That moment when one of your MCs makes a decision you hadn’t planned on and now you both have to live with the consequences of her actions
Literally the most relatable thing. Only Ao3 writers get it.
As a writer I don't plan anything. If some inspiration hits me, I'll just write it out. All my plot lines and different storylines are a blur and I can't tell which is which.
And yet I don't want to organize anything at all.
i hope that our few remaining readers give up on that unfinished wip from seven years ago
and i hope we come up with a failsafe plot that piss off the dumb few that keep commenting all the ways they'd write it differently
in my life i hope i lie and tell everyone the next chapter will be out on time
and i hope i write (i hope we all write)
i hope you write (i hope we both write)
writing tip: don’t tell us your character’s backstory. don’t tell us what your character is thinking. don’t tell us what your character is doing. don’t tell us anything. the reader should simply look at a blank page and be suddenly overcome with emotion.
sometimes i wish it didn’t take me so long to rediscover my love for writing. it’s something i LOVED as a kid. i loved books and was so mesmerized by the fictional world. then that love got lost as i grew older and i only just started rediscovering it almost two years ago.
can’t help but wonder how much closer i’d be to my writing dreams had i rediscovered my love for it sooner or never lost it to begin with.
I'm in this picture and I don't like it
The life and the dream in Chicago.
After all, writing isn’t the whole damn world. Fuck this writer’s block.
I’ll walk around, watch Béla Tarr or Andrei. I’ll call Joyce she never runs out of words.
Or I’ll sleep it off, because I refuse to let a blank page make me consider the unthinkable.
Me: I don't know what to write next. Like it has to be interesting. If it doesn't entretain me what can I expect...?
Mi dirty mind: So add smut.
Me: Yeah, that will do.
I've read a lot of people discussing writers or readers block BUT what happens when you have BOTH? It sucks.
I'm not sure what is more frustrating about AO3 being down all day: not being able to read a fic or not being able to post a new chapter? :(
I was afraid that ending a romantic relationship might take its tool on my ability to write romance.
It did, but not as bad as I expected.
She still inspires me.
Not that she truly knew it before but she still does.
To the girl that brought me chocolate because she thought I might like them despite it being such a romantic gesture (she used to say she wasn’t a romantic person, but very deep inside she was the sweetest).
To the girl that loved me in such a pretty way.
Being loved by a her hit so different —or maybe I just haven’t been loved that right before.
I made up with love these days.
And I hope I still catch pieces of her in myself and my writing.
So I gave up trying to restraint myself and I spent like four hours writing because “I deserve it” and “if you can’t beat them, join them” (and by them I mean my own head)
When did writing become such a reward?
And the main thing providing me dopamine
Now I’m happy and sleepy
Tomorrow I will study, since I got it out of my system for now. It feels nice
That deep desire to write when you can’t it’s killing me
Planning or daydreaming can only scratch that need to a certain point
And I’m not that much inspired to get it out easily
It’s more like “wow how much I wish I could spend all the afternoon cracking my head up until I find the right words”