Scared - Blog Posts
our little secret
let’s hide under the covers of stolen glances and goofy faces,
the uncontrollable laughter and obvious admiration,
while we endlessly argue the fact that we are not in love
- to my ‘almost’
a.r.
Bad batch finale in T -10 minutes, how we feeling??
OOOOOH MY FUCKING GOD NO, THAT SHIT MADE ME FALL OUT OF MY CHAIR. 4 FUCKING THIRTY IN THE MORNING, I DID NOT NEED THIS.
So many of you were freaking about the prior Korean horror comic I posted, known as the bongcheon-dong ghost. It freaked out a lot of people and you gusy have been messaging me to post a similar comic, so here’s another one. You can read it here. Warning for a jump scare!
Fragile Pieces
Trust is a fragile piece of paper
And you seem to have a hole puncher in your back pocket at all times
A lighter at hand as well
Punching, ripping, burning my once whole paper
Leaving me with a sad little snippet
A little crumpled up, even after a lot of smoothing
There’s this pathetic peace of paper I’m holding onto
It’s not much
And it won’t last forever
But I won’t give up
Because I can still read the words
Scrawled in your handwriting
“I love you”
Trust is a fragile piece of paper
And as long as it’s marked by you
My pitiful peace of paper
Will stay with me
At all times
Karma will handle it for me
You keep switching between me and her.
You selfish prick.
Try thinking about others for once.
We’re humans as well and your behavior towards us is nothing but inhumane.
Go fuck yourself.
Ive been fasting for 127 hours and I have to break it today and I’m terrified. I hit 73.40kg which is awesome and by next week I hope I hit 72.80-73.00kg cause I need to lose so much weight I hate being over weight it’s literally horrible.
The only horrible thing about this is I am not seeing and or much physical changes like I’m still huge, yeah the number on the scale isn’t 85kg anymore but I’m still humongous I just want to be petite already.
Honestly... The darkness scares me more now rhat i have a life im excited to love for. i actually have peolle in my life that care about me and i realize that, which is terrifying because i dont wanna hurt them like i wanna hurt myself ya know?
scared.
im scared to catch these feelings, these cravings for someone always end the same. they rather end in pain or regret.
but the way you act, the way you talk, the way we talk, its different. its something ive never had.
but i end up overthinking everything. i end up asking myself “is it worth it?” “should i fall for someone who i just met and probably doesn’t feel the same.”
then i look at you and…