all you need to do to understand me on a base level is read the lyrics to alameda by elliott smith
I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
everytime i listen to this song (3 times a day or more) i cry
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Honestly, life’s been great ever since i started measuring time i had to wait in songs XD
Hello I’m Clementine and I am 14.
I’ll be posting pictures but mostly just whatever i’m thinking.
I like drawing and playing guitar, I also like to read.
My favorite artist/bands are Elliott Smith, Mazzy star, Lana del rey, Joan Baez, pierce the Veil, Broadcast, David bowie, Jeff Buckley, Kent, My chemical romance and flyleaf.
Some movies I like are literally any and all barbie movies, the virgin suicides, the song of the sea, marrowbone, the sleeping beauty and Thumbelina.
Interviewer: Do you think suicide is courageous or cowardly? Elliott: It’s ugly and cruel and I really need my friends to stick around, but dying people should have that right. I was hospitalized for a little while and I didn’t have that option, and it made me feel even crazier. But I prefer not to appear as some kind of disturbed person. I think a lot of people try to get mileage out of it, like, “I’m a tortured artist” or something. I’m not a tortured artist, and there’s nothing really wrong with me. I just had a bad time for a while.
“I’d like to be in love with somebody. Pretty much the same thing that everybody else wants - to be totally alive and not be deadened down by the way things are… I don’t know if I really have any other goals.”
Elliott Smith
“I didn’t watch it [ the Oscars ceremony] on tape for a long time and having seen it one time I will never watch it again, it bummed me out. I looked so fucking fragile and I’m not fragile like that. What the fuck… I don’t even understand what I’m putting across to people. I don’t even know what it is, and when I see it, I’m just kind of appalled.”
Elliott Smith
Elliott Smith invented coquette core 🎀✨
When Fiona Apple sang, “How can I ask anyone to love me, when all I do is beg to be left alone,” and when Mitski sang, “you’re growing tired of me, and all the things I don’t talk about,” and when Julien Baker sang, “it’s not easy when what you think of me is important, and I know it shouldn’t be so damn important, but it is to me,” and when Elliott Smith sang, “I’m alone but that’s okay, I don’t mind most of the time; I don’t feel afraid to die,” and when the Front Bottoms sang, “sometimes you get sad when we’re together because you’re not sure if you’ll miss me when I’m gone,” and when
Welcome all!
My name is Lydia! Feel free to make up/use any nickname for me :-]
Pronouns she/her
I'm 18 years old
First generation immigrant
Avid New York Times games fan
Very new to Tumblr
Media consumer
Former theater kid....
Enjoyer of weird girl interests!
Okja (2017)
Little Miss Sunshine (2006)
Good Will Hunting (1997)
Brokeback Mountain (2005)
The Royal Tenenbaums (2001)
Call Me By Your Name (2017)
Bones and All (2022)
The Exorcist (1973)
Beautiful Boy (2018)
My Letterboxd
Fleabag
Russian Doll
Adventure Time
Elliott Smith
Lorde
The Front Bottoms
My Chemical Romance
My Stats.fm and Spotify
Phoebe Bridgers
Beautiful Boy by David Sheff
A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara
Call Me by Your Name by Andre Aciman
A Thousand Spledid Suns by Khaled Hossieni
I need to read more :'-[
My Goodreads
#thrownoutbarbie 🖋️ - original posts
postcard sent by elliot smith to friend sean croghan after moving from portland to la c. 1999
I get a genuine stomach ache when I remember I never have and never will be even alive at the same time as elliott smith
When Fiona Apple sang, “How can I ask anyone to love me, when all I do is beg to be left alone,” and when Mitski sang, “you’re growing tired of me, and all the things I don’t talk about,” and when Julien Baker sang, “it’s not easy when what you think of me is important, and I know it shouldn’t be so damn important, but it is to me,” and when Elliott Smith sang, “I’m alone but that’s okay, I don’t mind most of the time; I don’t feel afraid to die,” and when the Front Bottoms sang, “sometimes you get sad when we’re together because you’re not sure if you’ll miss me when I’m gone,” and when
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