I Thought I Was The Smallest Out Of All My Friends So I Was Only Gonna Restrict Calories For Another

Help me my mum is ordering pizza tonight and I'm so scared I'll binge😭 I'm gonna try get the lowest calorie one and like I've had less than 100 calories so far today so I have the room but like I don't want to😭 why do all our dinners have to be so unhealthy

My families ordering pizza *again* for dinner😭 I think I might just take my meta day today so I can enjoy it because ill feel disgusting regardless. God I wish my family was healthy, I did so good today too I only had one thing and it was like 200 calories </3

Monday 6/11

I'm posting this a little late because I was so tired yesterday I forgot😭 this wasn't all I ate (I had like an apple and stuff) but this was the meals and my net calories do reflect everything I ate, I think today I'm just gonna sleep😭

Monday 23/10

Back from my meta weekend and it made me feel so gross😭 I think I might cut it back to one day a week instead of two, anyways this was 718 calories, I'm getting some protein powder next week which I'm really looking forward to!

I only had dinner today and for that I had a cheese, lettuce and ham sandwich which was 324 calories, rice cakes with ham, lettuce and carrot which was 265 and a little lettuce wrap with ham and cheese which was 129 calories

In total today I had 632.5 calories! I feel so much better than yesterday, I was actually devastated over those chips

Breakfast:

1/4 a banana, 1/4 cup yogurt, 1/8 blueberries, 99 kcal

Lunch:

2 rice cakes with cucumber, 85 kcal

Dinner (which my mum made):

1/4 a mince pie, 2 tablespoons of baked beans, 1/2 cup potato, 394.5 kcal

Dessert:

An apple, 3 tsp greek yogurt, some cinnamon, 54 kcal

Just tried one of these for the first time and it's so good!?!? They're super cheap too which is awesome

Saturday 28/10

Today I had 729 calories, I really wanna cut down though because I haven't really lost any weight in the past week😭

For breakfast/lunch dad made me some sausages and eggs and I felt bad so I didn't wanna turn it down😭 it was 353 calories

I had a little meal around 5 because I get hungry around then, it was around 25 calories

For dinner I had what I had yesterday which is some glazed salmon with some leftover creamy potatoes which was 350 calories

I wanted some dessert before my fasting period began so I made this little yoghurt cereal thingy with some honey! I won't lie it is a little more calories than I wanted at 171 calories but it's not over my 1000 kcal limit and it's dessert so I don't particularly mind

I used:

Oats- 1/8 cup- 78 kcal

Greek yogurt- 1/4 cup- 63 kcal

Honey- 1 tsp- 20kcal

+once again some pansy petals to garnish because I like colour

I was pretty busy today so I only ended up having a couple things, total being 232 kcal. I did have a couple snacks I had like 5 crackers but I wasn't able to take a photo of that </3 but I'm not too worried since you know it's def not gonna put me over a thousand

For dinner I had a one egg omelette with carrot, tofu, lettuce and parsley which was 94 kcal

For dessert I had some cooked apple with cinnamon topped with weetbix and Greek yoghurt which was 138 kcal