange eating habits. Every day I considering eating out of slow feeder bowl it’s just so insane to me when I finish full meals in sub 10
Back on goonblr for the time being while I’m restless and uninspired in every aspect of my existence but this isn’t doing anything for me like at all. This use to be fun and it’s just like not? Is this what being healed is like?
Going to therapy claiming sobriety because I don’t smoke or pop pills anymore. But if we did the necessary introspection we will find that my substance of choice is, and potentially has always been, internet attention I can turn off after I cum. Made a goon blog to feed the monster when healing got boring