“I Feel Like A Loser Without Any Future

i dont know how to ask for help without feeling like a burden

i have always been fat. even as a kid. I've never known to see myself skinny or bones at all. i literally cannot imagine how I'd look skinny. and I fucking hate it. the issues should have been worse when I was younger, maybe that would've fucked my brain more and I could have done something right with my life.

Screaming at the top of my lungs

"I fucking deserve this"

"Baby was it worth it?"

Guess I wasn't worth shit

i just realized, I lost my boops as well

came back just to leave again

it's a never ending cycle

and I really couldn't care.

it's fine, i cant just expect people's attention 24/7. (I expect attention 24/7 while not having the energy to give it back)

“So like you, I'll end my suffering

Cause you rape and you take it all away

Cause you rape and you take it all away

Fuck you”

i hate being sick so much

talking to/spamming my bf and he mentioned when we meet irl one day and that made me just shdhelwkvso

i don't know how he puts up with me but I love him, I hope we can really see each other one day. please be soon. i mean, im getting a job when I graduate, so maybe it's really possible..