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AxoBill (Bill Cipher x The Axolotl) Personal Headcannons cuz I’m am obsessed with these goobers.
TW// Self Harm mention. Lots of angst too.
(This list is subject to grow and change a lot lol just like you and I.)
Bill Cipher (He/They/It)
Fluff:
Would never admit out loud, but he likes to be embraced. It makes him feel more in control of his thoughts and emotions.
“Yeah! I wooed The Frilly Guy Upstairs with my unfathomable charisma and my unique sense of humor! B)”
Was pleasantly surprised at Ax’s sense of humor. The first time they laughed at one of his weird jokes, the sound of their laughter… caught him off guard… and he wanted to hear it more.
He used to call them “Frills” or “Axxy” in a condescending way, but now calls them that affectionately.
Loves to look at Ax’s starry eyes.
He used to find Ax's voice terrifying at first, but soothing later on.
Angst:
He genuinely thought Ax was going to either let him die or revive him just to kill him again. He believes he is unredeemable, and that Ax made a mistake by saving him and letting him live.
Bill doesn't know of Ax’s dark past. Everything involving that time happened before he was even born. As far as he knows, Ax has always been this goody-two-shoes, preachy know-it-all since the beginning.
Prone to self harm when stressed (Ripping out eyelashes, and damaging his eyelids via, scratching, picking, pulling, etc.)
After an especially bad episode, he is uncomfortable by the sight of his own reflection.
Genuinely has no idea how or why The Axolotl fell in love with his headass. He thought at first that Ax was playing a cruel joke on him.
Bill is just extremely cynical. (He is working on it.)
The Axolotl (Any Pronouns)
Fluff:
Very physically affectionate and gentle. Likes to hold Bill and to be held.
The only being in the universe patient enough to put up with Bill’s bullshit and witness his healing journey.
The only being in the universe that can see past all of Bill’s lies, bluffs, and manipulation attempts.
“Seriously! What do you even see in that guy?” “He makes me laugh!”
Has a weird sense of humor somewhat similar to Bill’s that could be considered “uncharacteristic” of them.
Calls Bill star-based nicknames. Ex: “My Star,” “My Starlight.”
During their time as “Frilliam,” they witnessed first-hand humanity’s capability to love and cherish an animal companion, especially one that is a gift from a loved one. They think back fondly to their time under Stanford Pines’ care.
Angst:
Is upset by the fact that Bill was terrified of them. Ax doesn’t want to be seen as terrifying at all.
When their chest is exposed in the air, they wrap their arms around it by habit. They have a visceral reaction if someone touches their chest or tries to restrain their limbs.
Understands Bill’s pain quite well.
A very long time ago, they cried so hard, their eyes fell out. They regenerated after.
May or may not has erased their own memories a few times before.
Wants to tell Bill of their past, but doesn’t know if they should.
Had a twin and Had someone they loved dearly. Someone they used to call “Their little bunny.” Ax would do anything to hold them again, even if just one last time. A time wish cannot bring them back.
Bill’s humor and his more harmless shenanigans reminds them of “Their Bunny.”
Their name is actually pronounced a-sho-loht, but they’d rather separate themselves from that name.
Cosmic Immortality… (See: Sucker For Love 2)
Extras:
Bill’s petty insults do not upset Ax. They have better shit to worry about lol.
Ax can speak every language. Their native tongue is Nahuatl but written in the theraprism’s cryptogram alphabet. (Idk what that specific cryptogram is called smh.)
Ax wouldn’t speak Bill’s native tongue (the color code) in front of him.
Bill’s and Ax’s encounter after his deletion was… emotionally charged, specially for Bill.
Ax’s voice is similar to Satan’s from Adventures of Mark Twain, but less sinister sounding. A male and a female voice overlapping each other, so gender ✨️
Ax was unaware of a lot of the things that went on the Therapism. Something or someone found a loophole to The Axolotl’s all seeing eyes.
@ ing people who need some nourishment lol.
@skyiiskyii @vimzu @bluecroc29
/hj /Ref sorta
A scene from @justaghostingon writen fanwork "Forging A Path Through A Mountain With A Spoon "
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Me: Happy
Crops: Watered
Skin: Cleared
Hotel: Trivago
Even more Overwatch and shrimp
Local woman goes nuts for mermay. Dies to her own creation.
soapghost headcanons sleep edition
ghost:
sleeps in complete darkness. has blackout curtains and unplugs/shuts off all his electronics before going to sleep. sleeps in complete silence. if you didn’t know better you’d think you were walking into a cave
hates sleeping. it makes him feel vulnerable but he also think it’s an impractical waste of time
sleeps on a twin sized mattress. curls into a ball when he sleeps
always too hot
the first time soap slept in his bed ghost got a foot lodged in his side and he ended up on the floor and got no sleep that night
light sleeper
there’s at least one knife under his pillow at all times. sometimes he hides more between the mattress and the frame
talks in his sleep
refuses to sleep around anyone else because he has trust issues. will force himself to go days without sleeping unless soap is around
locks the door to his room at the same time every night to make him feel safer
has at least two weighted blankets that he’s folded in half to make them seem heavier but they’re still not heavy enough for his liking
loves it when soap lays on him/rests his head on his chest
soap
soap sleeps with the curtains half drawn and always has something playing in the background
wears earplugs when he sleeps ?? don’t ask me to explain it’s just something he would do
s p r a w l s out as much as he can. sleeps on a king sized mattress just because he likes having the space
has led strip lights on the walls but never changes the color from red and he keeps them on the lowest setting because it’s easy on the eyes at night and he knows ghost won’t mind it
the first time ghost slept in his bed he woke up the next morning crying because he had slept really well and that scared him (trauma responses abhorred <3) and soap didn’t understand it at first and thought he had done something wrong
a literal ice cube. loves to snuggle with ghost at night to warm himself up & gets sad when ghost isn’t around to keep him warm
sometimes finds himself sleeping On Top of ghost like a baby sleeping on somebody’s chest
never knows how it ends up happening but he doesn’t complain about it ever because he loves it
wears socks in bed
one time a civvy kid brought him a little beat up raccoon stuffed animal & he sleeps with it very night (it lowkey reminds him of ghost)
keeps a stack of various books on his bedside table to read at night when he can’t sleep
soap snores so effing loud