The Will Wood And Tally Hall Blogs Just Confuse Me. This One Just Zaps Me Back To Being 12 Years Old

I GOT INTO UNI!!! i’m going to make my sillies real one day and this is a step towards that god bless

(done in like 5 mins in my college’s smoke shelter^)

it’s the boy (his name is rain)

first lesbian situationship in a nutshell

the blonde is abbey and the other one is hanna!!!! and that is a birthmark on her cheek too many people ignore it and it’s a pain

hanna in this little concept sheet is my favourite thing bc it’s my first time drawing her since i lost my stylus and i’ve come up with new little design rules to draw her with

big puppy eyes at all times she’s meant to look a bit like a kicked puppy at all times i need her to CAUSE EMOTION

big blush when around abbey

also she’s not actually that orange it’s how it looks from me taking a photo of my ipad on my phone

YOU CANT he is already dead (thanks a lot pix)

added more to it guys

Hair Holds Memories

(aka Rain after he’s kicked out/runs away from home and cuts his own hair)

saw someone’s art and decided i Wanted That so i looked at one of their tutorials where they paint over the line art and tried this. it absolutely does not look like theirs but it was a fun experiment!!!

i posted a REEL on instagram (🤢) about abbey and her stepmum JOYYCEE (joyce belongs to @nathanarmageddon)

abbey is so miserable as a teen it all goes downhill and joyce is only trying to help her but. abbey is ANGRY at the world and at herself and at her family and she needs to stew in those feelings for a few years for processing reasons she is NOT open to help yet

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS FOR ED, DEATH AND GENERAL STRUGGLES⚠️

a lot goes off when she’s a teenager that lights the slow fuse of the firework that is her brain

she develops an ED and other unhealthy behaviours and she hides it from everyone but they still suspect somethings up with her. she goes quiet and gets moodier and stops looking after herself with baths and brushing her teeth and it’s very noticeable.

after her and hanna fall out she becomes a MESS. she’s messed something up very dear to her and hates herself even more and it’s about to be everyone’s problem!! she hates herself so much she can’t be convinced that she can change she thinks she’s just rotten forever so it doesn’t matter if she lashes out at people

she gets a girlfriend (jenny) to distract her from everything. she likes the companionship. jenny just likes her. it’s very unhealthy and they argue a lot and prod at each others insecurities until jenny finds out about hanna and realises she was a rebound and that whole bin fire BLOWS UP

abbey basically turns into a younger female version of her dad. gets her feelings out by screaming at the people she cares about because it’s familiar to her she’s picked it up from HIM. and then she doesn’t want to get better she’s not used to being vulnerable anymore

it gets better for her but that’s a separate story!!

hey bro

hello dearest fella

god i love creating a new tumblr and having nish followers here’s a photo of the breakfast in bed my boyfriend brought me for my post boxing day hangover just because i can. the sandwiches had the good chicken on them and the tortillas are like cheesy roll ups but in a more triangular shape. there’s a fucking crepe. and a snowman christmas chocolate. one of the sandwiches was a fucking heart. god bless

mouthwashing fandom pissing me off tempted to draw fanart in spite why do you all have horrific takes that you paddy like a child over and claim moral superiority over please please touch grass you lot are thick as meat

W. What is happening what have I done

PAIN!!!!!! drew rain and pix for artfight bc i hate and love them

they are so bad together i love it

credit to @/diseased_boy on most platforms they created pix and i am eternally grateful