Monday 23/10

Monday 30/10

Today I had 945 calories which is a little too close for comfort for me but at least it's under I suppose. I wish I could make my own dinner so I can control what I eat more😭

For lunch I had an apple and some black tea because I was feeling pretty hungry, which was 50 calories

After school I had a little bowl filled with lettuce, salmon, scrambled eggs and a tiny bit of avocado which was 196 calories

For dinner mum made pasta, leas and crumbed sausages which I ended up having two of, that was 697 calories😭

Sunday 5/11

Man I am so tired today😭 I also kinda wanna start drinking more smoothies/protein shakes just to kinda get me out of the habit of putting stuff in my mouth if that makes sense?? I wish I didn't love food so much man </3

Went out for an early tea, I had to eat it all because my aunty knows about my ed and now I feel so gross😭 I reckon it was around 700 kcal from what I've looked up

Thursday 26/8

I had such a good day today! I had 750 calories in total which is quite a bit but I worked out today and burnt like 150 calories! I've never really worked out before but I thought I should start if I wanna lose weight

For lunch I had my peanut butter rice cakes and half an apple which was 200 calories

For dinner I had these creamy potato things which was super good and chicken schnitzel, which I think was about 550? Sadly I can't just look up the exact calories for creamy potatoes and I'm too stupid to work them out😭

I'm back and I'm gonna try a 24hr liquid fast for the first time, wish me luck♡

Friday 27/10

Here's my food for the day! I got to make my own dinner so the total calories are only 575

For lunch I had some peanut butter on rice cakes, 175 calories

For dinner I had some leftover creamy potatoes and some glazed salmon I made! There wasn't much here to make a glaze though so I used some malt vinegar, pork bulgogi, sugar and tomato sauce. It was surprisingly tasty but I have no idea how many calories it was, I'm gonna guess like 50, in total for dinner though it was 400 calories

I made a little breakfast for school today! I'm going to go shopping after school and get some more fruit+vege because I'm a little sick of living off of Greek yoghurt and oats😭 this was 229 kcal and I can't wait to eat it in a couple hours

Oats- 1/4 cup- 156 kcal

Greek yogurt- 1/4 cup- 63 kcal

Honey- 1/2 tsp- 10 kcal

+a little bit of ginger and flower petals for some colour

Does anyone else feel better about their body since relapsing?? Like I used to sit at the mirror and nitpick everything wrong with my appearance but now I'm just like 'damn, I look good. Once I lose a few kilos I'll look great'

I wanted some dessert before my fasting period began so I made this little yoghurt cereal thingy with some honey! I won't lie it is a little more calories than I wanted at 171 calories but it's not over my 1000 kcal limit and it's dessert so I don't particularly mind

I used:

Oats- 1/8 cup- 78 kcal

Greek yogurt- 1/4 cup- 63 kcal

Honey- 1 tsp- 20kcal

+once again some pansy petals to garnish because I like colour

My families ordering pizza *again* for dinner😭 I think I might just take my meta day today so I can enjoy it because ill feel disgusting regardless. God I wish my family was healthy, I did so good today too I only had one thing and it was like 200 calories </3