animation abt bpd abandonment issues
how do you break up with someone that you love
sometimes all you can do is accept your inner void
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AHAHAH thank u guys for blowing this up <3
Unfortunately this sounds so me
date idea: u tell me exactly how u feel about me in specific detail until my brain calms down and stops thinking u hate me
Not my brain basically acting like theyβre a god!!! But they basically are so like tf, and I really should stop being this selfish and taking everything for granted when theyβre the most amazingest person ever and I donβt deserve them at all whfhwihdjwje
Having a fp is so fucking shitty. Just being so dependent on them for every single thing and the jealousy of quite literally fucking everything including the fucking trees that take their carbon dioxide to make oxygen and shit and the needing to be with them constantly and the percieved abandonment all the fucking time and your life depending on them so fucking much more than anything just flr them to not give a shit about you in the slightest no matter how much they say its never going to actually be true or how much they say and its so shitty. Fuck having fps. I just want to fucking hate them and fucking kill myself. Fuck all this shit fuck it fuck it fuck it why do i have to fucking need them when they just leave leave leave thats all they fjcking do just leave and fucking lie!!!
*Vent*
The only talent I have is lying. Lying about my feelings, lying about who I am, lying about everything. Maybe if I was raised in a safer home environment I wouldnβt need to lie. For fucks sake lying is the only way I can keep myself safe at home. Iβve even lied about lying to you, βyeah Iβve lied and manipulated you.β No I havenβt, I just donβt want you to get close, Iβm scared youβll hurt me. My talent is manipulating people into thinking itβs their idea to stop being friends with me. βWhat did I do to make you ghost me?β I know what I βdidβ. I always know whyβ¦