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@instaweatherpro #instaweather #instaweatherpro #weather #wx #newyork #nyc #newyork #day #spring #ny #holiday #fun #fastlife #verygoodtyrip #Love #Happytime #friends 🗽🗽🔆😎🇺🇸 (à 6th Avenue (Manhattan))
The train jostled him from one lonely moment to the next.
The train car was quiet. Just about everyone was a sleep or was falling into it. There was nothing outside the windows. Darkness and the occasional flicker of light. He was empty.
The open-ended feeling in his stomach was the pain of loneliness. He clutched his bag as if it would hold him back. Maybe if he squeezed hard enough the bag would absorb his sadness. Regrettably his efforts were no reciprocated.
How? How did he continually end up here? Close. Slam. Shut. The doors to love, companionship, affection, repeatedly shut in his face. Is it his karma? Is he unlovable? Is he simply unwanted?
The train doors are open. The air is warm, but not inviting. Where would it invite him to anyway? Further sadness? Deeper disappointment? Ugh, never mind.
The bed is soft. The darkness familiar. The loneliness his own. Lights out. Again.
(5.11.19)
Loneliness is a disease for which the only cure is love. Some of us are still sick, and looking to heal. 🖤
⚝ Are you two a couple?
// beomgyu x gender neutral reader,,
wherein yn and beomgyu when on a walk are interviewed by a nyc couples page,
,,Formatting this was a bit of a task but i hope you all like it!!
It was just another day in the bustling city, and yn and Beomgyu found solace in the routine of their shared walks. The cold air nipped at their noses, but the warmth of their clasped hands kept the winter chill at bay. As they strolled through the usually crowded streets, the city seemed to fade into the background, leaving just the two of them in their own little world.
Meetnyc²ouples: excuse me!..hello? [admin asks noticing a pair’s linked hands] are you two a couple?
Beomgyu: yeah? What [he asks skeptical, his hand never leaving yn’s]
Meetnyc²ouples: are you two a couple?
Beomgyu: yeah why? [he says getting a bit defensive]
Meetnyc²ouples: oh, would you mind telling the quick story of how you two met?
Beomgyu: oh wow! Of course! [he chimed suddenly all sunshine and rainbows then looked back at his partner silently seeking their approval]
Beomgyu: you go for it!
Yn: uh,, we met on a blind date actually, my friend and his friend decided to pit us together and it started from there, The first date was a disaster by the way, he planned to meet at a cheesecake factory?! I mean who does that- like what if I was lactose intolerant? [they comment jokingly]
Beomgyu: hey! I thought it was a very cute little date [Beomgyu pouts trying to pull his hand away]
Meetnyc²ouples: if your first date went a little off track, how’d you two end up together?
Beomgyu: oh yeah, we didn’t talk to each ither for a month after and by that time, our friends gave up on us but ,, it was my final year maybe? [he asks unsure, seeking help from his over]
Yn: yeah, he was in his final year and I was in junior maybe,, he needed a photographer for his thesis project and bugged me for two (2) weeks straight until I gave in, then using his thesis as an excuse, we started to hang out very often.
Beomgyu: also, we didn’t start dating until like what? I graduated? Yeah, and then I was the one who ultimately asked the big question. [he said accusing yn]
Yn: I was going to ask him but he beat me to it, I’ll make sure I’ll be the one to propose first (propose as in engagement in case it is difficult to understand!!) [yn muttered as Beomgyu got shy, crimson enveloping his cheeks and ears]
Yn: awh,, is my baby all shy? [yn coo-ed at their boyfriend who immediately hid away in yn’s embrace]
Meetnyc2ouples: how long have you two been dating?
Yn: eleven and..? [yn trailed off not sure, seeking help from beomgyu]
Beomgyu: and a half [he completes,, way more composed than before]
Yn: right! Eleven and a half, going strong!
Meetnyc²ouples: can I ask what is your favorite thing about each other?
Beomgyu: this is gonna sound real cliché but I think they just get me way better than anyone else I’ve ever met. I mean they truly feel like my soulmate, my best friend, life partner I mean- yeah,, I don’t know how I lived all these years without them honestly [beomgyu’s gaze is overflowing with love as he answers never looking away from yn, while yn looks away from him ears burning]
Yn: my favorite thing about Beomgyu would be his silly little text messages that I used to- and still receive, I think that laid the foundation for our relationship,, although I cant leave out the cheesy pickup lines he still uses.
Meetnyc²ouples: adorable,, what’s your favorite thing to do together?
Yn: probably exactly what you just saw us doing, since we both work and have tight schedules, we try to find time for each other and that, more often than not results in just us walking around the city, exploring new spots, new people,, uh, yeah, I just love the quality time.
Meetnyc²ouples: oh, and before we leave, what are your names?
Beomgyu: they're yn and im Beomgyu
,,I settled on c² because writing meetnyccouples would look kinda odd,, so using my big brain i squared it!! Hence the name meetnyc²ouples— thank you for coming to my Ted talk!
A yellow dress is a great distraction
Where is gene Kelly?
Another passer-by, on 6th Ave the other day. #drawing #painting #sumibrush #newyorkcity #nyc #greenwichvillage #westvillage #streetart #streetlife #art #portraits #faces #people #dorag #random #gowanus
Those shades... A man I saw walking up 6th Ave in the village. #portraits #people #faces #illustration #characterdevelopment #art #painting #drawing #newyork #greenwichvillage #nyc #streetart #streetlife #borat #alig #beardfarmer #ipod #hipster #sumibrush #ink #westvillage #ifctheater
This commercial poster ended up being killed before making it to NYC's bus stops as planned. I'm still really happy with how it turned out. So here it is!
new york city/newark airport landscapes
ESOTERIC DUMPSTER VOL. 1 ISSUE # 2: SECOND SNOW
This week, I am going on a school trip to New York City. It will be my second time on a plane in my life and my second time seeing snow since West Virginia. It will also be the longest time I have spent away from home, and the farthest, save for the hot and hellish California trip of sophomore year.
My half-sister was getting married then, and already I have four nephews between her and my other two half-siblings. I remember being in line for the bathroom at the warmly lit and wine-fueled reception, standing with the groom while my sister was in the bathroom. I asked what was in his vape and he said "Tobacco." and offered me a hit. I had never taken anything before, mild or hard. In that moment, I grew up.
I was one of the big kids, a peer, and it felt good. The dry heat felt good. Leaning against a table, talking about the closet with a new cousin who emerged from the woodwork felt good. For a few minutes, everything felt good. My sister turned The Smiths on for me and made me dance. I was awkward, but it felt good.
I am constantly hit hard in the face by the fact that I will never be like them, my half-siblings. Never as old, never as straight. Eyes not dark enough. Haven't been hurt enough. They had it harder than I did growing up, and I am grateful that they tamed my father before I had to be alive under his roof.
They lived first so I didn't have to wonder whether I would flounder and drown in my adulthood because everyone does. I remember, when I observe their lives that success is simply happiness. They are very successful now.
Jumping forward in my Time-Traveling Dumpster to the present day, I am nervous for the trip. Anxious that my friends will see me tear up in front of Caravaggio's "Musicians" or when I see my dad in Central Park for a moment, and he asks me what he did wrong, and tells me that he loves me, even though my art teacher knows more of my life than he ever did.
A friend told me recently that getting over people is forgiveness. His mother left his family and died two years later in a car crash on a stretched Nevada highway. He seemed genuine, but he could have just been high.
I don't have much else to say, so here are some recent photos of the town, with more from New York en route to my digital camera come Thursday.
Until then!
SONGS: “Girl” by the queen of lyricism Tori Amos
and “Alabama Song (Whiskey Bar)” covered by creep geniuses The Doors
Hope you all have a wonderful day filled with Love,Peace, Joya and happiness 🌹🌹🌹🌹💝happy Valentines Day! #mynewyork #valentineday #valentines #Loveday #bekindtooneanother #bekindalways #Sidewalk #NYC #armyoflove #letsallunite #readyforthebattle #whatthiscountryneeds #mynewyorklife (at Hudson Yards New York)
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