schools hitting me with bricks! Jezz! Like really? 3rd day back and we're doing the fucking pacer!? Nuh uh! I don't think so! What do you all normally get? Bc I always get 11 or lower.... not even passing for a D.... yeah.... I have really bad physical health. I'm not fat tho I'm kinda like in the middle. Though I don't like that either I wish I was skinny like every other girl at my school. But also my mom says they have not ass or chest sooooooo.... I dunno how to feel about that. I also really hate my face. My mom says I have a baby face but I dunno. Are Boys into that? I've been called cute by boys before (like the fucking 1st day of MS) but I felt like that was a joke because all the boys are wannabe gangsters. Still I care too much about what other people think but that's just the way I grew up till now. Also my mom said I have abandonedment issues 💀 like... HUH!? I dunno how to feel about that. I asked why she thought that and she said "because you miss your friends too much (an unhealthy amount 🥰)" she also mentioned the fact of past friends before the ones I have now and the whole reason I don't have them as friends anymore. Honestly I think I grew up with a bunch of really bad friends, still I blame myself for being the reason they left. Okay I've gotta stop rn! It's 5:51 in the morning!! I've gotta "wake up" soon to go to school!! Okay bye! Love you all! (In a healthy way!) <3