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Swearing, Misgendering, Voice Not Being Heard, and plain Ignorance

Mom says im to young to feel/know if im asexual... but i am its just the truth sometimes it fluctuates but im still ace. No other title fits me, when it does flux im nblm/nblw! And so to me i feel like I should say like 'wtf is wrong with you!?'

Mom wanted to know why I dislike being touched most days and in my head im like 'i dont know, i just cant explain it, it just hurts, im sorry.'

She has and does say the N-slur do much and it might not hurt or offend me but i need to say like 'you fucking "unintentional" racist'. Thats dehumanizing you also have no right to say the N-slur or the F-slur. Unintentional or not what the fuck is wrong with you!?

I shouldn't be so uncomfortable with speaking to you to the point where you have to force me to speak with you, you should realize how badly you fucking screwed up as a parent, when it gets to that point and you could atleast try and some-what fix it!

Stop asking me so many danm questions about it. Like idfk why i have to talk to get my point across that i doNT FUCKING LIKE TALKING (we can right it down/message each other)

Stop assuming thing like, that i still like dressing 'feminine', or that i would want kids just because *YOU* want biological grandchildren, or i still am ok with being called like your daughter/my deadname and stuff, fucking Christ! You have questions?, ask me! Is it that difficult!? Are you scared I wanna share called something else!?

Like a couple days abo when mom was helping me do something she said something like 'if you could go on something to stop your period, would you?" and im like yea and she goes 'even if it would damage your chance of getting pregnant?' and i was like 'yea' and when we were done she says something about having biological grandchildren, and I'm like wtf thats not "ok" to say something like that to your *nonbinary/transmasc* kid!

Like why do i feel like i cant fuckin' express myself, that shouldn't be how i feel on *OUR* house!?

May edit later <3

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Erebus, in Greek religion, the god of a dark region of the underworld and the personification of darkness. -The Internet

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I caught a Shiny Event Umbreon and an Event Espeon!

Ultra balled that motherfucker. Both of 'em.

And I caught a Venipede (now named Kaneki)


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10 months ago

I caught a Shiny Event Umbreon and an Event Espeon!

Ultra balled that motherfucker. Both of 'em.

And I caught a Venipede (now named Kaneki)


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3 years ago

Now home screen background, might blind me at night, but oh well.

TW: childhood trauma, trauma in-general, dissociation, ect.

Plz tell me if I should add more

Now Home Screen Background, Might Blind Me At Night, But Oh Well.

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10 months ago

Hideyoshi Headcanon!

This is about his face so if you dislike/'re sensitive to

• mild discussions of gore (consensual, for person it happens to)

• discussion of disabilities. (Deafness/Hard of Hearing)

• any pronouns Hideyoshi (he/them, for the most part)

• gender neutral pronouns for Kaneki (they/them)

I'd recommend you don't read this, stay safe loves!

I headcanon that Mukade (were separating Mu and Kane because they seam to act incredibly different) had Kane present enough that they couldn't hurt Hide further than they did.

Hideyoshi Headcanon!
Hideyoshi Headcanon!

The Injury impacts their ability to hear and speak, however their hearing is more impacted. They have a cochlear implant to hear, as a result of how bad their hearing is and will become.

The tendons in their neck experience nerve and muscle spasms. They were at one point prescribed medication for this. Have since stopped taking them while on the run from the government.

The ghoul, known as Mukade, ate far enough too expose some lung tissue and ribs. Victim, known as Hideyoshi, most likely needs a skin graph.

Thin layer of tissue covers most of the open wounds by now; Including most of their lungs and neck.

I headcanon that:

Hide's Bio-Father has genetic progressive hearing loss; which Hide, intern, inherits.

One of Hide's Dads (pl) is deaf. (90-100% hearing loss)

One of his dad's and himself being deaf would also impact the way he views society.

He'd know what it's like to be discriminated against with being queer/having queer parents, being disabled, and neurodivergent so therefore he'd relate to ghouls being unfairly discriminated against because of something completely out of your control.

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If you want more headcanons and stuff, just ask!

I absolutely adore answering questions about hcs and stuff I write about! (Includes: hcs, fan-species, ocs, etc)

This was caused from this post! Go check them out.


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10 months ago

🫀Masterlist🫀

It's not very long but will be eventually, so *readmore*

Does Asexuality Affects Ghoul Heat

Kakuja/Half-Kakuja Play

Ghouls Playing/Ragging

MILF KANEKI

Deaf Hideyoshi Nagachika

You can ask about my headcanons or tell me about yours! I don't care, I love talking about headcanons!


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2 years ago

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Ask questions about me, my headcanons, etc. all you want just read my DNI.

I love when you ask me questions about me or my special interests (i.e. Tokyo Ghoul and The Avengers)

Don't purposely dis-respect me or my followers, if you do expect to be blocked or never responded to! If you are one of said people in my dislikes politely fucking block me. Please dont judge me and I won't judge you <3

This is an introduction to myself, this will most likely be updated often

Name(s):

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Esmeray/Esy, Ramzi/Rams/Remy, Leviathan/Levi, Messiah/Messy/Mess, Azail, Abiko, Atlas, Cass/Caz/Kaz/etc, Kanik, Echo, Dusk, Blitz, Bee, Fallow, Dakota, Yoru, Yoake, Dusty, Karsyn, Moss, Tundra, Void, Salem, Vex, Akumu, Yami, Makkuro, Aka, and Prinxe/Prince

Salem - Peace

Ramzi - Quiet

Messiah - Savior (biblically anyway; I'm not Christian, I'm an Atheistic Satanist)

Azail - The Angel of Death

Makkuro - Darkness (or Pitch Black)

Akumu - Demon (I think)

Esmeray - Dark Moon

Abiko - Peaceful

Fallow - Leader

Yoru - Dark

Yoake - Dawn

Nickname(s):

Bub

Prinxe

My Sweet Creature

Black Reaper

Grim Reaper

My Beloved

Words:

Masculine

Androgynous

Monster-esc

Void-related/Void-esc

Nouns:

Handsome

Pretty

Cute

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Your Majesty

Prinxe

Comrade

Mr.

Mx.

[No Prefix]

Sir

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Person

Buddy

Man

Dude

Bro

Pal

Creature

Friend

Beloved

Commitment-Buddy

Boyfriend

Partner

Darling

Girlfriend (jokes only)

Mist Creature

Enbyfriend

Husband

Datefriend

Age: 15

DoB: **/**/2008

Wished DoB: 31/10/2007

Zodiac Sign: ♑ Capricorn

Wished Zodiac Sign: ♏ Scorpio

Ethnicity: 🇩🇪🇷🇺🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

Sex/Assigned at Birth: a**ab

Gender(s); Gender Collecter <3

Agender-

Gendervoid-

Genderflux-

Voidere- A nonhuman gender that feels like there’s only a void, or black hole, where a person should be. It feels as though it cannot be explained in human terms. The user may feel like a personified shadow, black hole, void, or liminal space. It might also feel distant, distorted, and hard to define. Often connected to darkness, voids, shadow people, and black holes. Coined with void-related alterhumans in mind.

Sleepygender-

Softgender-

Leuboy- Info

Aerogender- it changes based on the setting or atmosphere one's in. This can refer to things like temperature, weather, time of day, time of year, elevation, etc. It can also refer to a more metaphorical atmosphere, such as one's level of comfort, emotions, or who they're around

Centigender-

Genderbee- is a xenogender that fels free, peaceful, and protected, but also painful. It may be considered a subset to buggender. It may also be a kingender, but does not have to be.

Mothic gender- a gender related to moths

Soft-Stormgender- While it is similar to other genders related to the rain, storms, etc., it is differentiated from them by encompassing all of the main ideas surrounding storms and cold weather, while also incorporating the emotional aesthetic and nostalgic feeling of being safe, warm, and indoors during a storm.

Neutrois- Neutrois Definition

Novarian- Novarian Definition

Pronouns:

Most Liked to least Liked, per/ section

Miscellaneous-

It/It/Its'/It's/Itself

:]/:]/:]s'/:]'s/:]self

:[/:[/:[s'/:['s/:[self

They/Them/Their/Theirs/Themself

Goat-

bleat/bleat/bleats/bleats/bleatself

baa/baa/baas/baas/baaself

buck/buck/bucks/bucks/buckself

ram/ram/rams/rams/ramself

sheep/sheep/sheeps/sheeps/sheepself

horn/horn/horns/horns/hornself

goat/goat/goats/goats/goatself

wool/wool/wools/wools/woolself

Feline & Canine-

feral/feral/ferals/ferals/feralself

kit/kit/kits/kits/kitself

purr/purr/purrs/purrs/purrself

claw/claw/claws/claws/clawself

paw/paw/paws/paws/pawself

mew/meow/mews/meows/mewself (meowself)

cub/cub/cubs/cubs/cubself

snarl/snarl/snarls/snarls/snarlself

fluff/fluff/fluffs/fluffs/fluffself

fur/fur/furs/furs/furself

bark/bark/barks/barks/barkself

wolf/wolf/wolfs/wolfs/wolfself

lycan/lycan/lycans/lycans/lycanself

Other Animals/Creatures-

creature/creature/creatures/creatures/creatureself

monster/monster/monsters/monsters/monsterself

moth/moth/moths/moths/mothself

ghoul/ghoul/ghouls/ghouls/ghoulself

bat/bat/bats/bats/batself

fox/fox/foxs/foxs/foxself

bug/bug/bugs/bugs/bugself

feather/feather/feathers/feathers/featherself

wing/wing/wings/wings/wingself

ghost/ghost/ghosts/ghosts/ghostself

Minecraft-

voi/void/void/voids/voidself

chao/chaos/chaos/chaos/chaoself

static/static/statics/statics/staticself

virus/virus/virus/virus/viruself

[redacted]/[redacted]/[redacted]/[redacted]s/[redacted]self

glitch/glitch/glitches/glitches/glitchself

3rr0r/3rr0r/3rr0rs/3rr0rs/3rr0rself

corrupt/corrupt/corrupts/corrupts/corruptself

*vroop*/*vwoop*/*vroops*/*vwoops*/*vwoopself*

ender/ender/enders/enders/enderself

end/end/ends/ends/endself

shulk/shulk/shulks/shulks/shulkself

disc/disc/discs/discs/discself

fire/fire/fires/fires/fireself

death/death/deaths/deaths/deathself

slime/slime/slimes/slimes/slimeself

snow/snow/snows/snows/snowself

honk/honk/honks/honks/honkself

cloud/could/clouds/clouds/cloudself

txt/txt/txts/txts/txtself

Night/Night/Nights/Nights/Nightself

Lucid/Lucid/Lucids/Lucids/Lucidself

Night/Terror/Nighterrors/Nightterrors/Nighterrorself

Night/Mare/Nightmares/Nightmares/Nightmareself

Deity/Deity/Deitys/Deitys/Deityself

Gore & Night-

blood/blood/bloods/bloods/bloodself

💉/💉/💉s/💉s/💉self

freak/freak/freaks/freaks/freakself

gore/gore/gores/gores/goreself

⚠️/⚠️/⚠️s/⚠️s/⚠️self

☢️/☢️/☢️s/☢️s/☢️self

🌕/🌖/🌗/🌘/🌑self

💤/💤/💤s/💤s/💤self

corpse/corpse/corpses/corpses/corpself

Radio/Radium/Radios/Radioactives/Radioactiveself

Abyss/Abyss/Abyssal/Abyssals/Abyssalself

deca/decay/decays/decays/decayself

Pill/Pill/Pills/Pills/Pillself

Poison/Poison/Poisons/Poisons/Poisonself

Bite/Bite/Bites/Bites/Biteself

Bru/Bruise/Bruises/Bruises/Bruiseself

Choke/Choke/Chokes/Chokes/Chokeself

vamp/vamp/vamps/vamps/vampself

Shade/Shade/Shades/Shades/Shadeself

Warm/Warm/Warms/Warms/Warmself

spooky/spook/spookys/spooks/spookyself (spookself)

Moon/Moon/Moons/Moons/Moonself

I continue to add pronouns here that I'm experimenting and/or feel comfortable with! You can also ask me how to use any of my pronouns!!~

Likes:

Small mammals, reptiles, centipedes, bugs, animals, and mythology

Dislikes:

Speaking, people who hate on other because of something they can't control, spiders and roaches, showing my face, and talking about personal stuff (unless venting)

⚠️if you kin spiders and/or roaches you are entirely fine⚠️

Links to My Other Accounts!

(You may ask for specific one)

Wattpad

Other Tumblr

Ao3

Pinterest

DeviantArt

Pronouns.page

Twitch

Tiktok

Sexual Attraction(s):

Link: Asexual Labels Explained Using Cereal

Quoisexual- You have no idea if you like a cereal because you want to eat it, or if you just think the box art is pretty. Does liking the box art count as wanting to eat it? Do you just like the mascot? Does liking the mascot count as wanting to eat the cereal? After reading everything I’ve written, you are still confused. You bang your head against the pantry in frustration.

Aceflux- None of the cereal looks good, so you close the pantry. A few days later, you decide to open the pantry again. Now, some of those brands look appetizing. You check the pantry again the next day. None of the cereal looks good anymore.

Aegosexual- Eating cereal sounds fun in theory but not in practice. You certainly have no interest in eating cereal yourself. You’d rather fantasize about other people eating cereal, thankyouverymuch. 

Romantic Attraction(s):

Link:

Aromanticflux-

Omniromantic- describes someone who is romantically attracted to all genders and can or does have a preference (in my case; women, rose-boys/feminine men, and enbys/non-men & non-women)

Cupioromantic- describes a person who desires a romantic relationship but doesn't experience romantic attraction to others

Reciproromantic- describes someone who does not experience romantic attraction to someone until they know that the person is attracted to them

Platonic Attraction(s):

Link:

Aplatonic

Platonicflux

Sensual Attraction(s):

Link:

Asenspike

Special Interest(s):

Tokyo Ghoul

Marvel (Avengers)

The Jurassic Movies

The Octonauts (yes it might be a kids show but I absolutely love it)

Monster High

DSMP/OSMP

Percy Jackson

SCP Foundation

Astesthic(s):

Dark Academia

Chaos Academia

Gothic Victorian

Fantasy

Voidpunk

What I Want to Be Perceived As:

[There will *eventually* be a master-post link here]

Theriotypes (Therian):

/ques = questioning

/con = confirmed

/gene = generally speaking

Alexander Archipelago Wolf /con

Norwegian Forest Cat /con

Turkish Angora /con

Bengal /ques

Serval /ques

Centipede /con /gene

Moth /ques

Goat /con /gene

Cow /ques

Sheep /ques

Kintypes (Otherkin):

Snow/Ice Dragon /con

Shadow/Darkness Dragon /con

Bastardized Wendigo/Skullbeast /con

Divinebeast /con /gene

Feral Ghoul /con

TG Ghoul (Tokyo Ghoul) /con

Monster /con /gene

PJO Original Character /con

Original Characters /con

Kaneki Ken /con /gene


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10 months ago

*aggressive whispering* they also could adopt Saiko...

(doesn't matter that Saiko is canonically ((I think)) only a few years younger that Kaneki, I find it cute and she already calls them 'Maman' sooo...)

Whoops sry @tg-headcanons I keep rebloging your older posts, I just love your ideas/headcanons cause they're a god I'd worship if I was religious lmao.

May we have some milf Kaneki hc?

WE LOVE THIS HONORARY MILF

Kaneki is a nurturing person. No one expects that of him but after he spends every morning tutoring Hinami on reading, practically adopts the quinx, and reminds Ayato so much of his dad that he calms the fuck down, no one can deny that this is a 43 year old suburban woman with three kids and kitschy home decor in the body of a deeply traumatized half ghoul man

Every so often, Ken will do something that someone will point out as a mom thing. Whether it be his stupid cardigans or berated Touka for doing the dishes badly or the fact that his bag is filled with napkins from restaurants and coffee shops that gave him too many because “we might need them”, he has the vibes of someone with kids

You look at his wedding caked up ass and tell me he wouldn’t rock the mom jeans

Since he started looking after the quinx and they gave him the half-joking Maman nickname, Hide has made so many milf jokes

A few years after Kaneki and Hideyoshi get married, they adopt two kids. At the adoption, Koma and Irimi exchanged bet money, Yoshimura admits that he already started a collage fund since it was only a matter of time, and Touka tied it all together with “fucking finally”


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10 months ago

✨Ghouls Ragging✨

✨Ghouls Ragging✨

✨Ghouls Ragging✨

'ragging' is when an animal [typically dogs/canines] shakes their head back/forth when playing tug of war or with wild animals hunting


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10 months ago

My Own Personal Additions:

Juuzou starts writing and drawing on Kaneki when he's overwhelmed or stressed or anything of the sorts.

Kaneki calls them his kids, it happened through one joke and then became this 'close friend joke' that only they get. (Because of the suspenders and belt hcs)

Juuzou explores more make-up, all of it, they eventually get incredibly good at it before teaching Naki how to.

Naki and Juuzou eventually convince Kaneki to try make-up. Turns out Kaneki loves dramatic eyeliner, but, likes soft make-up otherwise. (eyeshadow, lipstick, etc.)

They/He Juuzou!

(eventually) Genderfluid/Ask prns Kaneki.

Naki. Just Naki. Just a vibe on his own.

I’m envisioning it right now. Juuzou-Naki-Kaneki friendship! (...i’m not too far fetched, am i?)

Can you IMAGINE them? Not a brain cell in sight

This would have to happen after ghouls get decriminalized, but these three would make good friends

Juuzou already knows Kaneki since Hide introduced them, and Naki knows Kaneki from ghoul stuff, but Ken made the mistake of hanging around with both of them at the same time and they immediately hit it off

Juuzou is used to humans being creeped out by him for being generally weird, and Naki is used to ghouls not liking him for being over emotional, so they form a strange little bond over it. Naki will loudly and publicly threaten people who are mean to Suzuya

Naki and Juuzou are high empathy and low empathy respectively and when together, they almost balance each other. When one reacts too much or too little to something, the other is socially inept enough to just come right out and say the specific thing the other is doing wrong instead of neurotypically dance around it. Where Ayato would have yelled at Naki, Juuzou just says “When you cry outside people don’t like that so you should do that somewhere else, come on I know an alley,” and that actually works. Shinohara is amazed that he can try to explain that he shouldn’t grab people for days but all it takes is Naki saying “don’t touch unless I say you can or I’ll bite you” for him to get it

When Kaneki is with both of them it’s mostly just him trying to stop them from committing crimes. On their own they’re chaotic enough but together they become a positive feedback loop of bad ideas. On more that one occasion he’s grabbed onto Juuzou’s suspenders and Naki’s belt with his kagune like a leash

It took awhile of hanging out with them for Naki start thinking about how they seem... nicer than Jason. He talked with Ken about Oomori, and they both shared their experiences with him. Turns out he wasn’t good to Naki either, but he was Naki’s first big emotional connection and took advantage of that. Now that he has some better friends, he’s working through that, trying to unpack his time with him and understand what things Jason did that were actually parts of a healthy relationship and which parts were not. Kaneki is pretty good at helping him with it

Naki stims by tapping the tip of Koukaku against surfaces, and Juuzou has picked it up, using pens and sticks in place of the kagune

Ken has been trying to show Naki how to read, but he gets frustrated really easily when he doesn’t understand things so it’s been slow.

Juuzou and Kaneki asked about Naki’s eyeshadow, Juuzou because he doesn’t know what it is and Ken because he doesn’t know how he got it, and finds that apparently he’s been rubbing ink out of old magazines for the pigment. That’s probably not good for his skin so Kaneki got him some cheap makeup so he would at least not give himself dermatitis. The next day Ken finds both Naki and Juuzou wearing it, they boys have a new shared interest and Suzuya keeps looking at himself in reflections because it turns out they can both rock it


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