GUYS I MADE IT INTO THE BMI 17’S LETS GOOO 💪💪

I think my scales broken or something cause I weighed myself this morning and it said I’m 51.8kg but istg I look fatter than I did a couple days ago when I weighed the same amount before I binged.

I binged again, it feels like I blacked out and now I just woke up. I feel sick, my stomach hurts, I can feel the fat rolls that I swear weren’t there before. I can feel that my stomach has adjusted and expanded to accomodate the binges, the guilt is eating me alive. I don’t recognise myself in the mirror. I don’t know if I can do this anymore, I can’t go another day in this fat uncontrollable body. Everything hurts. I’m ready to die.

I feel so alone, I keep so much to myself and whatever I do try to express I can’t properly so no one can truly understand me. I’m going to die a stranger to my loved ones.

Just took 25 laxatives even though the last time I took this much at once I ended up passed out on the floor with the worst stomach pain of my life, but I’m not taking any chances of maintaining for any longer.

Pray for me y’all 🙏🙏

Guys strap me down because the binge urges are urging

RAHHH thank yeww !! [pretend the eyes are blue not purple…]

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Planned to b/p today but I literally have no desire to eat why am I kind of disappointed

Why did I have to be social yesterday and invite my friend to hang out today now i just want to be alone and they are gonna make me eat but I can’t back out now I cannot do this

My prayers have been answered I lost a kilo overnight, laxatives what would I do without you🙏🙏

Now I’m only 0.7kg away from my pre binge weight, Im gonna work my ass off today and take even more laxatives so hopefully I can lose as much if not more than I did today and wake up at a new LW !!

Can someone make a low calorie ice cream that isn’t fucking mid cause that was a waste of 112 calories