I’ve Been Almost A Week Without Him. He Made It Look So Easy To Walk Away. I’m Not Sure If I Ever
I’ve been almost a week without him. He made it look so easy to walk away. I’m not sure if I ever meant anything to him at all, at this point I don’t want to know. I just want to forget about him. Close that chapter in my life. I’ve been through this like 3 times, the other 2 men both ended up regretting their disicissions, so not only did I have to get over them, then after I was at the point of over it and no more pain, then I had to be the one that said no when they want to try again. That whole not knowing what you have til it’s gone is bullshit. When something is special to me it doesn’t just get old. Some people want to have that moment to see someone that hurt them, hurt. I don’t want to see anyone hurt... I don’t want him to ever want me back. I’m just ready to be over this and feel better!
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It’s over and I know this. Letting you go is gonna be one of the hardest things I’ve done in a while, but life goes on, people come and people go. I’ll smile and go on, letting you have a small piece of me. Blessed to have met you. I do want the best for you.
Wow nice to know that there are other like me....
RIP Daddy! I love you, it’s been 27 years and nothing is any easier about this day…. I miss you so much!
Still not one word. I feel like I just got befriended, betrayed, forgotten... this isn’t like me, I’m used to how people are, why do I always think so positive about people who her so evil, fake, and as always I’m without someone that I thought I earned trust from. I understood his issues and what I didn’t know I would figure out. But, ya know, obviously he wasn’t special, I am always good to people even when others say they don’t deserve my time, I’m always looking at every side of a situation. That’s the Gemini.... I’m not changing for anyone, but it’s so hard to try and build with someone to begin with much less continuously having to or wanting to try again to let someone new in to your circle as some call it, but I do keep my friends that are real and give them everything that a friend should! Im so emabarassed that I let him so close, I guess time will heal that...
Idk what to do! I need to figure so many things out. Time is flying by, I want happiness for the both of us wether it’s together or not
I waisted so much time with him. He’s so ugly to me all the time. I’ve told him over and over to just tell me if this is over and then we can maybe one day be friends… I am hurt so bad, and he could care less! I want to let go.
Damn...
“Maybe you weren’t the one for me, but deep down I wanted you to be.”
— Khalid; Coaster (via perfeqt)
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