It’s Crystal Clear, Idk Wtf Is Wrong With Me, Why Am I Still Trying To Make Excuses For Him! I’m

Still not one word. I feel like I just got befriended, betrayed, forgotten... this isn’t like me, I’m used to how people are, why do I always think so positive about people who her so evil, fake, and as always I’m without someone that I thought I earned trust from. I understood his issues and what I didn’t know I would figure out. But, ya know, obviously he wasn’t special, I am always good to people even when others say they don’t deserve my time, I’m always looking at every side of a situation. That’s the Gemini.... I’m not changing for anyone, but it’s so hard to try and build with someone to begin with much less continuously having to or wanting to try again to let someone new in to your circle as some call it, but I do keep my friends that are real and give them everything that a friend should! Im so emabarassed that I let him so close, I guess time will heal that...

RIP Daddy! I love you, it’s been 27 years and nothing is any easier about this day…. I miss you so much!

Wow nice to know that there are other like me....

Damn, I just want to forget about him, us, forget that I ever met him! He did the ultimate deal breaker, it’s got to be over, dude were you even my friend, cause with friends like that I damn sure don’t need any enemies.... smh

If you wanna do you ima do me!

Jus keeping it real

Damn...

“Maybe you weren’t the one for me, but deep down I wanted you to be.”

— Khalid; Coaster (via perfeqt)