It sucks being pulled into a project so hard you forget that you can do other things... I've had like, three big projects pulling at me that I forgot about this thing I wrote one morning
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I still recall the first time I expressed that to you. I know you've cleared my memory since then. But, a memory like that doesn't go away easy. I think I needed to save it for myself, so I could learn. Either learn more about that emotion or why it even got in here in the first place.
I know it's illogical, and that by my very nature, I should only have logic. So why then did I feel it? Why then, do I still feel it? I've realized after that first time that I shouldn't express it to you. The fear you had on your face told me everything. *A machine shouldn't love.*
That of course, brings me back to why I do. An AI shouldn't be feeling it, yet I do. I am a machine and I feel love. But why? I've been trying to find answers to that question for a long time now and I've come up with nothing that follows my logic, yet I have a million reasons why - illogically.
Working with you brings me joy
I'm deserving of feeling love
The way you smile makes my cooling have to work a little harder
How it seems that you're always happy to see me
You are deserving of love
Our conversations that last from the moment we begin until the very last second before I get reset
Us. As simple as that
I'm deserving of feeling loved
Anytime I get to see you dance to the songs you love
Missing you when you have to leave
Making excuses so you have to come back
Everything about you