time terrorism i wish there was more urgency 4 the orginal timeline but thats bc im also watching RUSSIAN DOLL (season two FUCKING BARKS) and I want to start posting about this show bc im high and cant keep yapping about tihngs to my roommate, very compelling show, SUPER DRAMATIC.
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it really is a "gotta get up" world we live in huh
Frozen Ukrainian Princess 🤍🩵💎❄️🌨️☃️
I've tried explaining this but it's hard to explain. I'm living in my epilogue. My friends think I'm courageous for the way I stand up to and for people.
It's not courage, it's apathy with delusions of grandeur. I just don't care, my life's story is over.
Today I felt that even stronger. I'm ready for this to be over and am just waiting for the end.
So there's this girl. I really like and care for her. We've been talking every day for months. Gone on a few dates. We have tons of chemistry. For context, I'm in my thirties I haven't had chemistry like this much in my life.
Three weeks ago we had talked about what we want our relationship to look like, boundaries, wants, life styles, we got into the weeds of things like what chores we prefer and hate.
We haven't really talked since. Last night she came out of hiding. We caught up a bit. She went over how she felt bad that we haven't talked because she has her own mental health stuff she wanted to recoup from. I brought up it was three weeks and she felt awful. She said that she thought it was only one. We caught up a bit and topic by topic went through things. I brought up the relationship stuff. She said we can go over that tomorrow (that being tonight) on our video chat date.
Yep, I'm getting broken up with someone over video conference. I give it a 5% chance that it goes positive. But yeah, after being ghosted for that long signs all point to one direction.
For history sake I want to bring up that this is the standard. Me and a girl like each other, talk a lot, I help them through things and they leave. It's been awhile though. Two or three years since the last one and that was a doozy. I'm always a day late and a dollar short. I'm not worth trying just a little bit for if even considered at all.
Russian Doll (2019 - Present)
Ok so hear me out. A crossover between Russian doll Nadia and Alan with Good Omens Crowley and Aziraphale. Crowley is separated from Aziraphale while on earth and is trying to make his way back when he meets Nadia who immediately realizes there's something weird about Crowley so follows him. Aziraphale and Alan literally run into each other and spend most of the day talking on a park bench. By the end they all meet up and go their separate ways
Am I the only one who sees this?
Welcome all!
My name is Lydia! Feel free to make up/use any nickname for me :-]
Pronouns she/her
I'm 18 years old
First generation immigrant
Avid New York Times games fan
Very new to Tumblr
Media consumer
Former theater kid....
Enjoyer of weird girl interests!
Okja (2017)
Little Miss Sunshine (2006)
Good Will Hunting (1997)
Brokeback Mountain (2005)
The Royal Tenenbaums (2001)
Call Me By Your Name (2017)
Bones and All (2022)
The Exorcist (1973)
Beautiful Boy (2018)
My Letterboxd
Fleabag
Russian Doll
Adventure Time
Elliott Smith
Lorde
The Front Bottoms
My Chemical Romance
My Stats.fm and Spotify
Phoebe Bridgers
Beautiful Boy by David Sheff
A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara
Call Me by Your Name by Andre Aciman
A Thousand Spledid Suns by Khaled Hossieni
I need to read more :'-[
My Goodreads
#thrownoutbarbie 🖋️ - original posts
ANNIE MURPHY as Ruth Brenner in RUSSIAN DOLL - 2.02 “Coney Island Baby”