Does anyone else feel better about their body since relapsing?? Like I used to sit at the mirror and nitpick everything wrong with my appearance but now I'm just like 'damn, I look good. Once I lose a few kilos I'll look great'
I was pretty busy today so I only ended up having a couple things, total being 232 kcal. I did have a couple snacks I had like 5 crackers but I wasn't able to take a photo of that </3 but I'm not too worried since you know it's def not gonna put me over a thousand
For dinner I had a one egg omelette with carrot, tofu, lettuce and parsley which was 94 kcal
For dessert I had some cooked apple with cinnamon topped with weetbix and Greek yoghurt which was 138 kcal
Saturday 4/11
I almost forgot to post yesterday's food log I was so tired😭 it's getting easier to eat less though so that's always a plus
I'm back and I'm gonna try a 24hr liquid fast for the first time, wish me luck♡
Sunday 5/11
Man I am so tired today😭 I also kinda wanna start drinking more smoothies/protein shakes just to kinda get me out of the habit of putting stuff in my mouth if that makes sense?? I wish I didn't love food so much man </3
I finally went and got groceries so I made a little after school meal! Only 114 kcal
3 rice cakes- 104 kcal
Tuna- 3 tbsp- 7 kcal
3 slices cucumber- 3 kcal
All up this was 956.5 calories and like 850 of them was the pizza😭 I ended up having in order to like, make my mum less suspicious but I actually feel so gross, probably gonna fast until dinner tomorrow. I'm so happy I didn't eat anything before dinner because I was dangerously close to my limit
My families ordering pizza *again* for dinner😭 I think I might just take my meta day today so I can enjoy it because ill feel disgusting regardless. God I wish my family was healthy, I did so good today too I only had one thing and it was like 200 calories </3
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I made a little breakfast for school today! I'm going to go shopping after school and get some more fruit+vege because I'm a little sick of living off of Greek yoghurt and oats😭 this was 229 kcal and I can't wait to eat it in a couple hours
Oats- 1/4 cup- 156 kcal
Greek yogurt- 1/4 cup- 63 kcal
Honey- 1/2 tsp- 10 kcal
+a little bit of ginger and flower petals for some colour
All up today I consumed 1190 kcal and I feel so gross😭 I can't wait for school tomorrow so it takes my mind off of being hungry, I just had that dinner and I actually feel disgusting
For breakfast I had:
poached eggs on toast (352 kcal) and a banana and cinnamon smoothie (163 kcal)
For a snack:
Fried tofu (106 kcal)
For lunch:
4 rice cakes with canned tuna (148 kcal)
For dinner:
Chips, coleslaw and half a bit of chicken schnitzel that my mum got me (421 kcal)