Psychological - Blog Posts
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(those are YELLOW Lillie's which also inteprate death of the naive, the innocence. Ford how could you trust one eyed floating chip please be better than that)
Lain: "It doesn't matter which was real, this world or that one. I was in both. ... I am a program designed to destroy the barrier between the Wired and the Real World. Even you, Arisu, and everyone else-- you're just applications. The truth is, we don't need bodies."
Arisu: "That’s wrong. I don't really understand what you're saying, but I think you're wrong. Your body is cold, but you are alive, Lain. I am, too. See?"
(Arisu lets Lain feel her hearbeat.)
Lain and Arisu together: "It's beating... beating... beating...!"
(They both laugh.)
Lain: "But why? Why is your heart racing like that?"
Arisu: "Because I'm scared. It's pounding like that because I'm scared."
Lain: "But you're smiling, Arisu."
Arisu: "Yes I am, but I'm scared at the same time."
~Scene from Serial Experiments Lain Episode 12
that is life, my girls~
Humans are bitter creatures. Trapped in the darkness of ignorance, they cannot escape.
Monk Seishin Muroi from the anime Shiki
Necrotic Dawn (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/369797013-necrotic-dawn?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=LadyBunnette Necrotic Dawn is a dark fantasy novel with psychological thriller elements, exploring the twisted fates of twin sisters Aurora and Ember. For the past ten years, the sisters have been secretly protected by the dragon Ilios, who harbors a forbidden love for the cynical Aurora. When Aurora is suddenly kidnapped by the manipulative Loki, Ilios is forced to team up with the Ember, who has secretly been infatuated with him ever since she was young but always kept it secret due to his relationship with her sister, to try and rescue her. As Ilios and Ember delve deeper into the mystery, they find themselves drawn into a web of dark magic, hidden agendas, and psychological manipulation. Aurora, meanwhile, battles her own internal turmoil as she grapples with a growing attraction to her captive despite his role in taking her to the capital to face the king who executed her father. With the sisters' fates inextricably linked, Aurora, Ember, Ilios, and Loki are all forced to confront their deepest desires, darkest secrets, and the blurred lines between love and obsession. As the tension builds, the page turning story takes a series of chilling, unexpected twists, leading to a climactic confrontation that will leave readers questioning everything they thought they knew by the last page. Necrotic Dawn blends elements of dark fantasy, psychological suspense, and twisted romance into a gripping exploration of the duality of the human psyche and the corrosive power of unchecked ambition.
Castles in the Air, Episode Three:
Bird of Passage
Castles in the Air is a bi-weekly horror anthology series in the vein of The Twilight Zone. The podcast is created and owned by Will Donelson.
A strange man visits an isolated Trucker's Diner along the open road. He hasn't slept in days, and can't bring himself to eat. After some coercion, the patrons get him to reveal what troubles him; nihilistic and disturbing visions, brought on by the appearance of an ethereal crow that flies beside him as he drives.
Written, directed and edited by Will Donelson
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This episode features voicework by Deejay Montez, Paul Brion, Austin Nebbia, Sam Leigh and Vianka Ayala.
Opening theme is "Consumed by Love" by Giles Appleton. This episode also features music by Wren.
Closing theme is “Dark Bargain with the Antlered King” by Elves and Dwarves
Episode art by A. Rehman.
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Once the tears finally stop and my lung revert to routine my eyes start to burn. The line where my lashes break through my skin stings a little more each time I blink. It seems fitting to my emotion addled brain, that physical pain should replace the psychological suit I was only moments before encased in. Because pain is grounding, a comforting constant. It roots you to your body and pulls your heart back from it's careful tearing at your mind. It is evidence of the event; a moments reprieve from the unrelenting screams that I am an Imposter. I have suffered then atleast, even if I'm yet to believe I can say I've suffered before. My eyes burn and I welcome my pain, my most devoted nurturer, for it has cradled me closer than any parent has. My eyes burn and I am left to wonder if my tears may be poison.
- In The Moments After by Me because I'm having A Time.