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I wish...

Who are you?

I knew you once,

But now you’ve changed so much.

I loved you once,

But now all I can see is flaws.

You look like someone I should know,

But your so different now.

You were once my reflection,

But now your a stranger.

I don’t feel like I’m living anymore,

Just watching from the sidelines.

No longer participating in my own life,

Just playing a game.

Make the right choices,

Move forward, and complete the day.

What happened to the old me?

The one that loved life?

The one who was happy?

The one who wasn’t a lie,

The one before everything.

Now I am different person,

Pretending to be the same.

Acting the same,

Sounding the same,

So they won’t notice.

You were once my reflection,

But now I can’t even recognize who you are.

I’ve lost you in the chaos,

I wish I could find you.

I wish I could love you.

I wish I didn’t have to lie anymore.

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This was just something I wrote quickly. I’ve been feeling pretty down for they past few months? Years? It’s been so long I don’t really know anymore. Anyway, I thought I’d just share it.

- Angel😇

I just realized that my most productive moment during quarantine was when I made a steam punk, plague doctor mask.

Which moment during quarantine do you think was your most productive?