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MORE SPOILERS FOR V'S AFTER ENDING
RAY/SAERAN IS ALIVE THANK GOD
My poor boy was scarred but alive and somehow saved by V, but my understanding is that V was in the hospital asleep when Ray was blown up?? So idk timeline wise what happened, but HE'S ALIVE
My baby boy ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
//////MYSTIC MESSENGER SPOILERS////////
V Route
TW for violence
AGHHGSHSJSJSJSJ RAY/SAERAN BLEW HIMSELF UP AND IM SAD ABOUT IT
707 NEVER EVEN FOUND OUT IT WAS HIS BROTHER, HE MAY NEVER GET THE CHANCE TO GRIEVE
BECAUSE V LIED TO HIM THAT HE DIDNT KNKW THE HACKER AND KEPT THAT LIE TO THE END
I have yet to finish V's route, reacting to the chatroom/visual novel part I just saw
V is such an interesting character and is so traumatized, I love him as a character, he is so complex, but in every route except his own, he is stupidly stubborn to the point of literally destroying himself/ joining his ex in cult land
GKGKSOSTGOSOGSPG I QUIT THIS GAME (when I finish V's route. And just for now since college classes are starting up again)
//////MYSTIC MESSENGER SPOILERS////////
V Route
TW for violence
AGHHGSHSJSJSJSJ RAY/SAERAN BLEW HIMSELF UP AND IM SAD ABOUT IT
707 NEVER EVEN FOUND OUT IT WAS HIS BROTHER, HE MAY NEVER GET THE CHANCE TO GRIEVE
BECAUSE V LIED TO HIM THAT HE DIDNT KNKW THE HACKER AND KEPT THAT LIE TO THE END
I have yet to finish V's route, reacting to the chatroom/visual novel part I just saw
V is such an interesting character and is so traumatized, I love him as a character, he is so complex, but in every route except his own, he is stupidly stubborn to the point of literally destroying himself/ joining his ex in cult land
GKGKSOSTGOSOGSPG I QUIT THIS GAME (when I finish V's route. And just for now since college classes are starting up again)
Does anyone need fic recs? This is just from 2024 BTW, that's how much fanfic I consume in a year. I got (mostly) MHA (seriously, i can recommend hundreds of MHA fics), JJK, HP, a few DCs, mostly DC x Danny Phantom or Spiderman, and some Mystic Messenger
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HOHOHO hi there darling, I saw that you write for mystic messanger and ahhh~ I'm so glad. That games got me in a LITTERAL chokehold the last few days I Litteraly can't focus on anything else beside it...haha anyways onto the request
I read your rules and everything so I think I'm good to go
I was thinking
Zen x reader first kiss maybe imagine or headcanons or whatever youre more comfy with
Anyways love you don't forget to eat and drink (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。
Zen x reader (gn) — First kiss.
Aww you’re so sweet, and I can do both since I don’t have anything else to do atm!! Also I didn’t know if you wanted it to be fem or masc reader so it’s gn! And I didn’t know if you meant reader/Zen’s first kiss or the first kiss in the relationship, so I just made it so it was the first kiss in the relationship, but if you meant smth else lmk and I’ll re-write it! Sorry that it’s a bit short, if you wanted it to be longer I could write more!
- I would think Zen wouldn’t be very shy about kissing you, even if it’s your first kiss (in the relationship..)
- I feel like the first thing Zen would do almost immediately after you officially got together—would be kissing you. But ofc he would wait until you’re ready to cause he loves you and don’t wanna make you uncomfy.
- Yk how he’s always flirty in his route? I feel like he would try to make it less.. obvious that he wanted to kiss you but still flirts with you to the point of HINTING that he wants to.
- If you don’t catch onto it, he wouldn’t hesitate to tell you straight, and would even tease you if you got flustered.
- But overall I feel like he’d be very patient and wouldn’t want to rush you if you wanted to wait until you felt the moment was right. <3
You and Zen were currently laying down on the grass, watching as the stars twinkled and shimmered, pointing at every odd shape some of them formed. He had invited on you on a picnic, in the place he would hide away to, he thought what better than to be there, no one to interrupt, just you and him with the crickets in the background.
It was nice, not having to worry about Zen’s fans following you both around and pestering you. It was also nice to not have the chaos of RFA, just the two of you. Nothing more than the sound of crickets chirping every now and then, and the slight breeze that rustled the grass. To Zen, it was perfect. Just laying with you, all alone with only the stars as your witness.
Zen turned to you, his gaze loving as he reached to caress your face.
“Hey?” You giggled, turning on your side so now you were face-to-face with him.
“Hey.” He smiled warmly at you, wrapping his arm around you and pulling you closer.
You two stayed there for a moment or two, maybe longer, but you didn’t know. All you knew is that you were laying there, safe and comfortable. The only light there was the small lamp Zen had brought, which perfectly illuminated your face. To him, you looked absolutely stunning, perfect in his eyes.
His gaze which was once set on your eyes, moved down to your soft lips. You two haven’t kissed once in the relationship, but he was just waiting for you to be ready.
While you were waiting for the perfect moment.
There was no rushing this pure night, holding each other so close, that it felt impossible to be even closer.
You turned your head slightly, gazing up at the stars and the moon. “The moon.. it looks beautiful, doesn’t it?” You asked with a smile, gazing back into his crimson eyes.
“Never as beautiful as you.” He teased, but he wasn’t smirking—he was genuinely smiling.
Your face flushed, and with a huff, you shifted your gaze back to the sky.
“Hey..” he cooed, grabbing your chin gently so you would look back at him “you know I love you, right?”
Right then and there, your heart fluttered, and it felt as if a million butterflies were swarming in a tornado-like way inside of your stomach.
“Yeah..” was what you managed to reply, then whispering a “..I love you too.”
He smiled at you once more, his gaze trailing back to your lips. Oh how badly he wanted to kiss you, and you noticed. You noticed how he looked at your lips for a moment too long before flickering back to your eyes, but you took it as he might be a bit sleepy, and thought nothing of it.
Zen wanted to get frustrated, he wanted to be closer to you, but he just couldn’t. He wanted to be patient with you, he didn’t want you to run from him because he was rushing or being too pushy. But he just couldn’t stop himself from asking.
“Can I kiss you?”
Your entire face flushed bright red, as your eyes darted back to his. “What?” you uttered, thinking maybe you heard him wrong.
But this only made him even more determined.
“I said,” he murmured, reaching to caress your face in his hands. His hands felt soft against your skin, as if they were meant to hold you. “Can I kiss you?”
“I..” you were too flustered to speak, heart pounding in your chest—so loudly you thought he might hear it. It wasn’t for a while that you finally managed to give a shy nod, and that’s all it took for Zen.
Zen quickly leaned in, eager to feel his lips against yours, impatient to kiss you. He smiled when you let out a surprised squeak, but returned his kiss after a few moments. He pulled away, slowly and reluctantly, he felt his heart swell at the sight of you.
Your cheeks were flushed, and you were breathing a bit heavily from how flustered you were. It wasn’t long before he leaned back in, and kissed you once again.
It was perfect, you and him, kissing under the moonlight with no fangirls in sight, and no one there to bother you. Just Zen and his lovely partner, kissing under the blanket of stars.
(A/N) : I got so excited when I saw something in my inbox more like when I got the notification and I wanted to say thank you sm for requesting this! It was really fun to write, and if you want me to fix anything just say the word and I’ll make any adjustments you want! Sorry for writing so much in an author’s note, it’s just this is the first ask I’ve gotten and I’m really happy about it. :)
Also it’s proofread! I made sure to double check for spelling errors and grammar mistakes, so if I missed something hopefully I didn’t lmk! Also lmk if you want me to change smth in it, but overall tysm for requesting this.