BRO WHY DID I HAVE TO START MAINTAINING LITERALLY 0.2KG AWAY FROM MY GW WHAT THE FREAK I LITERALLY FASTED YESTERDAY AND STILL MAINTAINED
I don’t want to go to work I just wanna sleeep ☹️☹️
I miss having energy I miss having a life but Im worried that even if I recover life will still feel meaningless and I’ll just end up fat doing absolutely nothing. Like my only goal in life right now is to lose weight, it feels like I will have nothing if I stop restricting.
Okay I changed my mind it’s too stressful I’m sticking with my current meal plan
Got a sugar free drink instead of the 300 calorie one I wanted #miserablebutlockedin
RAHH I’ve had this pain in my back right ribs for days now and it’s making walking so painful 😔
“BMI 16 jail” “get me out of BMI 15 jail” BITCH FYM GET ME INNNNNN
Managed to shoot all the way from 50.7kg to 51.5 overnight, I feel so discouraged. I’m never binging again.
Yall update on the hot cross bun situation, it was so disappointing I should’ve gotten a different one because this one tasted like ass it literally just tasted like a regular brioche bun and I regret OMAD’ing it 😔💔
Crazily enough I’m actually not having fun, I don’t like the stomach pain I don’t like the constantly feeling like you’re going to faint I don’t like not being able to enjoy meals I don’t like to sit with my less than child size portion of shit I don’t even really like while everyone else around me has a full plate of actually nice food I don’t like that I can’t eat normally without becoming stressed and pvrging
I hate this shit and I fucking want out anyone acting like an st4rving is fun and great and they love it is on a crazy amount of cope all day every day it’s all about food constantly trying to find ways to distract myself from it cut down on it I fucking hate it and it’s all for nothing being skinny won’t fix my shitty fucked up life
Just broke my fast and I regret it so much, I feel sick why do I do this to myself
⚢ / sixteen cw: 47.2.kggw1: 48kggw2: 45kgugw: 38kgblock don’t report !!
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