I Can't Get You To Understand A Single Bit. So Why Bother Trying, Why Dont I Just Leave Again, And Not

nice weather now means once in a while room wasp

came back just to leave again

it's a never ending cycle

and I really couldn't care.

i wish everyone would shut the fuck up

i hate being sick so much

I love how I even told him of how much I've been trying to die and failing lately. and all he has to say is "mm.."

im getting so fucking upset I'm about to look for attention in the wrong people and places again.

2nd degree burns again but this time its from a sunburn. it fucking hurts because this time its blisters unlike a few years ago when the er doctors just cut away the skin (I casually set my hand on fire)

when you are very bad for years, people no longer worry.

you become invisible, a ghost.

I can leave now, everyone has forgotten me.

I've been feeling like throwing up the last few days, maybe I should. maybe it'll be successful this time.

if anyone has reblogged my posts, can someone tell me? i would like them back (you don't have to)

i was rotting-in-the-forest

I swear so much has happened these last 3 days that nothing feels real, and it's not even bad stuff, just very eventful days and it's leaving me very floaty and confused

it feels like I haven't stopped to take a break or take in anything fully