Thank you guys so much!!!
This is the first time that tumblr notificate me this way, and it's only 10 in the morning for me, like whaaaaaat?
At first I was kinda giving up on this whole tumblr thing, if you had read my first post (If you haven't, don't it was made 2 years ago I was still a stupid kid back then) you'll know that I have a blog before this that I deleted by accident.
That blog has like 6 followers, and they're all real people.
But after I quickly made a new blog with the same URL, I thought things will be the same, but it isn't.
I was getting more likes and followers, but most of them are porn bots.
I do check out every single people who follow me or give me a like's blog. It used to be really exciting when I get to wake up and see a notification.
But after the porn bots I'd became really demotivated thinking that the only people that will ever see my art or massage me are porn bots. Like, I know I act gay, but stop showing me your huge breasts, I'm into flat chest girls.
But resently I've been getting a lot more notes then I used to get, and they're not porn bots, they're real, they're you guys.
You guys's support really means the world to me, I used to only post when I'm eather sleep deprive, having a head ache or life has fried my brain cells and I just want a bus to run me over or something. In a way this blog makes me feel like I have a purpose in life, I am actually doing something with my life. This is the first time in a long time that when I think of this blog I don't think about porn bots and all the lude photos that I've seen, it feels great.
Sorry this kinda turnes into a vent post, I guess I just have a lot in me, I've never talk to anyone about the porn bots and how much it upsets me.
Again thank you @yuyugarrix @bisexuallysymmetrical @etonita0 @its-me-todoroni @that-one-hybrid @the-random-whisperer @blue8cat @howdoicreateusernamesagain @confidentwandering @gluttoncanart @batfan557 and the others that I don't want to bother, for your support.
Oh and I am reaching 30 followers, maybe I'll do something for it.