All Up This Was 956.5 Calories And Like 850 Of Them Was The Pizza😭 I Ended Up Having In Order To Like,

Did my very first 24hr fast today and I decided to break it with chia seed pudding, some blueberries and a banana, I'm so proud of myself it was easier than I was expecting tho ngl

Saturday 28/10

Today I had 729 calories, I really wanna cut down though because I haven't really lost any weight in the past week😭

For breakfast/lunch dad made me some sausages and eggs and I felt bad so I didn't wanna turn it down😭 it was 353 calories

I had a little meal around 5 because I get hungry around then, it was around 25 calories

For dinner I had what I had yesterday which is some glazed salmon with some leftover creamy potatoes which was 350 calories

Friday 2/11

Sadly I couldn't do a full 24 hr liquid fast like I wanted to because my step sister was getting sus but I did consume net 0 calories instead😭 I went on like a 3 hr walk

Wednesday 25/10

My parents still eat super unhealthy but I could manage it this time! Yippee!

Today I had 896 calories which now that I've added my dinner calories up that's kinda crazy like my smoothie (which looks gross but it was actually yum trust me) was less than 200 calories

After school I went on a walk and had a smoothie with banana, apple, cinnamon and a little milk which was 182 Cal

Mum made dinner and she gave me a huge portion for some reason?? It was 714 Cal though which I mean thank god I didn't eat anything more throughout the day like that's actually crazy. Surprisingly I ended up eating it all tho mainly because I didn't want my mum getting suspicious

Just tried one of these for the first time and it's so good!?!? They're super cheap too which is awesome

Monday 23/10

Back from my meta weekend and it made me feel so gross😭 I think I might cut it back to one day a week instead of two, anyways this was 718 calories, I'm getting some protein powder next week which I'm really looking forward to!

I only had dinner today and for that I had a cheese, lettuce and ham sandwich which was 324 calories, rice cakes with ham, lettuce and carrot which was 265 and a little lettuce wrap with ham and cheese which was 129 calories

I thought I was the smallest out of all my friends so i was only gonna restrict calories for another week but it turns out one of thems taller than me but still only 46 kilos I'm going fucking crazy why can't that be me

Monday 30/10

Today I had 945 calories which is a little too close for comfort for me but at least it's under I suppose. I wish I could make my own dinner so I can control what I eat more😭

For lunch I had an apple and some black tea because I was feeling pretty hungry, which was 50 calories

After school I had a little bowl filled with lettuce, salmon, scrambled eggs and a tiny bit of avocado which was 196 calories

For dinner mum made pasta, leas and crumbed sausages which I ended up having two of, that was 697 calories😭

Went out for an early tea, I had to eat it all because my aunty knows about my ed and now I feel so gross😭 I reckon it was around 700 kcal from what I've looked up

Thursday 26/8

I had such a good day today! I had 750 calories in total which is quite a bit but I worked out today and burnt like 150 calories! I've never really worked out before but I thought I should start if I wanna lose weight

For lunch I had my peanut butter rice cakes and half an apple which was 200 calories

For dinner I had these creamy potato things which was super good and chicken schnitzel, which I think was about 550? Sadly I can't just look up the exact calories for creamy potatoes and I'm too stupid to work them out😭