Why Do I Procrastinate So Much - Blog Posts
Soo, I got bored and decided to take this test to see who I ended up with. First I got my boi, Konner Kent! (Wasn't it spelled conner??) I love this child so much! He is just so relaxed and jokes around a lot. Don't think I would date him, but we would be great friends.
I tried again to see if anyone else would be suitable for me. And I got JASON TODD. This 6 foot tall motherf*cker with a body that was chiseled by the Gods. I swear he can crush me with his thighs and I would say 'Thank you'. This man would be a literary genius and have cooking skills that would rival Gordon Ramsay's.
Compared to my potato lookin' butt who can burn microwavable popcorn. I feel like he would just date me in fear of me getting food poisoning, instead of actually liking me. 👍
I finally did it.
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I've only been to therapy twice so far and both times my mother was there and both times we mainly discussed my schooling. Why?? I know I'm failing right now but why is that so important when we could discuss how last time I thought of someone hugging me I almost cried??? I jus thought that Therapy would be more about me getting to say what's on my mind and less avout being lectured about how shitty the world is. I like my therapist and I know she's trying but I can't get a word in between my mother assuming how I feel and my therapist making assumptions off of what my mom says. Could she not see how uncomfortable I've been?? I had to leave saying I was going to the bathroom because I was crying and I clearly hated crying in front of my mother. Is this how its supposed to be?? Cause I don't think I like therapy if it is...
I am this close 👌 to disappearing under mysterious circumstances only to avoid doing the 27 missing assignments I have. I know I can pull it off to because my family would simply think I am in my room as I always am and not halfway across the Atlantic on a mysteriously old ship with anyone so gay enough to have joined in hopes of avoiding their problems. We each know shit about sailing but we have our own plants and keep a small garden in where the captain's quarters should be. Our cats will of course come with as well.
ok but whys there gotta be so many aesthetics out there???? like they all look so NICE!!
At first I wanted to be punk in middle school because it was middle school, and what I ended up being was a lazy version of emo.
Then I wanted to be real pastelly and hipster freshmen year but all I did was thrift clothes and get called out by old ladies for dying my hair pastel purple.
Then sophomore year I wanted to be dark academia so I got a bunch of sweaters but really I jus looked grunge.
Now!! I don know what I wanna be but all these gamer girls and e-girls be hittin different but thanks to the pandemic I jus dress like a junkie in oversized sweatpants tied to fit my waist but not my ass and whatever shirt is closest. smh