Subaru Sakamaki - Blog Posts
She IS more hilarious now !!!!!
I love Yui so much 💕
My girl deserves better...
SHE IS HILARIOUS 😎👍💞
this is so subaru and yui coded !!!
Kanna’s First Christmas Part 3
The squad ran to Kanna’s house to tell her family what they found out, and the squad made a plan… it’s up to the sakamakis if they want in on their plan
Kanna’s First Christmas Part 2
Kanna has told not even a few of the stories of her holidays… no need to spend money on a child that’s not yours right? It’s tough for a kid to be told that their entire life.
Robby is a little sweetheart 💕😭🥹
Kanna’s first Christmas Part 1
I might make this into a little mini series…
Seriously tho, was I the only one as a kid who was absolutely shocked and couldn’t believe that not every kid in the world got presents on Christmas Day? I found it absolutely blasphemous!
Kanna Origins: Part 10 - Final
And we have finally come to an end, our edgy tsundere has quickly become Kanna’s favorite uncle and this is when she started following him around. (Of course he would eventually explain to her why it’s not good to bleed in this house) but this is unfortunately the end of the Kanna origins so now I can FINALLY work on other things including other comics! It’s been three thousand years! 😂😅
Thank you all so so much for your support and your feedback! And thanks for sticking with me throughout this whole thing
We are coming to the end of Kanna’s origins story. Then we will get into the shenanigans of her life growing up. I just want to thank you all so much for your support and positive feedback, I honestly did not think that this series would take off the way it did to the point that I’m actually getting people excited, interested, and asking about my character and I’m so excited to continue to work on Kanna and her story!
I know kanna is half vampire but have/will the brothers try drink her blood?
Absolutely not! They’re messed up in the head, but they would never hurt a child that’s related to them.
Is kanna half vampire or just Human? I'm curious since Kanat is a vampire and her mother was human TvT
Yes she’s half vampire. I thought I had made that explanation clear enough in the comic, sorry 😅
That’s one of the main reasons that Kanna’s mother died during childbirth. The whole pregnancy was rough for her, because here’s how things work in my little comic au I have going on.
You see…
Not to mention; Vampire pregnancy would ten times more hell then a regular human pregnancy. And when trying to turn an extremely vulnerable pregnant woman- who’s body is currently changing to accommodate the tiny life inside of it- that’s especially risky, as you can risk losing not only the baby, but the mother as well. So really it’s a very risky gamble. Only 3% of the human population have been known to survive all the way through, that is with their lives AND the baby’s.
Kanna Origins part 9
Yui gives brief introductions of the family. And after a long and emotional rollercoaster of a day; Kanna turns to one of the few only things that helps her clear her head.
(I actually looked up the music sheet to write the music notes of the song that she’s playing, so let’s see if we have an musical geniuses in the audience to see if they can guess what she’s playing!)
Will kanato ever get along with kanna? 😭 I feel so bad for the poor bean
Ideally I would think so, Kanato is one of the harder characters for me to write, due to his unpredictable nature and how unhinged he can be.
But luckily for me, I have some friends who have good grasps on his character like; @diabolik-boys and @dialovers-lover-xoxo to help me with getting an idea about Kanato’s reaction and character.
Now that Kanato has been confirmed to be a father, he’s most likely gonna beg Reiji for help, given that he has no clue to what he’s doing. I’m not even sure if he would remember Kanna’s mother or not, because while he’s no stranger to sleeping around, he’s also very careful with who he does it with. But he also doesn’t like children. But because Kanna’s his daughter he sees her more like one of his possessions and as we know, Kanato is very possessive and doesn’t like to share. And I don’t think Kanna would like his dolls either
I’m sure that everyone will be shocked at how soft spoken, shy, and kind Kanna is though, which is almost the opposite of her family. But remember; this is only the beginning of Kanna’s story. So Kanato isn’t gonna be outright thrilled at having a daughter. Especially since after her origin story he and the rest of his brothers are wondering why their father would even bother having them take care of his granddaughter in the first place, and not just leaving her with the humans. It’s having all of them on edge about what he’s scheming… But that’s a comic for another time.
I’ll be honest I already have some comic ideas about the two of them already bonded, but I still need to think about them actually doing things together. But yes, I do think it’s safe to say that Kanna will catch a break and become happier than ever over time. But given that she’s not past her first few months yet, it will give everyone the time they need to adjust to having a child in the mansion
So in short term; yes they will have a somewhat good father daughter relationship
⚠️TW: Implied child abuse⚠️
Kanna Origins: Part 8
⚠️TW! Flashbacks of child abuse & PTSD⚠️
Kanna Origins: Part 6
Uncle Reiji has a chat with Kanato, and Kanna learns something about her father; he doesn’t care too much for children…
Kanna Origins Part 5
Kanna finds out about her heritage, and why her Mother died in the first place
Kanna Origins Part 4
Sorry this one took longer than the others, but college assignments have been hectic, and on top of that I’ve been suffering from writers block… But Here It Is!!!
I’m having trouble with something… I want Kanna’s birthday to be in spring or in winter and she’s most likely a pisces or a cancer, but I don’t know what month or day to make her birthday, and it’s something that’s been bugging me for a while…
Any other astrology nerds that can help me out? 😅
Ha… Ha… Ha…
Kanna found a strange phone ringing in the old sakamaki attic, and on the other line… she’s found a new friend… maybe…
If Kanato raised Kanna… That would’ve been Latio’s last day on earth 😂
Kanna took a deep breath, pulling Piggy in front of her, looking into his brown button eyes. “Wish me luck Piggy,” she said. She walked up to her father, Kanato. “Hi Daddy!” She said, smiling, “Um… I-“ she fidgeted with the worn pig plush in her arms. “Uh-um… I know you don’t like being here… but I was wondering if we could dance together? Like one father-daughter dance in one of my books?” She asked. Her scar tingled, as it always did when she was too excited, or nervous.
You are cordially invited to The Rapture Ball...
(RULES FOR THIS ROLEPLAY EVENT: Please reblog this post, and respond by speaking to the boy you wish to speak to! If you wish to speak to multiple boys, feel free~! Much love. - Admin Azusa)
A letter arrives at your doorstep. You are cordially invited to "The Rapture Ball". Please dress your best, as your special date has asked for your hand at the ball specifically… You know just who that is.
The Rapture Ball will host guests from all around the world, from small towns to rich districts. There will be plenty of concessions and lots of music.
It's time to impress. Your date will be waiting. You know he doesn't want to be disappointed. You only have a week to prepare, after all.
If you are looking for love, then 12 suitors will be waiting for you. All princes with some… underlying secrets. Could you handle them if they told you? You have your options open. The King of the Underworld will be watching. It's best to be on good behavior.
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"There is nothing interesting here for me. I would much rather sleep. If you honestly need something from me, then be quick. I don't want to be bothered for very long. If you want to dance with me, I really don't feel like it. You will have to really convince me to even want to stand up."
"I have outdone myself this time with my preparations. Are you enjoying yourself? I am sure my father will be around soon. It is best for you to be on your best behavior. Please be sure to enjoy yourself today."
"Heh~! Reiji might have forced me to tie my tie tonight, but I'm having a blast! There's plenty of hotties here tonight! Say, what're ya' doin' here, huh? Ya' wanna dance with Ore-sama!? C'mon, I ain't gonna sit here and look pretty all night for nothin' ya' know!"
"I do not want to be here. Reiji has forced me downstairs and I am not enjoying myself at all. Even if there are sweets here, I am miserable. Does it look like I'm having a good time? What do you want from me anyways?"
"Oh~? Don't you look just devine~? Say, would you like to dance with me~? I would love to dance with you, darling~... Ne, would it be okay if my hands rest... here~? Here, let me pull you closer~"
"I hate these types of events... God, why did a ball of all things have t' happen? It disturbed my sleep... Reiji got me up and threw me out of my coffin. Now I'm just irritated. Did ya' want somethin' from me?"
"Well, it's been very nice to be invited to this ball. My brothers seem to really be enjoying themselves. I am a bit worried about Azusa, but he seems to be alright by himself. How are you faring? Would you care for a dance?"
"Well, well~... Don't you look dashing. Would you like to dance~? I'm feeling a bit lonely... I need someone to dance with~! Afterwards we could try almost everything to eat! As long as we eat a little bit at a time, I'm sure we could!"
"I can't believe Ruki forced me to wear a suit. I would've been fine in just a dress shirt. Whatever. Wh-What're ya' starin' at me like that for, huh? Do ya' have somethin' to say to me? Huh? A dance? I mean... Sure, if ya' want..."
"I feel a bit nervous with so many people... being here... But I am trying to... have fun... My brothers seem to be having... a lot of fun... dancing with people so... Um... Would you maybe like... to dance with me...?"
(RULES FOR THIS ROLEPLAY EVENT: Please reblog this post, and respond by speaking to the boy you wish to speak to! If you wish to speak to multiple boys, feel free~! Much love. - Admin Azusa)
(This event will be held for one week. The last day for this event will be 5/13.)
Hoo! Finally done! I love how this looks!
Thank you all so much! I didn’t imagine that I had already reached 100 posts so soon, but I’m so happy you all loved my drawings and stories!
Kanna made some friends today 😊
I had a lot of fun making this little comic. And for those of you that have been following me for a while; if you’re curious;
Yes those are the guys from my post about the squad
Nap time;
I headcannon that Kanna likes to use uncle Shu as a pillow sometimes
Shoutout to @dialovers-lover-xoxo for helping me with Kanna’s outfits and my art block 😅😂
Bonus:
I’ve recently reread my favorite book Coraline, and it made me think of the movie version as well. So before I go poof for a week, (because my family and I are going to the beach for a week 🏖) I made a drawing of Kanna and Coraline with the Beldam in the background. It also reminded me of what the ghost children said about how the Beldam preys on lonely unhappy children. And if there was anyone that would be the perfect prey for the Beldam… it would be Kanna
Actually now that I think about it… I wonder what Kanna’s other family would be like.
Looks like Kanna got into Yuma’s Garden… Again.
Kanna Sakamaki
Age: 8
Father: Kanato Sakamaki
Mother: An escaped sacrificial bride
⚠️Trigger warning: mentions of trauma and abuse⚠️
The pig was handmade by her mother before she was born. If you touch it, she will most likely murder you.
Has telekinesis. Although after her last Psychic tantrum, she keeps most of her emotions bottled up.
Has over sensitive hearing, but also super hearing. She has to take medication for headaches daily
Her mother didn’t survive childbirth, and Kanato had no idea of her existence
Has been in 42 foster homes and been abused both sexually, mentally and physically.
She likes uncle Subaru the best, in her opinion he’s one of the nicer ones.
She still has a scar on her body and eye from her last foster home
Her grandfather learned about her and took her out of the system. Afterwards he dropped her off with his sons so Kanna could meet her father.
Unlike her family, she’s not sadistic or cold hearted. She loves animals, and is a very sweet and considerate girl.
When Kanato has his temper tantrums- or when there is any yelling in the house at all- she hides under beds or under tables, thinking she’s going to be hurt like in her past homes
At first she’s really scared of her dad, with the way he acts and often hides from him when he clearly expresses that he does not like children. But after a while she really does love him and wants him to love her in return… but she doesn’t know how.
Calls Yui “Aunty”
Is easily bribed with sweets and sweet fruit 🍎
She stumbles into the Mukami’s garden, and quickly grows fond of Yuuma, to the point where she follows him around like a baby duck following its mother
Started the new year on the wrong foot by watching DIABOLIK LOVERS;
Is it wrong to call it my guilty pleasure, mostly the anime; the game is 😱😨😨😨😳🫢🫢
So naturally here's a rating of the boys; DISCLAIMER---- I KNOW they are terrible and would never be hot irl but this is fiction and we love mentally ill mfs in this house. I do not condone violence and assault. And I don't think this is a good representation of bdsm community. It is a work of fiction that should be taken as such.
1. Shu Sakamaki: babygirl
10/10
When I first saw him, he was already my fav. Lowkey the best choice despite his actions, he's the least likely to harm you, cuz he will just ignore you. And man is PRETTY. He looks like a prince okay? If he calls me a perv and a slut, I will just accept it cuz I am FOR HIM. (I am just gone, bye bye my long lost sanity). He was okay in HDB, but in Dark Fate, with the cat, I am sorry, I can't take it 💓💓💓💓. Shu takes first place mostly cuz this is an Otome game and I find him the most attractive, but this also might be cuz he is more laid back and older, which makes me feel more interested in him. His backstory makes sense of why he is so distant, if my brother killed my best friend and HIS ENTIRE VILLAGE I would stop giving a fuck too. Also while we are at it, Fuck Reji, Shu did nothing wrong 😡😡😡🤬🤬🤬. If he is a red flag, I am colorblind.
2. Subaru Sakamaki: baby tsundere
9/10
I have a history with loving tsunderes the most, so naturally his whole "....I lik---fuck off" made me giggling and kicking my feet. But not for long, his violent behaviour actually fucking scared me (all of their behaviour ofc) but the fact he is a walking rage ball doesn't help his case. BUT he is definitely the least perverted out of all of them (Shu isn't, he is on level with Laito when it comes to it). He blushes from the start of the game, he warns you multiple times not to get close and leave. And when he says "I love you" I believe it okay. Cuz I think he does truly love Yui. He doesn't make fun of her looks, he likes hugging her and while violent at the start, by Dark Fate, he is just a big old softie. I don't think any of the Sakamaki's love Yui as much as he does. I just want to give him a hug okay? I feel so bad for him at times. Fucking Karlheinz, fuck him. When he kissed Yui while she was sleeping ahhhh, he also apologize to her, asked for consent, as well as felt embarrassed when he saw her in a bath. Him and Yui also bicker like an old married couple and she doesn't hold back when it comes to him. I dock points at his wall breaking 😭😭😭 and the fact he feels a bit too young for me now (I don't like younger guys sorry).
3. Ayato Sakamaki: dumb jock energy
7/10
I didn't like him at first, his whole "yours truly" drove me insane but he kinda grew on me. Mostly cuz of the fanarts and stuff. I didn't think I'd give him this much credit but I had to. He's the main guy after all. With marrying Yui in all good endings and just generally being the one who wants to claim her the most (all of them do but I think ayato especially hates seeing her with anyone). He gives off massive jock energy, and his "pancake" made me mad at first but that became funny (I should not be laughing at the scene where Yui was reading his magazines but I did 😭😭😭). Now he is SUPER aggressive with Yui, my girl never deserved any of this, at times he really gets on my nerves cuz he is so contradictory. Like if you want her just say it, throwing her in the pool and then rescuing her??? Bitch, you are stupid. But his whole stupid behaviour feels charming to me, I love dumb guys they are funny as hell unintentionally. Cordelia can rot in hell, that's all. To me, the best looking and the best choice out of the triplets. I understand why him and Yui are the best Dialovers ship cuz I get the memo.
4. Laito Sakamaki: hear me out---call cops
4/10
Dumbass fedora wearing little----
I thought he would be lower in the list when I first saw him. But...he's kinda funny to me. Idc but his whole "bitch-chan" made me laugh so much. Maybe I was just looking for the bare minimum to like any of these guys, cuz I think Laito doesn't suck as much as I expected. Would I run from him? Yeah. Everything he does is overtly perverted and sexual. But there is a reason behind all this. Cordelia really DID HIM BAD. She fucking groomed him, I understand why he went all crazy in the head. HIS MOTHER...IM SORRY I CAN'T TAKE IT. While I don't like his route and in terms of the romance aspect I don't want him. But he gives SO many funny moments and is just such a goldmine in memes that I can't help but like him. Also being a thigh guy, huge respect. I definitely don't hate him, unexpectedly, he can become one of my "hear me out---". If he didn't fucking assualt Yui so many times, I might have put him above Ayato.
5. Kanato Sakamaki: Demon child
2/10
He looks mentally ill. He actually looks like a malnourished victorian boy. He looks possessed. And I DON'T LIKE HIM.
My feelings towards Kanato are so complicated. Like I do find him funny at times but he usually makes me roll my eyes. In terms of the romance aspect, just no, no, NO. Even my 14 year old self wouldn't like him, he looks like a CHILD. There's nothing attractive in him, the other boys have something, Kanato is just a demon child. And his teddy, I want to burn that teddy just cuz it makes Kanato even more annoying when he's talking to it. Did you not take your pills Kanato? Why are you the way you are. Ofc it's all his deadbeat dad and especially his bitch of a mother's fault. She had affairs in front of this little boy, no wonder he is so ill. He's definitely the most unhinged of the brothers, even they find him scary at times. He would just kill you for funsies. He would. I don't hate him but I don't like him either.
6. Reiji Sakamaki: Bleh Bleh Bleh
1/10
I am sorry I can't take this man seriously. Everything he says and does makes me go "ughhhhhhh" so bad. When he got mad at Shu for leaving their weekly dinners, aura point loss, loser behaviour. The only reason I gave him 1 point is cuz he's hot...sometimes. I generally love glasses guys but no Reiji just gets on nerves each time he opens his fucking mouth and says smtg on the lines of "um....akschully 🤓"
Fuck you. Fuck Reiji. His entire backstory is just being jealous of Shu. And then he spends his entire life trying to get on Shu's nerves and the fact Shu doesn't give a fuck drives Reiji even more. When he killed his mother and wanted to revive her just to kill her in a satisfying manner...bro... 😭. His relationship with Yui sucks, his little tea parties suck, he just sucks. I know Reiji has his fans, but I am a hater. With Kanato I don't like him romantically but with Reiji I don't like him at all. And when he spanks Yui and is like "don't drink her blood assholes" and then does the SAME thing. He actually made me mad. I was ready for whatever came my way when I got into this but Reiji is so annoying that I would take fucking Latio over him. All of this rage just cuz his mom didn't listen to his poem or whatever. I am sorry you are parentless Reiji, I just cannot care less about you 🍵.
And....
I love you Yui. Such an adorable girl. I feel so bad for her the entire time. She deserves so much.
Top 3 ships ranking:
1. Ayato x Yui
2. Subaru x Yui
3. Shu x Yui
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Shu: (freezing) it's kinda cold
Yuma: here take my jacket
Shu: I love you
Yuma: god we are such the... perfect couple (looks at Subaru)
Kou: I'm cold too
Subaru: well damn kou I can't control the weather